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Tristania- December Elegy
My name is Samantha. My friends call me Sammy. I am 21 years old. I'm taken. Everything else is irrelevant.. Kidding.. if you want to know more, just ask me, and maybe I'll answer.. Keyword here being maybe; don't ask me anything inappropriate/stupid.. You won't get an answer.
MUSIC
Dimmu Borgir, Mortiis, Diary of Dreams, Cradle of Filth, Clan of Xymox, Satyricon, Seraphim Shock, Behemoth, BlutEngel, Nightwish, Within Temptation, The Sins of thy Beloved, Lacuna Coil, Covenant, Zeromancer, Dargaard, The 69 Eyes, Das Ich, London After Midnight, Marilyn Manson, Project Pitchfork, Skinny Puppy, The Cruxshadows, Tristania, Type O Negative, Wumpscut, Wolfsheim, Kittie, Arch Enemy..
MOVIES
The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, The Machinist, Pirates of the Carribean; Curse of the Black Pearl, Dead Mans Chest; The Machinist, Legend, Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, Beetlejuice, Silent Hill, Edward Scissorhands, Sleepy Hollow.. hell anything from Johnny Depp lol.. Howl's Moving Castle, Final Fantasy VII; Advent Children, The Nightmare before Christmas, The Corpse Bride, Dark City, The Brotherhood of the Wolf; Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Snatch, Dead Birds, The Count of Monte Cristo, Interview with the Vampire, Fightclub, Laputa; Castle in the Sky, Spirited Away, Labyrinth, Pan's Labyrinth, .. I think that's it for now..
BOOKS
I read books occasionally.. I've read some Anne Rice books; the first three books from the Vampire Chronicles. Some Dan Brown; The Da Vinci Code, Angels and Demons. The Lord of the Rings trilogy, by Tolkien. I've read through a few occult books, though I don't practice. Some Douglas Adams books; The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, The Restaurant at the End of the Universe; Life, the Universe and Everything. At the moment I'm reading The Alienist.. though it's taking me a long ass time to finish it lol
Love and Infatuation
Infatuation is instant desire,
one set of glands calling to another.
Love is friendship that has caught fire.
It takes root and grows.
Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity.
You are excited and eager,
but not genuinely happy.
There are nagging doubts,
unanswered questions,
little bits pieces about your beloved
that you would just as soon examine too closely.
It might spoil the dream.
Love is the quiet
understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection.
It is real.
It gives you strength and grows beyond you,
to bolster your beloved.
You are warmed by his presence,
even when he is away.
Miles do not separate you.
You want him near.But near or far,
you know he is yours and you can wait.
one day at a time.
Infatuation says,
"We must get married right away.
I can't risk losing him."
Love says, "Be patient.
Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement.
Whenever you are in one another's company
you are hoping it will end in intimacy.
Love is the maturation of friendship.
You must be friends before you can be lovers.
He is yours. Plan your future with confidence."
Infatuation lacks confidence.
When he's away, you wonder if he's cheating.
Sometimes you check.
Love means trust.
You are calm, secure, and unthreatened.
He feels your trust and it makes
him even more trustworthy.
Infatuation might lead you to do things you'll regret later,
but love never will.
Love lifts you up.
It makes you look up.
It makes you think up.
It makes you a better person than you were before.
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A Poison Tree
by William Blake
I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.
And I watered it in fears,
Night & morning with my tears;
And I sunned it with smiles,
And with soft deceitful wiles.
And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright ;
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine,
And into my garden stole
When the night had veil’d the pole:
In the morning glad I see
My foe outstretched beneath the tree.
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Top Ten Signs You're a Fundamentalist Christian
10 - You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of yours.
9 - You feel insulted and "dehumanized" when scientists say that people evolved from other life forms, but you have no problem with the Biblical claim that we were created from dirt.
8 - You laugh at polytheists, but you have no problem believing in a Triune God.
7 - Your face turns purple when you hear of the "atrocities" attributed to Allah, but you don't even flinch when hearing about how God/Jehovah slaughtered all the babies of Egypt in "Exodus" and ordered the elimination of entire ethnic groups in "Joshua" including women, children, and trees!
6 - You laugh at Hindu beliefs that deify humans, and Greek claims about gods sleeping with women, but you have no problem believing that the Holy Spirit impregnated Mary, who then gave birth to a man-god who got killed, came back to life and then ascended into the sky.
5 - You are willing to spend your life looking for little loopholes in the scientifically established age of Earth (few billion years), but you find nothing wrong with believing dates recorded by Bronze Age tribesmen sitting in their tents and guessing that Earth is a few generations old.
4 - You believe that the entire population of this planet with the exception of those who share your beliefs -- though excluding those in all rival sects - will spend Eternity in an infinite Hell of Suffering. And yet consider your religion the most "tolerant" and "loving."
3 - While modern science, history, geology, biology, and physics have failed to convince you otherwise, some idiot rolling around on the floor speaking in "tongues" may be all the evidence you need to "prove" Christianity.
2 - You define 0.01% as a "high success rate" when it comes to answered prayers. You consider that to be evidence that prayer works. And you think that the remaining 99.99% FAILURE was simply the will of God.
1 - You actually know a lot less than many atheists and agnostics do about the Bible, Christianity, and church history - but still call yourself a Christian.