BeTH

IM NOT A GOOD PERSON BUT I TRY TO BE. AND I DONT DO MUCH AND I DONT HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS. PEOPLE ARE JUST TO LAME, MEAN, STUPID OR SELFISH FOR ME TO REALLY GET INTO. I HAVE A FEW PEOPLE THAT I EVEN BOTHER TO SPEND MY TIME TALKING TO BECAUSE MOST OF THEM MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A PREACHER OR END UP MAKING ME ANGRY. AND EVEN THOUGH RAGE CAN BE A BEAUUUTIFUL THING...I TRY NOT TO EXPERIENCE IT AT A OVER WHELMING LEVEL. YES ICAN FIGHT...YES I CAN DRINK...BUT I WOULD RATHER JUST NOT WASTE MY TIME.. AND I HAVE A BIG QUESTION...KEEP IN MIND.. I DONT DRINK OR USE DRUGS...WHAT MAKES DRINKING BETTER AND MORE EXCEPTABLE?? DO YOU REALLY THINK ITS BETTER BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU ANGRY AND YOU CAN FIGHT AT THE DROP OF A HAT? BECAUSE HONESTLY I WOULD RATHER NOT HAVE A DRUNK THAT CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT THAT IS GOING TO GET IN AN ACCIDENT ON THE WAY TO THE FIGHT AND DIE BE ON MY SIDE. MY VICE IS CIGARETTES.. I CAN'T LET GO OF THOSE..TOBACCO IS JUST TO GOOOD I ONLY TALK TO WHITE PEOPLE WICH I KNOW CONTRADICTS MY LIVING FOR EVERY BODY THEORY ..BUT I CAN BE RACIALLY PROUD AND STILL NOT CAUSE UNWANTED SUFFERING TO PEOPLE WICH I HAVE NO USE FOR...I'M NOT HERE TO MAKE THINGS BAD FOR OTHER PEOPLE BUT TO HELP IN SOME WAY TO MAKE THINGS BETTER FOR MY OWN..