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About Me

My life consists of finding a mix of beauty and humor in the world around me. I drag a sad amount of inspiration from anything that strikes me as one of these two things. My dream is to be a published author (for something more than the Chaffey Review). I'm essentially addicted to writing. I like (almost)everyone until they give me a reason not too (most of the time). I am a romantic (and a pretty lousy one). I am mildly sarcastic most of the time. I can't talk to pretty girls unless I'm really drunk, but then I don't remember what they, or I, say anyway. I like Alkaline Trio too much. I have an addictive and self destructive personality, or at least that's what I blame my faults on.I'm John.
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My Blog

Does God Hold Grudges?

Does God Hold Grudges? Ive got some time on my handsIve taken more than I can standIve got a broken promise to GodIve been hoping that hes forgotIve got a crush that I cant act onAnd Ive got a...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Dec 2009 19:34:00 GMT

Lets never leave a word unsaid (super old)

I fixed this old piece of emotional baggage up slightly, still needs work but I'm tired.Lets never leave a word unsaidAll I see lately are flashing images of youIn a drunken swirl beneath my sheetsEv...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Dec 2009 18:43:00 GMT

Rose Art

Rose ArtMy hearts beats in constant rhythm to the blasts of the subwoofer and electro squeals. A wave of euphoria brushes against my skin as I close my eyes. The hair, on every inch of my skin, dances...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Dec 2009 19:48:00 GMT

Fractures

This is what you get for trying to write when you shouldn't be trying to write. Anyway, when I get a better computer I'll start putting shit on here again but as long as I'm using the desktop in my pa...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Dec 2009 18:45:00 GMT

Off to See the Wizard

Off to See the Wizard This is not the truth, you believeIt cant be, you just refuse to seeThe guiding hand of the unknowingWords that have been spoke to youAlways held an impending truthAs if everyth...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 12:55:00 GMT

Who Needs A Memory Anyway?

Remembering you&Alone in a room, breaking down, alone in a roomTears streaming, but I just dont care anymoreLately Ive just been so disappointed in you Ive tried so hardAnd now I shudder with fearA...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 12:52:00 GMT

Summer

In all my life, a day I have not seenA scene of such a bitter dreamThrough every pore and every cellNothing but disappointment reams.. ..Trust was such a foolish thingTo think of what I let this meanJ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 23:10:00 GMT

Disappointed?

Disappointed?So this is what its like to look at your own reflection and not recognize the eyes that stare backWhen every day that passes is never counted and each breath you take is taken for granted...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Mar 2009 19:57:00 GMT

In All My Life

In All My Life Oh my godI hear her say, for the last time, I kneel to the floorI dont believe this, she stands; her eyes shoot to the doorAll of my life Ive been waiting for thisI reach to my pocket...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 21:21:00 GMT

Hope and Prayer (but also Insignificance)

Hope and Prayer (but also Insignificance)   I'm dragging inspiration away from the sky, today Oh, I hope that she's not as conceited as she seems Before I get myself worked up, let me put this i...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 21:59:00 GMT