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All worlds begin in darkness,and all so end,the heart is no different,darkness sprouts within it,it

About Me

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Search MySpace LayoutsI am just me,I have alot of self-hatred for myself I try not to but it's hard. I sometimes suffer from intense paranoia I always have,I think I may be a bit of a schizophrenic as well. I sometimes fear the future and what I will become and I always fear for the worst of whatever the case is.I can get enraged at the simple things and take my anger out by just throwing things or punching walls haha oh well. I am a cool person to talk to,or at least I think so. I am also a big Nascar fan!! Hell yeah always have been always will be. :) GO CARL EDWARDS!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who can put up with my shit lol. Carl Edwards.

My Blog

Isolation

Yes........I think complete Isolation from humanity sounds like a damn good idea trust no one not even myself cause losing friends and myself from sanity is what I do best...anger and deep hatred runs...
Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 23:21:00 GMT

My Struggles

I remember growing up clearly well,although alot of stuff in my memory is blind to stuff I don't wanna remember......things like when my dad was a major alcoholic,when he would get mean....but I am pr...
Posted by on Tue, 19 May 2009 15:22:00 GMT

The Black Palace.

So for the past couple of days I have figured out what I wanna be in life and that is a writer.I have always wanted to be one for years now after reading many books by my favorite author Stephen King ...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 15:20:00 GMT

Thoughts and isolation.

As I sit here wasting away while I type this I go deep inside my mind and remember the past on what I have failed on and fucked up on in my life and I try to repair my mind of those things only to kee...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 12:29:00 GMT

Intense Paranoia

So lately I have been having this reoccuring dream Its been happenning for about a month now only sometimes it happens to pop into my head before I close my eyes but I close my eyes and go into the dr...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:35:00 GMT