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If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone...
I'd stand up and punch them out,
Cos they're all wrong.
I know better, cos you said forever and ever
...
Who knew?
♥
Hey, Abbie here. There's not much about me you'd really wanna know I guess, at least nothing I can fully explain on here. I'm a 17 year old virgo with alot of decisions to make, on all sorts of things; from religion and my future to what I'm gonna wear tomorrow.
I'm at college and things are going well.. Hopefully they'll keep going well and I'll pass all my January exams to a good standard.. God help me if I don't!
There's alot of things I could rant about, but I'll just say a few main points that I think encompass me and my... doings ^o). Anyway, here we go;
1. I keep a diary. It has weird drawings in and my in-most thoughts. I hope no one reads it cos it's pretty wierd, but it's nice to look at.. At least in my opinion.
2. I love video games. Assassin's creed, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Heavenly Sword and Samurai Warriors are effing amazing! Some people think I'm not girly enough because of it, but I really don't listen to them ^_^.
3. My education means alot to me. I've always been brought up to aim very high, maybe higher than I can actually attain, but I'm sure as hell gonna try. I'm currently in my first year of college and hoping to go onto University (dunno which one yet though) and study biochemistry.
4. I sing; If I didn't sing at least 2 hours out of the day I would explode. It's been a huge part of my life ever since I was tiny and I don't plan on having that change anytime soon. I even sing on youtube. My account is HERE if you wanna take a looksie :D.
5. I swear and blaspheme ALOT. It isn't nice and I don't really like it, but it's one of those bad habits I can't get out of... Like biting my nails. However, I will make a new years resolution to stop the second one, as it's alot easier to deal with. Then I might work on the anti potty-mouth in the same way as my friend Charlotte is doing; with a swear box... It would work much better if I actually HAD money to put in it though.. Hmmm.
6. Don't judge a book by it's cover. That's all I'm gonna say really. You shouldn't just classify someone right off the bat by how they look. I despise it when people do that to me and I try hard not to judge others in the same way.
7. I love how people think they understand me completely. They don't and it is absolutely hilarious. I need people to be there for me even if they don't know what's going on in my mind; that's the beauty of true friendships- They're unconditional and true friends don't need a reason to try and be supportive - they should be anyway!
8. I dwell in the past alot, usually on one specific area of my life that is still evident today, to an extent. I try letting go in numerous ways, but I don't think I'm completely ready yet. I know the solution, but that will take quite a bit of time to do. Some people know what I'm on about.. Others don't, but it's ok. So long as they're there with me through it.
9. I am a romantic; I get caught up in the moment alot and yes, sometimes it does get me into trouble. Luckily I also have a fairly good head on my shoulders and know when enough is enough and when to stop. I'm glad I have someone who understands me..
<3
R.I.P. the Bathurst High Boys Basketball Team.
I didn't know any of you. My boyfriend told me about the accident you guys had on the way home, when I called him this morning. What has happened to you has struck me deep to the core with such sorrow, I don't even know where to begin. I don't know your faces, or all of your names.. But I know you were good people. What had happened should not have been so. I hope those of you who didn't make it have found peace.. and those who survived, I wish you all the best on your speedy recovery and berievement. You will not be forgotten and I just pray that something is done to prevent further accidents like this.
In my heart, you guys will always remain,
From the girl you didn't know existed.
