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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxT he cutters lullaby;Up the road and across the street is where the best veins rest Cut them once and cut them deep Close your eyes and dream of death Deep red rivers and a large black sun these images never leave my mind My lungs are now dead to the world My eyes can no longer see My ears are deafened no more will I hear my own screams My fingers are now useless no longer will they play with razor blades and safety pins carving drawings in to my skin My legs no longer will they obey me no longer will they run for they have walked to many miles down this messed up path My heart no longer beats for me no longer does it love no longer will it break inside me sending hopelessness and pain closer to my sole Seldom have I found that death has ever left my mind but when it has it was just to be replaced by something just as bad Happy thoughts drive away deathly thoughts but even so they still linger like spider webs strung across my mind When I feel this whole I know that confusion, hatred, and betrayal are never far enough away Then those deathly thought come and find me hidden inside myself and they take me away I have spent too much time in the light when my home is in the dark Hidden away in shadows with death and lifes decay Watching every thing from behind my closed eyes Always afraid of letting go, of being alone, and lastly of dieing alone but now I hear no voices as I lay here in the dark The living seldom venture here for the dead they surly will see But if you want to find me look for the one in black sitting in the corner with a razor in my hand Dont ask me any questions for I will surly lie I am the one who will always say, The worst part of trying to kill yourself is waking up the next day. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX customize
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My Interests

music, art, black and white photography.

I'd like to meet:

ok so heres the deal :*don't write me telling me "i'm hot" i have a boyfriend i love him GET THE PICTURE?*don't add me if your a slut *don't add me if your a band*don't add me if your a myspace whore (myspace whore = more then 500 friends... just beacuse you add every motherfucker in the world dosnt mean anyone likes you.)*** if your interested in music, art, photography,ect. then i would love to talk to you.***

Music:

(AFI) (Alanis m.) (Alien ant farm) (Anti-flag) (As I lay dieing) (Atreyu) (bjork) (blink182) (Breaking Benjamin) (Daft punk) (Death cab for cutie) (Dido) (Disturbed) (Gorillaz) (Green day) (In flames) (Incubus) (Korn) (Linkin park) (Marilyn Manson) (Mindless Self Indulgence) (Misfits) (Mudvayne) (Mushroomhead) (New model army) (Nirvana) (Orgy) (Presidents of the United States of America) (Rage against the machine) (Rancid) (Rise agents) (Shiny toy guns) (Skinny puppy) (Slipknot) (Spineskank) (Stabbing westward) (Stained) (STP) (Suicide commando) (System of a down) (The killers) (The trans-plants) (Three days grace) (Tool) (Vale).

Movies:

The crow, Donnie Darko, mirror mask ect.

My Blog

x_X new stuff

Wandering deep in the depths of my mind, I find myself lost in the contemplation of all that I have been taught to believe. I search the edges of my soul to find some scrap of something that is ...
Posted by sexy and strange on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 09:00:00 PST

random writiting

The candle flame dwindles as it is drowned in its own wax ,the smell of smoke covers the room. Every thing darkens and as quickly as the light vanished the eye adjusts to it's absents. The wind...
Posted by sexy and strange on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 01:28:00 PST

(no name yet)

Useless and broken I wondered alone. Living life for the dreams, grasping at nothing and trying to hold on. Looking for something but never quite sure what. Missing something but no idea what I'd lost...
Posted by sexy and strange on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 02:22:00 PST

more then nothing but nothing all the same

they want a family the family they want has nothing to do with me my words not theirs but the pain is still the same missing something i never had wanting a home that was never there needing something...
Posted by sexy and strange on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 06:44:00 PST

truth

Sitting in a chair I tell my life story to a stranger, I guess I never realized how fucked I really was until I turned my thoughts into words. I was avoiding the truth, telling it only to myself. Beca...
Posted by sexy and strange on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 02:23:00 PST

the never-ending story

Your name is scratched in to my skin. The blood drips down from each new letter. Finger to mouth I taste your sweet venom on my lips. In my dreams you're there hiding, fallowing, watching my every mo...
Posted by sexy and strange on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 09:26:00 PST

i don't even know why i am putting this shitty thing up here!?!?!?!?

Words erased leaving a black page with a hidden message that can only be read by those who are willing to read between the lines. Your words, you say are not meant to be a trap but they end up entranc...
Posted by sexy and strange on Thu, 16 Mar 2006 12:55:00 PST

something i wrote

I know how this story goes I have read it before, my life is told on its pages and the ending is sad. Often the book is put down. The words forgotten and the ending given up with the thought that fict...
Posted by sexy and strange on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 02:41:00 PST