Mandi w. an [I]

[Amanda.Beth] You can call me Mandi ;; nd that's spelled with an [I] thanks! Suga nd Derz, are the nicknames. I am 20 years young nd I graduated from Waukesha North in '06 ;; not in college. Im just a girl who is lovin' nd livin' life nd taking nd accepting life as it comes ;; not taking anything for granted. Im prolly one of the coolest chicks youll ever meet nd yes ;; Im a big deal! Im a spoiled lil brat but I dont flaunt what I have bc thats lame. I have a very outgoing bubbly personality but I can be a total bitch nd watch out for my stubrness. Sometimes I over react nd hate admiting when Im wrong... I can be your best friend or worst enemy ;; you choose which you'd like me to be =) Ill tell you ryte now...you think you know but you have no idea! I have a long list of hatas so if youre going off of what you heard, you dont know shit about me! Get to know me nd youll soon agree that everything youve heard about me aint nothin but a bunch of bullshit cept the good stuff youve heard ;; thats all true! hehe Im real nd Ill tell you whats up ;; I aint into all that puttin up a front to get people to like me ;; either you love me or hate me... dont affect me none!I used to be a total prep but now i have my own style ;; a lil bit of this a lil bit of that. Im most comfortable in tight jeans nd a cute top or t-shirt. Getting all dressed up nd lookin extra fly is fun for me but walkin around in my comfys nd addidas slides is totally okay with me too. I live for shoes, purses nd big sun glasses ;; a girl could never have too much of those! I hate girls who over acserise ;; i think it looks tacky. Im confident but dont get it mixed up with stuck up bc im one of those girls that will make a stuck up girl feel horrible about themselves... cockyness nd stuck up bitches are a total hate of mine. I have this addiction to tattoos ;; though it was put on hold for 9 months its time to add onto what I already have! I have 3 tattos [right wrist, right ankle, nd tummy] with more to come. Oh nd a guy with tattoos is a total turn on! ;) I used to have 10 percings but Im down to 8 [ears 3 times, nose, nd tounge] but I want to get my manore redid so bad!I live for my family nd friends ;; mess with any of them nd youll be dealin with me =] My mom is my hero nd in all honesty with out her idk where Id be today. She has been there for me through thick nd thin nd in my eyes is the best mom a girl or any child could ask for! My lil brother [my bubbie] nd I have become super close in the past 2 years nd I know I wasnt always the older sister he deserved nd needed but Im here now nd we are closer than ever. My dad, well, basically we dont have any type of relationship no more. It hurts but Ive gotten over it to be honest. I used to have tons of friends but as I grew up nd wised up I realized that its not about the number of friends that you have, its the quality of each friend that matters. Thats why I choose to have less TRUE friends rather than more FAKE friends.Amanda nd Lauren are my best friends nd they have proven their friendship nd loyalty to me time nd time again...we have been to hell nd back together nd I know they will never turn their back on me nor would I to them ♥ We may not see eachother as often as we would like nd not talk on a daily basis but when it comes down to it those 2 girls are in my heart nd theyll always play a huge role in my life! My main squeezes are Stacey, Viri, Nick aka Paul Wall, Stacy, Justin, Big Mike, Taylor, Emily, Denny, Chris aka Wiz, Colleen, Alyse, nd Tori. Id do anything for any of those people as I know they would for me♥ Dont get me wrong... i love all of my friends but my besties nd main squeezes are the select few that i trust with my life nd would take a bullet for.Yeah, Im single. Johnny nd I just broke up ;; he was the love of my life nd we both thought we were meant to be together nd we were goin to get married nd be together forever ... sadly we were both wrong. Him nd I are still a family though nd he will always be in my heart, ill always love him nd we will always be apart of each others life. We have a beautiful son named Lyric Michael nd he blessed us on September 9, 2008 nd he is gorgeous nd the most amazing baby ever!Like I said, I have a long list of hatas but to be honest Im so over all these haters nd hoes ;; all I have to say is take your bullshit nd drama else where bc I graduated high school nd have no time for lil kid bullshit! I aint no punk nd I wont go down like a bitch but I dont have time for all these lames so I just laugh while I hold my head high...bc yall aint doin nothin but makin me stronger ;; so KEEP HATIN' HOES! I know how to have a good time nd I love to party ;; though im really not into huge parties all the time like i used to be back in highschool but YES ;; I drink nd YES ;; I smoke pot... DEAL WITH IT! Im always down for meetin new people ;; but ive been used nd back stabbed too many times so Im pretty good at reading people... if you aint real I aint got time for you! Wanna know anything else just ask =]