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About Me

I'll be there for the memories that will last forever, as the well as the ones that fade after one night...
♥me:
the names brianna mills. most people call me bre*. my birthday is may 18th. ive got dark brown hair && hazel green eyes. im a freshman at ahs. i live a normal teenage life. partying it up && making memories.
♥ my life:
i currently live in panama city beach, florida(which im beginning to be okay with although its been about 3 yrs). i was born an raised in mattoon/charleston, illinois. my summers are spent in the good ol' town of charleston with my friends&&family who i miss soo soo soo much!!
♥im the type of gurl:
who is very easy to talk to && will always be there for you whether were friends or not, who forgives but never forgets, who hates when people are mad at me, who laughs at the stupidest things && will burst out laughing in dead silence for something that happened yesterday, who is very emotional, who crys for no reason, who sometimes gets mad easily, who is shy but outgoing, who is very loveable, who falls for guys way to easily&&always ends up gettin hurt, who sometimes gets jealous easily, who is very random, who enjoys meeting new people. && who HATES drama!
♥im the type of gurl who loves:
partying, boys, little kisses, hugs, cuddling, taking long walks on the beach, my friends i just wouldnt be me without them,laughing, movies, music, dancing..even without the music, singing, shopping, tanning, makeup, dyeing my hair, being different, the color pink, && texting.
♥my perfect guy:
i think ive found him. hes amazing. he fits almost exactly to my perfect guy description. he listens to everything i have to say. we sit on the phone for hours apon hours at night just talking about random stuff. when im (on the phone/in person/or just talking about him) i always have a big smile on my face. he makes me soo happy. hes the only guy thats actually help me forget about ~him~ &&thats truly something. i cant even begin to explain my feelings for this boy. hes not PERFECT but hes perfect for me. if you know what i mean..im really fallin hard for this boyy.
♥my family:
i have a huge family. ive got my mom dawn who is always there for me. ive got my dad Jr who im not so close with but still love him very much. ive got a step mom brenda who most of the time is pretty cool. ive got alot of brothers && sisters. also have a nephew && a neice. and 3 babies on the way. my oldest step sister mindy who just had her baby boy. my oldest brothers girlfriend is pregnant with a boy. and my oldest real sister is pregnant with a boy also.. ive got a 1 grandma(my moms mom) && 1 grandpa(my dads dad) left. my dads mom died when i was very young(r.i.p. grandma jean). my moms dad died when i was 9(r.i.p grandpa harlen). my moms moms mom died not last year but the year before its been a little hectic sence but we've seemed to manage(r.i.p grandma janes). ive got 5 aunts && 4 uncles(1 of who is no longer alive r.i.p uncle jeff). && ive got way too many cousins to count.
♥things to remember:
love your life & live it to the fullest. dont have regrets. dont ditch your friends for your boyfriend because your boyfriends dont last long but friends last forever. appriciate everything you have&&everything life gives you. live everyday as if it was your last because you never know when it could be your last. dont let people get to you, let them talk their crap but remember your better then all that you dont need to try an put people down just to feel good about yourself. everything happens for a reason, we just may not understand them yet.laugh your heart out dance in the rain; cherish the moment, ignore the pain; live,laugh,love, forgive && forget lifes too short to be living with regrets. never give up on things that make you smile. the best things in life are unseen..thats why we close are eyes when we kiss cry &&dream.
♥life in general:
you will fight with your bestfriends. get your heart broken more then once. loose people that are close to you that you love. cry because time is moving to fast. get let down more then once. never give up on yourself, others, or life, even when your really want to, &&you think you cant do it anymore. There will come a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will, so dont worry about people from your past, theres a reason they didnt make it to your future♥. life isnt about waiting for the storm to pass...its about learning to dance in the rain. live your life crazy && love every second of it. sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow we must fail in order to know. sometimes our visions clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears. fall in love or fall in hate. get inspired or be depressed. ace a test or flunk a class. make babies or make are. speak the truth or lie &&cheat. dance on tables or sit in the corner. life is divin chaos. ebrace it. forgive yourself. breathe. and enjoy the ride.

My Interests

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Pete Barnes. My bestfriend for soo many reasons. &&although he probably doesnt think so i would do anything for this boyy. i miss him soo much!!
Steven Matthews. this boy is amazing. i dont even know what to say about him. hes so much fun to hang out with. an even more fun to party with. i love hiiis crew. their amazing. im so glad i met this boyy. .
DeeJay. wow what can i say hes amazing. he helps me out through alot. he always knows what to say to make me feel better :). hes like one of the sweetest guys you will ever meet. hes not the guy whos gonna wound up breakin your heart. i dont know what i would do if i would have never met him! .

