y does i lets dat guy hurt me so bad |
so once again im beating on myself
idk wtf is wrong wit me.
i take dat pill i fake dat smilei pretend life is bomb
i hate myself so muchi hide behind these hateful eyes
im actually not alone... Posted by Dead In Dreams on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 12:19:00 PST |
1 more day 1 more way 2say i dont belong |
ive been back4 a few weeks now...
pplz think i didnt want them 2no i was home. but it wasnt like dat it was more so u didnt seem 2 care wen i was here so y take the effort 2 tell u im back?...
im si... Posted by Dead In Dreams on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 05:38:00 PST |
Can i Plz B Accepted As The True Me |
i sit here once again beating myself up.. feeling like shit.. sitting here alone.. afaird of wut 2morrow may hold 4me..afaird that i wont b wut was wanted..afaird i aint dat gangsta.
thur was really o... Posted by Dead In Dreams on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 11:41:00 PST |
My Days R BAD But My Nights R GOOD |
The days have been filled wit sleep n boredom.. in this place so far away..ive been doin ok i sopose.. i def could b better.. but i could b worse..
my nights how ever have been wounderfull.. ive never... Posted by Dead In Dreams on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 10:12:00 PST |
What a Shame.. |
i think about y i'm alone... i think about it everyday..
the past almost 2weeks ive been sitting some 1100miles away from every1 i no......
in these past weeks ive had a few ppl tell me how much they ... Posted by Dead In Dreams on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 10:08:00 PST |
This is My World... Watch as It Crumbles.. |
What is it I'm afterSearching for disasterWatching my whole life flash in front of my eyesWe've been given answersStill we're walking cancersDressed up as a life
I tried to get away to see if I could ... Posted by Dead In Dreams on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:58:00 PST |
U no i Jus Dont Get It |
Ive always thought the ppl around me could do better then me.. n im really starting 2c.. that its the thoughts like that, that make them deserve better then me..
ill b alone in the end because ... Posted by Dead In Dreams on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 02:11:00 PST |
New Place Same Pain |
im sitting here states away.. alone @night on a comp. ... the typical thing i does.
im alone as usual.. but 4once its by my choice... ive said all along id rather b alone cause no1 nos me vs al... Posted by Dead In Dreams on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 12:14:00 PST |