SanktaCecilia.net

About Me

+ self destructive + picky + respectful + bitchy + messed up + caring + curious + shy + reserved + necrofobic + down to earth + neurotic + misanthropic + visually oriented + Straight Edge + provoking + has a million unfinished educations + lives in a house, a very big house in the country + creative + anti social + loyal + lazy + has frequent migraines + clumsy +
I am happy about: + haute couture + music + movies + fetish + animals + make-up + books + art + body modifications + baggy pants + pictures + rubber, cotton, lace, leather, wool and silk + puzzles + my husband + geishas + PhotoShop + scifi + Silent Hill + sleeping + avocado + geeks + soup + corsets +
Not too happy about: + children + animal cruelty + ineffeciency + cell phones ( no, I dont have one!) + standardization + time + populism +
I am not your average model. I am smart, I cannot walk in heels and I weigh twice as much as a fashion model. I am horrible at networking and I cannot lie.
If you are a band and you add me, thats great. But I will not let you advertise or sell your stuff through my comments.
I am not here looking for any personal aquaintances or online penpals, sorry. I am here purely for networking.

My Interests

Make-up, modelling, fashion and style, alternative solutions, puzzles, animals, photography, TV, music, eating, painting, movies, nature, reading, languages, sleeping, toys, body modification, looking at people.

adopt your own virtual pet!

I'd like to meet:

Photographers, models, clothing companies, magazines etc.

Music:

Pink Floyd, Depeche Mode, Kent, Marilyn Manson, Suede, BjÃ¶rk, Tristania, Johnny Cash, Leonard Cohen, Tori Amos, spooky haunted carrousel music....well...pretty much anything but R..N..B.

Movies:

Fight Club, Jacob..s Ladder, American Beauty, Bleeder, Fear X, Donnie Darko, American History X, The Shining, The Piano, Snatch, True Romance, Natural Born Killers, Lolita, Cape Fear, anything 70..s and 80..s horror.

Television:

Six Feet under, Animal Planet, The L Word, Carnivale

Heroes:

Henry Rollins

My Blog

Today sucks

I..m depressed today. Some days ago I started my weight loss program. Actually I..ve been trying to lose weight ever since the year I gained it, and I..ve tried all sorts of diets and excercises known...
Posted by SanktaCecilia.net on Sat, 03 May 2008 02:35:00 PST

Randomness and forever young

I still really cannot get used to the fact that I have fans. It..s so awesome, but so weird. Especially because I..ve never been used to being around people. Never had friends (at first because I coul...
Posted by SanktaCecilia.net on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 11:57:00 PST

Today

My husband told me that a survey has declared January 21st the most depressing day of the year. This is not true. Today has got to be my lucky day.When I got up, an email from a magazine was waiting f...
Posted by SanktaCecilia.net on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 10:51:00 PST

Upcoming modelling

I´ve decided to completely clear my calendar this christmas, and most of january, to get some modelling done!Currently I´m mostly interested in fashion-like fetish and goth typed shoots. I have lots o...
Posted by SanktaCecilia.net on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 03:11:00 PST

Personal Journal no. 1

First of all, this series I´m posting called Personal Journals, are taken directly from my own, personal paper journal that I´m starting to write in again. I haven´t had one for years, but I´m m...
Posted by SanktaCecilia.net on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 05:44:00 PST

I feel like crying

I don´t know what to do after I´ve done that.I can´t believe I miss my girls so much.
Posted by SanktaCecilia.net on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 05:20:00 PST

Just a goodbye

Seems I´ve really been burning a lot of bridges lately.I was archved from SG a few hours ago, and frankly it hurt. I´ve known for a long time about different shady situations there, but this time it´s...
Posted by SanktaCecilia.net on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 04:42:00 PST

Busy bee

I have been so busy lately. It´s actually really nice for a while, but I could use a short break now.I found work at a factory. It´s the night shift and I make good money. Money which is to be spend o...
Posted by SanktaCecilia.net on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 11:22:00 PST

Shhhhh

Just now thunder started roaring far away. I can see lightning reflecting on the dark living room windows.I love thunder at night. And at day, for that matter. Both carry such strange atmospheres. I´v...
Posted by SanktaCecilia.net on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 02:57:00 PST

I am here for Networking