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I'm happilly married!!!!!!! what else do you need to know! nah, just kidding! I have 2 wonderful children. Liz is 5 and Mary is 2!. My husband is in the US Navy and has only 2 years left and he'sot sure if hes going to stay in or not. My in laws live here in VA as well but i only talk to a few members of that family! my sis in law is cool and my bro in law just graduated from boot camp for the army and married into a interesting family! my grandmother in law (mama jean) is a very sweet and funny and is grieving for her husband who passed away last march 2005 (RIP Bossman, we love you and miss you so much) and my other grandmother in law and grandfather in law, they are sweet as well, unfortunately grand-daddy kiger has been diagnosed with cancer so please say a prayer for him. i Get along with my in laws very well, we've become very close! As far as my husband getting out of the Navy, I on the other hand would rather him stay in cause we have such good benefits and the kids need them but i'll support his decision either way! I work in Virginia Beach. I've been here for a little over 3 years now. I started out working a switchboard and now my job included making contract and listing packages, inputing listings, editing listings, typing up agreements between builders and updating all of our information sheets involving staff and agents. I also do side work for some of the agents in my office which is bulk mail, its spending money for me and my girls, LOL.Hopefully a position with open up for me in the office soon other then the switchboard! My husbands 4 year mark is on nov. 7, 2005 but he still has 2 years left. Hes very anxious to get out but everyone is and is still considering staying in. Me and thomas have been together a long time, been a long road, lot of regrets, he has more then me, lol, but we have fun, We have rid our lives of people that have done nothing but try and cause trouble. Mostly people in his past, lol, but whats new, everyone has a past and do not fault him for the fuck ups he has in his, lol. we have a fun relationship and were a happy family. We just purchased a time share and we are buying a house in march of next year. We dont like drama so if you have drama, steer clear from us!Another sleepless night for me Alone upon our bed I see again his every move And those last words he said.So proud he looked in uniforn Convinced that he was right He had to go, for duty called There was a war to fight.Those last few days before be left I hid the pain inside We talked and loved and even joked He never knew I cried.And when the dreaded moment came He kissed me tenderly His eyes met mine and then he said, "I'll be all right, you'll see."I tried to smile and nod my head Afriad to let him see The terror that I feared if he Did not come back to me.His precious children hugged his neck He told them to be good And help their mommy out at home And mind her like they should.They were too young to realize That Dad would not be there To tuck them in their beds at night Or listen to their prayers.I see him as he walked away I tried to say "good-bye" But the words were trapped within my throat All I could do was cry.The weeks have stretched now into months And every night I pray That God will keep him in his care And bring him home one day.I do not moan beneath the load Of all that I must do My children will see strength in me Until this way is through.At last I drift off to sleep In dreams I see him more I turn around and smile to hear His footsteps at the door.Restless I sleep, and then I wake Not opening my eyes I move my hand to reach for him But no one near me lies.I will not give in to despair With each new day I'll cope For I know he would want me to Be brave and live with hope.I hear the voices loud and strong Who criticize the war While yelling men are fools to go They stay on freedom's shore.The man who cowers under fear Will die a thousand deaths While men like mine for freedom fight And offer their last breaths.I hope prehaps in fifty years When men remember war They wont forget the wives who dreamed Of footsteps at the door~Gwen C. Rollings
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My Interests

nothing interests me more then my family! i do like peace and quiet though sometimes, what parent doesn't? i like to read, draw, sing, dance and hand out with friends and play cards. did you know that if you play connect 4 when you are drunk, it makes it so much more interesting, LOL.

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Music:

Music Video: COME HOME SOON (by SHeDAISY)

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Movies:

Dirty Dancing & The Notebook CHICK FLICKS!!
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Television:

The OC One tree Hill Passions Medium Las Vegas Gilmore Girls Charmed House

Books:

I'm a mother to 2 little girls, do childrens books count????

Heroes:

i have a few! my grandmother who passed away a few years ago. she had so much strength and courage. She battled cancer for years but stayed strong for the family. she is why i cherish christmas, she always made is so wonderful. My children are also my heroes. They are what keeps me going everyday. not a day goes by that i dont look forward to getting off of work to hug them and at such young age, having thier father in the navy, they hold it together so well when he leaves. I know its hard for them but i make it easier by playing tapes of thier daddys voice and playing with thier bears they got at the build a bear factory with thier daddys voice talking to them whenever they hug it. They are wonderful!!

My Blog

Nothing to hide

Its so funny how fast people can revert back to being a teenager in the ways they act. As an adult, when someone tells you something about another person, you normally would confront the other person ...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 08:21:00 PST

Lonely

Its 10:45 and here i sit without my husband. I look over sometimes thinking hes on the couch sleeping, thats why hes so quiet. I wake up the morning still seeing him next to me, i even use his alarm c...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 08:05:00 PST

Lonely

Its 10:45 and here i sit without my husband. I look over sometimes thinking hes on the couch sleeping, thats why hes so quiet. I wake up the morning still seeing him next to me, i even use his alarm c...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 08:07:00 PST

this weekend

has been great, we hvae spent alot of time as a family and we are about to go out to dinner tonight for his last night at home. it has taken everything in me not to cry in front of him, he can't stand...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 02:38:00 PST

Not much longer.....

In less then a week, my husband along with many other spouses, will be leaving for what will be our 3rd deployment in less then 5 years. I've known it was coming for a while now but theres no way to r...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 09:57:00 PST

NEW TATTOO

i GOT IT LASTNIGHT AT BLUE HORSE SHOE ON LONDON BRIDGE ROAD! ME, BRANDI, HEATHER AND KARLA HAD A BLAST, IT WAS SO MUCH FUN BUT PAINFUL, LOL. I LOVE MY HUBBY, 2 HEARTS CONNECTED BY A SCROLL WITH OUR NA...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 09:11:00 PST

What the Fuck is wrong with people

Woman these days get fucking pregnant and then kill thier children or leave them to die. i'm over it, this baby was full term, due any day, she could of given it up! she was 2 miles from a hospital, i...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 01:55:00 PST

another day passes

hes been gone a little over 2 weeks and it feels like its been months. i miss his so much but i have to keep going, for myself and these kids. i know he feels the same, everyday he writes me he t...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 06:07:00 PST

been a while

not much has really happened i guess you could say, my life is usually full of drama but right now its not too bad. I've been doing pretty good on my diet, i've been watching what i eat and eating sma...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 06:44:00 PST

SHES 5 YEARS OLD NOW!

my baby is 5..............WOW. it seems li8ke just yesterday i was in labor for 36 hours, had 4 epidurals and then a c-section cause her head got stuck on my pelvic bone. She had no hair at birth and ...
Posted by I Miss Him SO MUCH on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 08:01:00 PST