and if i did have a choice id never want to live forever, just let me have a voice so i can make my points, you cant finish a race with no finish line, so let take my pace and make the most of my time. i love giving but im bad at receiving, the truth is i prefer to be the one bleeding but im a paranoid that stay between play and work cautious and aware cause im afraid of getting hurt!
which brings me to the issue, and that would be this: How often must i ask myself why i exist? i feel like a freak this world is a circus just trying to find myself as well as my purpose
