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Pepper

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About Me

**Please don't try and "ADD" me unless you are someone who genuinely knows and loves me or genuinely knows and loves someone I genuinely know and love.** --- I have an affinity for the following: rain, the ocean, stargazer lilies, sushi, filet mignon, lobster, a good merlot, an aged scotch, filthy dirty martinis, pineapples (which I can only have in small amounts since I'm allergic, dammit!), creme brulee, fast cars, bright people and most of all -- my friends. My friends are my life and my family and when they have my love, they have my heart and devotion 100% without question and without end. If any of them should ever need anything, I would go through great lengths to help them. ---- I feel responsible for things which most often are things I am not respsonsible for. I am a very confused and conflicted individual. Big words scare me. Alliteration makes me smile. Cunning cats in cuddly coats are cute :) Dancing ducks are dandy :) Yeah, I know what the word means... even if it is big and scares me. Did I mention the whole sarcasm thing? Yeah, he often shows up uninvited. Emotional?... yep... very. Thing is I have a hard time really explaining what I'm thinking and feeling. Wouldn't have guessed that, would you? I feel pretty deeply. I love completely. I cry a lot.... though not in front of people. ---- I change what I have written here every now and then, but overall the idea is the same, so you can check back if you'd like but the changes are often so minute that you would really have to be paying close attention to see them --- Guys - they are devils with penises for pitchforks --- ** yes, there has been a slight change ** - - - Every day is amazing to me because it is a clean slate full of infinite possibility ... Today I had a hard day but I have to remember to just take a deep breath and let it all go ... I can hardly wait to see what tomorrow has in store for me ... Enough said... nobody EVER, EVER, EVER fucking reads these things...hehe :) -- -- -- -- -- --»-(¯..v..¯)-» «-(¯..v..¯)-«

My Interests

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Whenever I think I've met all the people I will ever need to meet... I always meet someone new and interesting...

My Blog

ugh

i keep starting this blog and keep walking away... i just have so much going on right now and am having a really hard time putting it all in to words.  whenever i sit still for more than a minute...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 17:40:00 GMT

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I feel like I am failing the people who depend on me.  I feel so out of control and lost and scared. I feel sadness deep in my soul.  I feel like I have lost touch with my spirituality. I fe...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 08:45:00 GMT

Valentine's Day

Okay ... so one of the shows that I like to watch on tv is "House"... and last night one of the characters said something that just really stuck with me all day today.  She said: "It's only Valen...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 16:47:00 GMT

Drunk Texting

One of my first blogs was titled "Drunk Dialing".  In it I stated that if your friends take your keys from you when you're drunk, that they should take your phone from you as well.... That p...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 15:52:00 GMT

The Watch

Mostly silver, the band was 3 dainty links across in width - the center links a pale yellow gold.  On the white face: 2 characters in an eternal clockwise chase ... She - a fearful cat by the nam...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 17:10:00 GMT

Is it windy today?

Turbulent emotions of fear and excitement toss my spirit to the winds.   Winds that can either hold me aloft in azure skies and puffy clouds or thrust me to the cold, hard earth of dirt and ...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 21:46:00 GMT

What day is it?

I think it's Friday... and it's 10: something in the morning.... and I am not at work  :)  That makes me really happy.  It feels really nice to have a day off where I can sit in front o...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 09:40:00 GMT

I love scotch

Okay.... when I say I love scotch, you have to know that I've recently decided that I may have loved scotch a little too much for a little too long.  The thing is that when it's just a nice littl...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 07:32:00 GMT

Home

I just want to go home ... is that too much to ask?  To be able to go home and not feel uncomfortable?  To be able to watch my DVD's on my DVD player and my TV??  To not ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 17:48:00 GMT

When cornered... sometimes I fight

I don't think I've yet to actually write a blog that really delves in to anything too extremely personal.. Perhaps it's because I have that voice that constantly reminds me that this is not a personal...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 15:29:00 GMT