WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU?Why do I even bother?
Why should I even try?
If I had the opportunity
to go I'd say goodbye.
I would leave this all behind.
I would try to start anew.
Though even if I killed myself
I'd still hate all of you.I
HATE
YOU,
For all the stupid sh*t you make me do-
I
HATE
YOU,
I hate you...My hate transcends reality:
This corporate-name-tagged life I lead.
My hate is often troubling,
And now it seems it's doubling.
My hate will soon consume me.
You will look and see right through me.
So, all that's left to do
Is hate myself and all of you.I F*CKIN' HATE ALL OF YOUOne time I had a visit.
If you blinked you might have missed it.
That's why I do not list it.
It was nothing more than that.Just a moment, just a visit.
Blink and you will miss it.
I know it's f*ckin' bullsh*t,
but if you blink you'll miss it.
WRITTEN BY DEVILHEDSLIME A.K.A. MY LOVE!its not me, its you I know that it always ends in heartache or being just friends. Im not new to this, but that doesnt mean it gets to be any easier. Im glad to have had the chance to bask in your gaze if only for a moment, since a moment can feel so long when you go to extremes as I do (which is why it seems this lonliness will last forever). I just hope to never go to long without seeing you smile. An attachment to you that grew out of distance, as i listend you laugh. Not a second passed without me thinking that this could possibly lead to something. I just hope that you will lay beyond the horizon waiting to be found. As i write, i drown in words i can recall you saying the times you were around. Despite my words keep your sight focused on the path you feel is right. I will be waiting at the end when you finally arrive.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~WRITTEN BY ME!!rape me cut me kill me beat me hurt me lie to me dont love me like me or want me i will hate you break you make u bleed dont look into my eyes too see the skys i will burn u blur u make u cry your life is nothing sulking in self pitty u make me sick i said dont love me u fuckin prick i will make u beg make u weap kill u in your fucking sleep dont trust me dont lust me i will lie i will die to forget everything thats done i hate myself i hate it all leave me alone before i fall written by~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~W
RITTEN BY DEVILHEDSLIME A.K.A. MY LOVESometimes I lay alone at night while all the world is dreaming, imagining im close enough to you to feel the beating of your heart against my chest as you are soundly sleeping. Tonight i will stay awake and listen to you breathing. My lips reminisce a kiss we haven't even shared. One may never happen, though, I know i'll be prepared; Because that night has played one thousand times inside my mind. I want to hear you sigh, as you slowly spread apart. I'll wait for you to say that its okay to touch your... heart. (ha) I replay memories that have yet to be made, and everything except your face begins to slowly fade. All the while, all the things I feel for you will grow; And it makes it harder, still, to know that i will wake alone...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~WRITTEN BY MEyou push me down, u shut me out, couldnt care less what im about! u look right through me as if im not there, im screaming im crying i cut off all my fucking hair! why do i stay? cant i just go? i think i like the abuse i just dont know. it turns me on when u hit me, makes me want u more, i love you most when u treat me like a whore. i cant stand u, fuckin hate you, be by my side, so i can hide, blind them find them make them see, just how hurtful u can be!
