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CHAMP!

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About Me

i graduated university in 2004 and now i work for a non-profit organization. i hope to not be in lake charles too much longer. as soon as i clear up several legal issues, mabey i'll be able to blow this joint. i have a thing for rebellion. it seems i am good at it. an attitude of defiance. thats it. i am interested in the unusual. i'm "turned on" by the dangerous, although i'm a prime example of the reasons not to do them. free will is a mother..."i wouldn't recommend sex, drugs, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me" - hunter s. thompsoni like to sit back and take in the world around me, not because of its beauty, quite the opposite, because of the constant turmoil that surrounds us. take this, and add a little humor to it and BAM!, you have yet another way to make this place bearable...if not for one more day. i feel that life is hard, really hard, some are dealt better hands than others, so its best not to come down on folks for bein' a little different. everyone adjusts what they must, to make it through each day. "LIFE IS TOUGH; LIFE IS TOUGHER WHEN YOU'RE STUPID" -JOHN WAYNE i think in a way that is peculiar to most, to say the least. i look at the world in a different light than most; the equivalent of a black light, i suppose. i'm fascinated by the "glow" of most things, while the darkness around it hides so much more. i so enjoy debating religious topics. i haven't been one that practices it in a long time, but i am still interested in the spiritual side of life. at times, im fairly certain, its the only side that matters. what the hell is out there....?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i can think of no one i would, outside of God, that i would "break my neck" to meet..

My Blog

racing mind-losing race

12.6.08 i can tell by the smell that tonight's 'gone be hell. but care less as lifes pool just drips dry. far from vacation with these choices im makin, this water board cruise line, that i hope ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 08:24:00 GMT

"to what weve looked forward"

12.5.08 our time's been short, goodbyes just harder. this seems the case, when on the lamb. sworn in & now called on. death march to the stand. have no regard for their strares at this shell of a ...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 16:21:00 GMT

im sure anyone can tell

10.3.08 "im sure anyone could tell" well the sands drained out and im still here tryin' to move ahead somehow. my times all spent. still ain't content. any chance i had gone now. give all my days to s...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 21:26:00 GMT

call to arms upon deaf ears....

11.19.08 so many sheep so little shepherds quite a task for simple & weak. headfirst jump in. no plan. cant swim. cant keep up & my body is beat. timetable in place. not a test. not a rac...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 21:25:00 GMT

the screams and lights of carnival

11.19.08 the time of year i love the most is carnival. to which we toast and mumble prayers to never miss a ball. costume & mask of masquerade. idols built, to which we paid. some gave joy, some p...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 21:09:00 GMT

thoughts from the fourth of month five in 08 (oh-eight)

5.4.08                         ...strings attached to everything     &n...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 23:52:00 GMT

all those april fools

4.1.08 april fools like me just never learn. man this time of year just seems so hard. april fools like me dont fade, we burn so brightly, but we still burn. yeah we burn. candlelight's still light w...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 07:39:00 GMT

solice in sunday

2.24.08 sometimes we fall to pieces, before the pieces fit. hold my breath until it ceases. let it out when i am hit. endless sunday mornings, piling up on my back. when its raining, man its pouring. ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 07:29:00 GMT

not too bright future through a charred crystal ball

the future, like candles, burns darker each day inching me close to the edge. clean air is poison filling the space and drowning out all that they said. our innocence, we use and trade, depreciat...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 11:49:00 GMT

the big and the grey

"keep my head in my hands, when i ain't ringin' 'em out. either way spells worry, somethin' i know all about. watchin' my step and my back, left for a bit, but i'm back. ready for shit, but not slack,...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 12:58:00 GMT