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Tanisha

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About Me

There are a lot of things "about me" that I could go into way too much detail about. So I'll stick to the basics. I have a love hate relationship with life. I love that condoms are placed right next to the pregnancy test at Walgreen’s. I hate that some country artist wrote a song about pregnancy test and it hit 4 on the charts. I love when sunrays beam through a window and hit my face. I hate that after a while I have to shield it.My life is full of beautiful moments but they all seem to have limits. It’s as if we were made with the ability to absorb and consume anything in life good or bad but not the will power to stop consuming it. So the universe has an auto default for us, that after a while we simply feel we can’t hold onto it any longer. I love and hate that auto default.I find my life to be very fulfilling. I have an amazing husband who has managed to love me even with all of my idiosyncrasies. And yes. I did spell check that word. I'm closer and deeper in relationships with my family and dearest friends than any other time in my life. I love being vulnerable and I thrive on overcoming awkwardness. As far as all of your other cliché profile this is what has become of my life since high school questions; you will just have to ask. This layout was handmade with love by the folks at My space or yours? Go get one!

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My Blog

The curse of happiness

My mind is in bits and pieces right now. War causalities of the battle going on inside. If I were a normal person I could just say--i'm having a bad day, maybe i should eat some chocolate and try to f...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Aug 2009 17:28:00 GMT

Purpose

I could write a million blogs and think a million thoughts and still not feel like I've taken enough time to think anything relevant.  I can live life  to the fullest, take advantage of ever...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 09:02:00 GMT

life without music

Have you ever heard a line to a song that moves you so deeply that it catapults you to a world of thoughts so deep within yourself that when you come out of the trance you actually catch yourself gasp...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 22:36:00 GMT

phonecall from grandma

My grandma called me the other day at work. This was a rather odd moment for me considering my grandma died November 28th 2006.   The encounter played out like this: "Thank you for calling the P...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 15:55:00 GMT

I say don't let the past haunt you better yet.... you haunt your past

Sometimes i like to be the rubbernecker of my own life. It's during these times when i slow way down, look to the left or maybe to the right and then pretend I'm a player in a slow motion replay of th...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 21:21:00 GMT

My experience under the knife / lazer

   So my surgery is complete and since I'm high as a kite. So, I thought I should blog something. I figure I can get away with more when I'm incoherently blogging. Anyhow, my day at the hos...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 05:53:00 GMT

Phony mirror images

I recently decided I'm failing. The frustrating part is I can't pin point whether or not I have just began to fail or if my entire life has actually been a mirror image of me succeeding at being a fac...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 22:30:00 GMT

Transforming

  Is anyone else fascinated by the idea of one's sub-conscience? I used to ponder how everyday average appearing people could express so much through "things" like clothing, music, cars, even th...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 01:58:00 GMT

I think my real super power is over-analyzing

I have these huge dark circles under my eyes. I usually pin point there cause from lack of sleep or large bouts of crying. I have had plenty of sleep and no tears that I'm aware of.......odd. I was po...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 23:17:00 GMT

For you Grandma

My grandmother has throat cancer. I wonder why it hurts so much to type it. I've been saying it out loud for a year now. It's strange how people deal with traumatic news. I've always been one of ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 21:05:00 GMT