I'd like to meet:

-my bestfriend from Mattoon Lacey Jo Wilson! i miss you soo much!! even though we cant always hangout i know shes always there for me just like i am always there for her and nothing could ever change that! were bestfriend till the end. i love you lacey jo!! btw i might not actually be there when things happen but if you mess with her i will fuck you up when i get back! mmkay?
-my bestfriend from Charleston Ashlee Hayes! i miss you soo much!! im soo glad that we met!! shes always there for me..we help each other through everything..if lacey cant help me ashlee can&&ilove her soo much for that!! i love you ashlee!! same goes for ashlee..fuck with her i will beat your ass..ilove my gurlys too much to let anything happen to them!!
-my bestfriend from Charleston Shelby Miller. i love this girl to death. this girl has been there for me through everything that has happened in the past like year and ive been there for her. white guys suck we both learned that about exactly the same time lol. our parents go way back!!(we just recently found out). ive learned in the past few weeks that shelby is just about the only girl i can trust and who wont ditch me for her BOYFRIEND!!but anyways shelby i miss you sooo much!!! cant wait to see you!! iloveyou!!
-my bestfriend who now lives in Gainsville Stephanie Welch! she is amazing..she is my partner in crime. my iceing to my cake. my crying buddi. i love her soo much!! we tell each other EVERYTHING!! there isnt anything that i do that she dont know about. nothing she does that i dont know about..even though she moved away we are still very close..we talk ALL the time!! you need to move back i miss you!!
-my bestfriend from Panama City Beach who just recently moved to Maine Sarah Merchant!! i love this girl to death!! fuck with her you got me to deal with!! fuck with me you got her to deal with!! this girl is absolutly amazing.. i miss her soo much! come back girl! i effin love you!!

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Music:

Lyrics.
I know there is something that I'm feeling
But I can't quite put it into words
It's got me hopin hopin that you feelin it too
Cause for me it's a first
Does anyone truly understand what real love is about
Don't say I'm too young to know what's real
My heart skips a beat
I can hardly breathe
Every time that he comes near

It's so amazing almost crazy how
I'm thinkin bout you lately
Tell me how in the world did it come to this
It took me by suprise
When you opened my eyes
To hopefully show me what love is

How will I know
Could it be the butterflies I feel whenever I'm with you
How will I know
Or the way I'm at a loss of words I can hardly keep my cool
How will I know
Everyday now stop stop stop I keep thinkin bout you
How will I know I'm in love

How will I know
Could it be the butterflies I feel whenever I'm with you
How will I know
Or the way I'm at a loss of words I can hardly keep my cool
How will I know
Everyday now stop stop stop I keep thinkin bout you
How will I know I'm in love

Somebody tell me
Will I ever know
Somebody tell me
Will I ever know

If it aint love
Then tell me why am I always searching for excuses to call
And if it aint love
Then tell me why am I always hopin' to see him in the halls
And if it aint love
Somebody tell me why I lie awake at night starin' at the walls

And if this isn't love
Then I don't really need it cause I'm happy here with no love at all

It's so amazing almost crazy how
I'm thinkin bout you baby
Still I don't really know if this is real
I want you so much more
But I'm unsure if this is true love
That I feel

How will I know
Could it be the butterflies I feel whenever I'm with you
How will I know
Or the way I'm at a loss of words I can hardly keep my cool
How will I know
Everyday now stop stop stop (everyday, all day)
I keep thinkin bout you
How will I know I'm in love

How will I know
Could it be the butterflies I feel whenever I'm with you
How will I know
Or the way I'm at a loss of words I can hardly keep my cool
How will I know
Everyday now stop stop stop I keep thinkin bout you
How will I know I'm in love

How will I know (yeah)
How will I know
Could it be the butterflies I feel whenever I'm with you
How will I know
Or the way I'm at a loss of words I can hardly keep my cool
How will I know
Everyday now stop stop stop (everyday, all day)
I keep thinkin bout you
How will I know I'm in love (How will I know I'm in love)

How will I know
Could it be the butterflies I feel whenever I'm with you
How will I know
Or the way I'm at a loss of words I can hardly keep my cool
How will I know
Everyday now stop stop stop I keep thinkin bout you
How will I know I'm in love

