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Porcelina

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About Me


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I'm terribly cliche.
Nothing is sacred, life is ridiculous, laugh.
I am impossible.
We're all timeless in our own way.
I honestly want to know everything about you.
I'm going to travel the world, via skeezy hitchhiking and even skeezier motels.
Knowledge is the one thing I can imagine you could 'take with you' when you die... I choose to learn all I can.
Learning about physics, cosmology, and time theory brings me closer to a religious experience than organized religion ever has. You can't tell me those intricacies aren't something magical.
Willful ignorance is one of the few things I can't excuse.
I am irreverent and nonsensical.
My mood can be changed by a song.
I like to talk through everything, even if it's just talking with myself. Clears my head. Also completely loony, but whatevs.
I am very low maintenance. If I'm going to work at 9, I will be damned if I'm getting up earlier than 8:30.
I will babble you into a corner if you let me. You may not expect this, even knowing me, which makes it all the more dangerous.
I talk to homeless people in German, they back off.
I want to have the same desires as other people, but I don't, and wish I did, it's a cycle I suppose haha...
I've never gotten drunk or even smoked a cigarette for those reasons, I've just never had the desire...?
I only eat the marshmallows in Lucky Charms
What I wear is a direct reflection of how I feel about myself.
Someday, I think I want to join a convent just so I can say I was a nun, seriously, who can say that? Really, I just want to make sure I've experienced it all. Plus, nuns are funny. And scary. Mainly funny.
I cry very easily, it's not something I like. Some people get mad, I guess I cry...
I've never been actually mad at someone I care about. Annoyed? Yes. But I sincerely believe there's nothing you can't talk through if you want to.
I don't want to grow up... I'm a Toys 'R Us Kid. Emotionally stunted and all that.
I like to laugh and scream at the top of my lungs, I like to feel free.
Phone calls and alone time make me nervous, I'm afraid you'll be bored with me.
When I'm nervous, or embarrassed I try to make a joke, make you laugh.
I like silence, but worry about what you're thinking
I have almost no self-confidence, but generally think I'm right... hmmm? I do love a good paradox.
I doubt myself as soon as someone agrees with me.
I don't value my emotions.
When something is wrong I'll assume it's me, so in an odd way I'm very self-centered.
I would do anything to make you happy.
I wish I was more outgoing.
It's probably a good thing I'm not.
I also wish I didn't over-analyze everything.
But I also don't like the idea of choosing to be ignorant of what could be obvious.
Humor is the best form of anything.
Change doesn't scare me, loss does.
After you've done something to make me smile, I'll continue to smile for roughly five minutes... It makes me look crazy, but again, whatevs.
The best thing I can do for someone is to make them laugh... I melt.
On that note, sometimes I exaggerate myself, just to make you smile, so don't put too much merit into a screaming fit.
I try to be excessively light to make up for the fact that I could mope for America.
I only want to hear the truth, good, bad or otherwise, and will NEVER be upset with what is being told to me.
I might cry though... :D it's a fun game, trust me.
I can't be friends with someone I don't, in some way, respect.
I go from depressed to giddy in almost 2 minutes.
Unfortunately the reverse is also true.
I'm not really afraid of dying, just dying without meaning anything.
I will change this constantly, depending on my mood.
I'm surprised if you read all of this... thank you?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


David effing Tennant - made of rainbows and sunshine

Hugh Laurie - no, it doesn't matter that he's not 'really' House. Back off. :D

The members of Architecture in Helsinki - seriously, just listen to their music

Abe Lincoln - original man of steel.

Charles Darwin - like Abe, didn't show signs of greatness til well into his forties... I have hope!

Michio Kaku - physics guy

Billy Corgan - The Smashing Pumpkins, k?

J.R.R Tolkien - genius

The members of Franz Ferdinand - I am shallow and that is fine.

A viking - really any would be fine

The Dali Lama - seriously, the man's pretty awesome

My great-great-grandma Bernice - I hear she was a pretty kick ass lady

Below is the video for "It'5!". It makes me unnaturally happy.

Guy in the front with the mummy arm pose is the singer, Bird, he pukes at the end! And then the crazy bearded guitarist, Jaimie, that runs into several people. There's no accounting for Australians, I tell ya...

My Blog

I think Im going to join the Peace Corps

I do.  Why the hell not, anyway?  I get a crazy-ass loan benefit from it, and only have to sign up for 27 months.  I'll be able to say I did something that mattered, as much as anything...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 00:09:00 GMT

Mixed

Woke up at goddamn 4 in the evening... awesome start.Feeling inexplicably bummed and twitchy.  Like I want to do cartwheels but couldn't care to get up.Meh.I think it's the diet pepsi. Mmmmm.... ...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 15:51:00 GMT

The Magic of Easter HHAM (<-- on purpose, oh ho ho, so clever)

So my first Easter spent alone, and my Grandparents, being schizophrenic, decide they want to see me and come up to visit.  And of course they brought random-ass Easter presents, which I admit, w...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 00:16:00 GMT

Light in the Attic

I can't honestly say why I'm writing this, there's no real point to it, but I guess I just want the people who are important to me to know what I'm thinking without sounding self-impressed, obnoxious,...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 01:13:00 GMT

It's always going to be about me

Profound this is not.  Is it for me? Sure, and that's why I'm even bothering to write this down.  Of course I want to include the people that I love, but there's something nice about being a...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 07:35:00 GMT