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My Personality:
Some people think I'm dark and evil.
Well, back in the day when I was in 9th grade, I was kind of like a goth kid and most of that never went away. It was then when my thoughts about the meaning of life started. I am a very spiritual person, but not in the way you think. I make my own believes according to what I see around me and what my heart tells me. I was baptized when I was young as catholic, but there's a lot about it that I don't like. I like to believe that I'm in control of my own life, and that we make our own futures by our own actions and decisions.
Also, I show myself as I am. I don’t show you a face, and then show you another one. What you see is what you get. I’m not afraid of showing who Izy is. There might be a few things I keep private, but if you ask, I wont lie to you. I expose my self to you, hoping that you will be mature enough to respect who I am, as I will be mature enough to respect who you are.
My Social Life:
I love to go to parties and hang out with my friends. Being with people that you can always count on is amazing. I'd do anything for them. Don't mess with my friends cause if you do, you'll be in big trouble. Ask Chris Armstrong...lmao My friends are my family.
I also like to go hang out at the Masquerade on Thursday nights. They turn the Masquerade into a club kind of like to go dance and have fun to techno music, old school sounds and people who are not afraid of being themselves.
My Love Life:
I have dated the wrong kind of people for a long time. Not that they are bad people or anything, but people that wasn't exactly what I was looking for. I've been into bad relationships, stupid relationships, etc. A friend once told me that I'm very picky with who I want to go out with. I agree, I have high standards. But I also try to make soul connection, but it seems to not work. I think part of my problem is that I've dated immature young people.
I'm currently not looking for a girlfriend, but rather someone who I can have a soul connection with (and I think I must feel attracted to her too). I'm done looking for someone to date. I'm now looking for someone who I can have total connection with, someone that I feel also attracted to, someone who has been or is where I am in life, and I'm willing to move, travel, or do anything to be with that person once I find her.
I'm in love with her, and I don't know who she is.
My Hates:
Mainly, I hate people that think they are better than anyone else. I hate superficial people, and people that rather listen to rumors that finding out the truth themselves.
I also hate it when people make fun of the way I talk. I mean, having fun with how I talk its one thing, but making fun of it 24-7 is a bit annoying. Not to forget when people make fun of my ethnicity. That is very annoying, as well as people who trying to speak in Spanish to me. That bothers me the most. I'm not saying you cant say stuff in Spanish or be funny with it, but If you gonna talk to me, ask me questions etc, do it in one language and don't try to be kool around me by pretending you speak the language if you don't. I don't speak Spanglish either... Its English or Spanish, but pick one.
I also don't like some bugs... I used to have arachnophobia really bad. Now, I even have a pet scorpion named Raziel, and I just captured a black widow that I might set free soon.
My Sports:
Back in my high school days, I used to skateboard. I wasn't the greatest, but i knew how to jump, kick flip, grind, etc. My skateboarding days where over when my friends and I decided to try something really stupid. We set up a ramp into a rail, and we went up the ramp, grind the rail, and land on grass. It rained earlier, so it was a bit wet. So, one of the times of me trying to do something kool, i fell off the rail. I landed w my feet on the grass, but my back food griped onto the floor... Front one didn't. So, by back foot (right knee) vented backwards to where my foot was very close to my face. I freaked out, it hurt really bad, and I grabbed my leg and vented it the right way to put it back in place. "That really hurt deep in my soul."
So, after that day, I Was kind of handicap. I never went to the hospital for it, so it never healed correctly. After a few months, I went back to skating, and i messed my knee again, so I gave up on that.
Couple of months ago, I was messing around with friends, and i fell off of a "mountain." I landed on my feet, but my knee wasn't strong enough to deal with the pressure, so i fucked it up again. And to make it even better, its not getting any better. I think I'm gonna go to the doctor this time. Its hard to work and walk like this.
My Music:
I love music. Music is the soul of life. I mainly listen to Metal or just whatever falls into the rock category. I also mainly listen to old bands or bands that no one knows about, and most of what I listen to is pop (meaning that its popular or catchy. Something that could be heard in radios). My favorite bands of all times are The 69 Eyes, Sisters Of Mercy, Skizoo, Apocalyptica, Rammstein, H.I.M., and a few others. I also listen to regular pop, rap, r&b, hip-hop, country, etc... Im that open minded.
I believe that everybody's life evolves around music and even if you don't think so, it does. In other words, if you don't like music, you have no soul.
I'm also a musician and poet. I've been playing guitar scenes I was 16, then some bass for a couple of years, some piano, and I'm working on drums. I'm also a singer, not the best ever, but pretty decent. I've been trying to make a band for a long time, but its hard to find the right people to work with, so I've been recording songs on my own and posting them online under the band name "Legion Of The Night". You should check it out.
My Movies:
I collect movies as well as CD's. I have only movies that I think kick ass. Funny ones, sad ones, love stories, scary, etc. My favorites are scary, (its hard to find a movie that will scare me), and love ones. I've cried in a couple of movies before, but no movie has ever combined love, sadness, fear, suspense, hope, and anger in a movie in a true soul touching way, except the movie that I have just recently watched. The Orphanage. That is the best movie ever made. My favorite film. It made me freak, hope, and cry. *Tums up*
My Believes:
I believe in angels, just not the way religions put them as. I believe there are higher powers, and if I must describe "GOD" as a human, I'll say God is a woman (Mother is the name of God in the hearts and lips of our children). I don't believe that there is a devil tempting us to sin or do bad things, blah blah blah... I believe that is human nature. Think about it.
"It's in our nature to destroy ourselves, it's in our nature to kill ourselves. It's in our nature to kill each other, it's in our nature to kill" By Jacoby Shaddix.
If I must believe that there is a devil, I wouldn’t believe he's tempting us. The way I see it, he's punishing people who never overcome this bad habits of our human nature. Why else would you go to HELL to be riped apart over and over again for the rest of eternity?
I also believe in ghost. I only believe in them because I've seen them. I'm not afraid of them. They can't hurt you. If they could, they would have done it already. Although, they can scare the living shit out of you.
I've proven that ghost are extremely afraid of me. Don’t ask…lol
Do you believe that humans are the only smart living organism in the universe?
When I was in Mexico, I recall seeing weird objects flying in an unusual manner in the skies. Kind of what you see in the movie "Signs". That was actually in the news back when I lived there. But I think they're just some kind of new evolution of humans from different planets or different galaxies studying us. I also have the feeling they might not even be from another planet. After all, 90% of our water grounds are still unknown to us. There are probably some other intelligent creatures living undersea. Mermaids if you like too. Not to mention the Atlantis. Didn’t it sinked long time ago?
I also believe there is an intelligent creature living in the Loch Ness lake. And, has anyone heard of the Bigfoot they found in Georgia?
My Enemies:
I have a couple of enemies. I try to make my life as private as possible because of these few individuals. There is also a few people that don't like me because of bad things they have heard of me, and I personally disgrace these individuals more than my actual enemies. Why? Well… If you don't know me, why most you not like me for what you have only heard? That has to be the most retarded thing an intelligent creature as a human can do. I don't like people like that. I don’t waste my time with people like that, or with superficial individuals.
I think this is all. If I think of something else I might have forgotten, I'll add it later.
So, if you think you like me so far, then we are koo’.
If you don't, then whatever... Don’t bother me and I won’t bother you.
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