Lyz isn't really that dead.

About Me

I don't need money to be wealthy. (If you get what i mean ) G.S.C.I'm Lyz. it's as simple as that.I'm not too good at explaining who I am because I never really spend enough time analyzing myself. I've got better things to do. I love tattoos and piercing. My friends mean the world to me- don't mess with them and we'll be fine. I question people's intentions quite a bit. I even question my own. and thats how it goes with me. I really do have a heart, I just learned not to wear it on my sleeve. Sometimes I say or do things without thinking them through completely before hand. don't say i didnt warn you about who i am. I'm not who you think i am. I am cool. I am fun. I'M GOOFY AS ALL HELL. I can easily be your enemy.I'm drug and alcohol free[and don't think you can change that]. I've heard it all before- I don't need you to feed me your bullshit. When it comes down to it I'm basically going to be everything you want but nothing you like. But, I love making new friends so don't be afraid to approach me. All in all--your best bet is to message me before you add me.~Tomorrow is finally here, don't look back but never forget~ -Kill your Idols lj: thegunsrloaded. AOL IM: EastEnddGirlAnd I'm also a dedicated (Marilyn)Mansonite. Deal with it.

My Interests

My friends, my cell phone, shows, love, hate, drug free, fat kid modeling,tattoos, piercings, body modification, SYLVIA BROWN, My "family", laughing, being friends with your enemies, ect.

I'd like to meet:

I think I've already met them all. oh yeah; MsKitten03: whos the most beautiful person you know TAC0 JUNI0R: lyz :]

Music:

Oi, punk, psychobilly, 77 punk, some ska, old school hardcore and marilyn manson.

Movies:

a clock work orange, romper stomper, rocky horror, american history x, pretty in pink, forrest gump, basket case, the hills have eyes (original), wild zero, zombie flicks, pumpkin, little monsters, the brave little toaster, Suburbia, high tension, ect.

Television:

Queer as folk. (and nip tuck)

Books:

Please Kill Me, American Skin, Marilyn Manson: The Long Hard Road Out Of Hell, Before Elvis There Was Nothing, anything GHOST RIDER, Cats Cradle, SYLVIA BROWN, ect.

Heroes:

Molly James My dad For being the strongest person I've ever met in my life. R.I.P. punk, I love you.

My Blog

California is Flooding.

It's pretty sickening how involved people will get when they care about someone.and you can get let down a thousand and one times and not let it infringe on your opinion of them when you know it shoul...
Posted by Lyz isn't really that dead. on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 02:20:00 PST

I’m just a basket case.

I'm sorry and I apologize to anyone I've ever hurt.I'm a different person than I was this time last year.I've matured and immatured.I do not regret what has happened.I would not take anything back.Bec...
Posted by Lyz isn't really that dead. on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 12:53:00 PST

Dream

I hugged you and I remembered thinking how hollow it was because you weren't here anymore. That it was all in my head. But you felt warm. And smelled like axe. You were wearing your black sweatshirt a...
Posted by Lyz isn't really that dead. on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:13:00 PST

Wheel of Fortune

Well, everything has come down to it.Everything is coming to its peak or its end.It's pretty terrifying, right?Things that coulda, shoulda, woulda are never gonna happen again.Thanks for the things I ...
Posted by Lyz isn't really that dead. on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 12:57:00 PST

Dear Ryan,

Little brother, It's like I miss you more and more each day. I'm moving on. I'll be alright. It just gets hard sometimes. I wish you were here. Everyone misses you terribly. Lily needs your helps...
Posted by Lyz isn't really that dead. on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 11:14:00 PST

Chew it up. Spit it out.

You will never know how much I hate you. How much I wish you would stop feeling sorry for yourself and move on. How I wish you would admit you were wrong and fix yourself. How everytime I see you I wa...
Posted by Lyz isn't really that dead. on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 11:50:00 PST

Finally

It's official. My brother has been sentenced to 1 1/2 years in prison and likely for parole...its about damn time.
Posted by Lyz isn't really that dead. on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 09:14:00 PST