this song makes me feel good about myself! ♥
2007 came by in a fucking blink; i'm still recovering from 06...i really do feel like i learned a lot last year, as effing cliche' as it sounds to say that at the start of a new year, i feel fucking great! try to come and find me, i'm pretty effing m.i.a nowadays, i love it ♥...har har har, dont take it personal, im just busy with shit like um, life...im back in school and "it feels good, yeah" not working sucks, i feel like im panhandling through my life! you think you can really find out who i am from this stupid myspace page? haha, these myspace pages are POOR representations, i can post whatever pictures i think i look cute in, and say whatever i think sounds good, but hey, maybe im not so cool afterall? i dont give TWO fucks! i might give one, but hey...haha whatever, this is for shits and giggles, i dont know how people get caught up in myspace drama...i can't stress enough how good it feels! 2007! as long as you're living for you, and being true to yourself, everything will fall into place...that sounded kinda spiritual hahah...i'm just trying to figure out who i really am, like everyone else...thats all for now, CHEERS! Give me a shout!
LOVE/HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH MYSELF
♥ ♥ ♥
You can't know, oh no
you can't know
how much I think about you, no
It's making my head spin
Looking at you
and you are looking at me
and we both know what we want
hmmm, so close to giving in
Feel so nice
oh yeah you feel so nice
wish I could spend the night
but I can't pay the price
oh no, no
But I'm flying so high
high off the ground
when you're around
And I can feel your high
rocking me inside
it's too much to hide
I know, oh yes
I know that we can't
be together
but, I just like to dream
It's so strange
the way our paths have crossed
how we were brought together
hmmm, it's written in the stars it seems
Feel so nice
oh yeah you feel so nice
I'd love to spend the night
but I can't pay the price
oh no, no
And I'm flying so high
high off the ground
when you're around
And I can feel your high
touching me inside
it's too much to hide
back to earth
where did you take me to
i know there's no such thing
as painless love
well it'll catch us up
and we can never win
But ohhh
I feel so alive
ohhh
Just wanna hold you
hold you so tight
And I'm flying so high
high off the ground
when you're around
And I can feel your high
touching me inside
and it's too much to hide
And I'm flying so high
high off the ground
when you're around
FANTASY IS WHAT PEOPLE WANT, BUT REALITY IS WHAT THEY NEED
(one million points to anyone who knows where thats from!)
LIFE OF THE PARTY
SATURDAY NIGHT SPECIAL !!! ♥
thanks jo mama for the pic!
I MISS MY SISTER!!! R.I.P stunnas too ♥
SIMPLE PLEASURES KEEP ME SANE
walking out of my house at 3-4 am ish into the hazy glow of streetlights
standing in the middle of my street and smoking a cigarette
closing my eyes and guessing which direction the traffic is coming from on fulton (usually guessing wrong)
walking back inside to my loyal canine companion always happy to see me return
solitary confinement, yeth. just me and my shadow
dancing...usually in my room, scantily clad in underoos
intense movies that make me cry my bloody eyes out and want to better myself and life
raw heart to hearts with people who really listen, instead of waiting for their turn to speak and judge
riding muni, pretending to listen to music, but really eavesdropping in on the drama around me
riding my bike around and NOT hitting people this time
vodka and beer
bright kitschy things that really get me going
spontaneity and randomness
HYSTERICAL fits of laughter to almost bladder bursting extremities
fucking my room around to my sister's brilliant plan in interior decor
the grandeur of city life
AND i cant stress this enough, COLD pillows
...ill add more later
YOUR PRESENCE DOMINATES THE JUDGMENTS MADE ON YOUDROWN FISHY DROWN ♥PEACE BABIES!!!i hate describing myself. i'm like every opposite, nice, bitchy, smart, dumb. i guess my best try would be "granny on crack". ARACHNOPHOBIC. hopeless romantic indeed. live life for yourself. true pisces. speaking in a british accent is bloody brilliant loves. fuck the word on the street, im just living my life one day at a time. come and get to know the real denise, not this myspace impostor! what can i say, im a MESS!
P.S. i've cleaned this up already, no really i swear.