How will I know
Could it be the butterflies I feel whenever I'm with you
How will I know
Or the way I'm at a loss of words I can hardly keep my cool
How will I know
Everyday now stop stop stop I keep thinkin bout you
How will I know I'm in love

Movies:

the funny thing is.. guys always turn out to be exactly who you knew they would turn out to be..and who they promised to never be.
-You thought you broke my heart.
You thought you made me cry,
I guess you know by now,
not every player a guy!!-Everyone is meant for someone...I beleive that you are my someone!
-You dont love someone because they're beautiful..they're beautiful because you love them!
-You want it but you fear it...but you love it when its near you!
-Dont waste your time on a guy who wont waste his time on you!
-They told me all about you
They told me you were free
They told me you were great
The perfect one for me.
-I was here for you for so long, now that you want me i am gone, found someone new..hes even better then you!
-She finally let go of her fake smile and the tears slowly rolled down her cheak as she whispered to herself "I dont want to be me."
-Its not oppurtunities given..its the chances taken.
-Love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them not to.
-Most girls would have given up on you..im not most girls.
-The only thing better then being with you..is telling people about you.
-Sometimes you must get weak to realize you are so strong!!
-I like walking in the rain cause no one knows im crying.
-Should i smile cuz your my friend or cry cuz thats all you'll ever be?
-No guy is worth your tears, & when you find one that is he wont make you cry.
-Sometimes i wish i was a little kid again becuz skinned knees were easier to fix then broken hearts.
-Dont say you love me if you dont really mean it cuz i might do something stupid like beleive it.
-*When i first saw you i was afraid to talk to you*When i first talked to you i was afraid to like you*When i first liked you i was afraid to love you*Now that i love you im afraid to loose you*
-They say if you love something set it free, but if it comes back its yours, but if it doesnt it wasnt meant to be...i love you, i set you free, you came back..you must be mine..
-If you love me like you told me please be careful with my heart you can take it; just don't break it or my world will fall apart.
-Everyday That Goez By It Seemz Like I Discover SomethÃng New about You To Love It'z IncredÃble To Me How One PerÂ§on Can Make Such A *BIG* DÃfference In My LÃfe You Touch Me In A Way No One Else Ever Haz And GÃve Me So Many Reasonz To Love You.
- I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry
-*Â§omewhere There'Â§ Â§omeone Who DreamÂ§ Of Your Â§mile, And FindÂ§ In Your PreÂ§ence That Life IÂ§ Worth While, Â§o When You Are Lonely, Remember It'Â§ True: Â§omebody, Â§omewhere Is Thinking Of You*
-You changes my world with just one smile,
you took my heart with just one kiss.
-Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It's means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections..
- Don't Treat Me Any Differently Than You Would The Queen .
-I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect,
act like it's just a dream,
and pretend he's not hurting me.
..Undreamable love..
-Holding ur handz & kissing u
Feelin ur sweet & soft lipz too
Cuddlin keepin each other warm
U keepin me safe from harm
Under the starz tonight
Along with the moonlight
Realizing this is reality
Cuz wit u dreamz can neva compare
To all da thingz we have shared
Cuz our love is undreamable
**what is love?**
-Love is seeing him how no one else does
Love is when u no hes not perfect but u see him perfectly
Love is thinking about him day and night
Love is when he means the world to you
Love is when noone else nos how you feel
Love is the best feeling u can feel
-Love wasnt put in your heart to stay
Love isnt love till you give it away.
-*Never give up if u still wanna try*
*Never wipe your tears if u still wanna cry*
*Never settle for the answer if u still wanna know*
*Never say u don't like him if u can't let him go*
-When i look at you, my heart skips a beat!
-Ill risk everything i have
Ill fight till i bleed
give you my life
if that what you need
-You thought you broke my heart.
You thought you made me cry,
I guess you know by now,
not every player a guy!!
-If Your asking if I need you the answer is 4Ever..
If Your askin if I'll Leave you the answer is Never..
If Your askin what I value the Answer is You..
if Your askin if I love You the answer is I do!
-How can you be friends with someone if everytime you look at them, it makes you want them even more?
-831-8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning, I love you.
-Lust Is When You Love What You See. Love Is When You Lust For What's Inside.

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Heroes:

My hero's would have to be my friends and family because they are there for me when i need them the most!!! And my monkey baby!!! hes so cute
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