Bigbeniboi aka Benibigbollox

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table td img {width:200px; max-width:200px; width:auto;} td.text td.text table table td div img {width:70px;} * html td.text td.text table table td img {width:200px;} * html td.text td.text table table td a img {width:80px;} * html td.text td.text table table td div img {width:70px;}""All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with, that I am nobody but myself!"" - Ralph Ellison, (Battle Royal)Hey hey, im bigbeniboi, i live in the lovely backdrop of the Red'ditch! nothing to flattering but us Redditchariens make of it what we can. i work in Mental health and social care(yeah like you ever would have thought!)studying in councilling. i hope this is the last time in na long time i will change this again! im safice, im damn happy in life rite now, with the world falling apart around us i still want to let everyone know! I love my friends and cherish my family.I have learnt alot form life over the last year, losing some people so close to me, realising that there are so many more people who are worst of than you!. 1 thing have learnt, and will always stay true to, is that it is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. help any one in need, give everythin in life, smile! it freaks people out. Hold no regrets and live on impulse,u will never fail that way.I love meeting new faces(as long as you havent exploited the word moral). i like to sit down to pee, i have an unfortunate obsession with my xbox, i act like a complete fool on a friday nite, dancing(and i really cant)drinking like there is no tomoz, and i pride myself on workin my ass off in the week only to party harder on the weekend.Big shout outs to some of the people who i keep close,Styz(never forgotten bro, amazing friend) Drew(BFACM) Pete (no matter what)Nicki (one of us, big mwah's) Sharkz (god the world is a great place cuz we have jackasses like u!lol) BIGSHOUT TO THE MAGALUF CREW(BCM BABY) Emma(finger licking good!holla)Southern cants (Rich aka redface an dan aka tin tin )Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow.
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