True love is like a ghost

I am short and have brown hair and blue eyes. i am very shy but dont let that fool you. Once you get to know me i can be the loudest person. If my friends were to describe me they would say im shy but can be talkative. Im funny and that i can be a mean person. I dont think i am mean. I just state my opinion. Or i could just be joking with you. If you make me angry i will be mean to you. Maybe not to your face but behind your back. Its wrong yes i know that but so many people have used me and stepped all over me that i dont give a crap about there feelings. I embarrass myself all the time. My face is always red. Im use to it.I know people talk about me behind my back and call me names. i dont care. apparently you have a boring life if im your entertainment. My feelings get hurt easy but i can bounce back quick. I dont forgive that easily. Some things im still trying to forgive. I luv my friends they are the best i couldnt live without them. I dont have many but that just means i know them all to well. I have alot of pets.I hate scary movies,heights,spiders and the dark but other then that not much scares me. Nothing really grosses me out.I dont like to fight but will if i have to. I definately dont like when people pretend to be someone they arent or when they think they are all that. No one is perfect and I totally know im not. Ive had many heartaches from guys and friends. I lost all my best friends because of them moving. So i no longer have best friends but just friends. Ive lost many crushes to other girls because i dont make the first move plus im shy so i dont really show it.If Im very shy and non-talkative around you i probably like you. On the weekends i bowl on a league and hangout with friends. Im a sophmore at DeWitt.Ive always wanted to go to Ireland for some reason. I love dolphins and tons of other animals. So anyway enough bout me. You can send me a message or add me whatever.