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I am someone who can be judged easily. Just like you. I am not very different from all the other people on this earth. And I love it. Sure, I like to be different occasionally, but not constantly. And sure enough, not intentionally. I get embarrassed and nervous just like you do. And because I have pink hair people automatically think I am different and I can not be who I strive to be. I will have you know that I strive to be someone of importance. Not someone who needs help getting the gum off their shoe; no. Someone who will reflect the good that can come out of this world
I have always wanted to be in the designing business. I would sit in my room for hours, just thinking of endless patterns and color combinations. I used to cut up all of my clothes and draw on them… and I still do. I am studying to be an Image Consultant at the moment. I will be going to collage to study and major in fashion design, psychology and so on. I really hope to be successful.
Of course I have not drawn the best design nor do I think I ever will. I realized a few short years ago that I did not have what it takes to be a high class designer. So I took the easier path. Don’t get me wrong my career will not be the easiest to overcome, but I am willing to put my heart into it. As I have always dreamed I would.
As a kid I also wanted to be a writer. I wanted to write novels and be well known. But I soon realized that I did not have what it takes to be in that career either. So I decided to stick with design. I hope that someday my models will be on the covers of popular magazines. For instance Vogue or maybe even Elle. I can see them wearing the best of the best clothes from the absolute best Fashion Designers. That is what I dream for myself. That may seem like a high expectation, but it is not like I am saying I will be the next Tom Ford or anything like that.
But despite my love for fashion and design, I do not have the closet full of clothes and accessories that I desire. Sure, I will admit that my family is not rich. My father is not a doctor and my mother is not successful. But I will be. I have a feeling deep within myself that I will become someone that I will be proud of. Someone whom my parents, my friends and my family will look up to.
I am also a singer. I am not the best, of course and nor do I hold my head as such. I have been in band after band after band and have had the same results every time. It is a hard hobby to peruse, but it is my hobby. I love to sing, and I sing with passion. My mate Noah and I have been working ..ing a new band for about, well, a while now. And I am not sure of what will happen. However, I hope it becomes something quite intriguing.
Despite the fact that I am but a merely age of sixteen, I have all ready been through events that have made me become the girl I am. My parents are divorced and I live with my mother. That is not a statement that I can say with ease. I was nine years old when they separated and It could have killed me; if I didn’t know any better. But I can happily say that both of my parents are remarried. I have two step siblings in which I love dearly and I would not change them for the world. We have a lot of fun together and we laugh a lot. That is not something that many kids can say with a smile on their face.
I attend Brookville High School. I am officially a Junior, and I am extremely thrilled for the new school year. I want to rebuild what I have started with in my first two years of high school. Because High school is a scary place. I took my first two years for granted. So, needless to say I want to make these next two final years the best they can possibly be.
I am going to throw away all of the drama and the pain from the inquisitions that my friends and I have made in the past and start a new. I want to laugh and smile through the hall ways of my school knowing that I am will be going somewhere when I leave. I have seen it many times before - more times than I realize - where kids go through school not thinking and not putting in any effort what so ever. Thinking that life is a bunch of bull that adults have been throwing at them. Come to find out those adults were right. And those kids are still kids. Completely lost within life. I do not want that to be me. Some of my peers my seem unacceptable to other around us, but I do not fit in with them, please know that. I am one in my own self. On the fact that I will make my life worth while. I will be someone who does not get stepped on…. I refuse.