An addict. A foe. A friend. A hypocrite. A hater. A lover. A fighter. A loser. A genuine manipulative bitch.
A tempting of a different kind of alien substance: Fraudulant to my health.
I don't think I need to meet anyone right now. I just don't have the energy to deal with people's bullshit most of the time. Most people I meet just end up bruising me so what is the fucking point really.
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A Permanent Holiday, Mest, M.I.A., Social Distortion, Aus Rotten, Non Phixion, River City Rebels, S.T.U.N., Pantera, sum (Rancid), Kelly Clarkson, Bone Thugs N' Harmony, Fergie (Big Girls Don't Cry), Paramore (Only one song--can't member what called though), Backstreet Boys (tehe! Can't believe), Vaux, Tracy and The Plastics, Blondie, Jack's Mannequin, Notorious B.I.G., Smashing Pumpkins, Stars, Pearl Jam, Silverchair (Diorama my heart), Transplants, Lars and The Bastards, The Buzzcocks, Crass, Skid Row, Mr. Bungle, Orgy, Sepultura, Green Day (older shit though), Fantomas, Six Feet Under, Otep, Opeth, Prodigy, Street Drum Corps, Avenged Sevenfold, JEW, Pipettes, Suicide Machines, Rage Against The Machine, Akon
Thirteen, The Hills Have Eyes 2, Saw 1 and 3, Hostel, Slaughter Hotel, Requiem For A Dream, Anarchist Cookbook, Havoc, The Believer, Suicide Girls, Lost In Translation, Ghost World, The Virgin Suicides, Eternal Sunshine For The Spotless Mind, A Clockwork Orange, 21 Grams, The Hitcher, Die Mommie Die,
I don't really have a fave show actually. Every show I get into I end up spacing out most of the time because, in fact, I am strict adhd like a motherfucker.
I am a poet.. so any good poet that writes books on getting over a substance and trying to move past it all: such as Charles Bukowski I am for 100 %. Also I really love his novels.
Chelsea Horror Hotel: Dee Dee Ramone is the most horrific and tell tale book of a guy living a horrible gah for saken life after a success with the biggest known legend band in the punk community The Ramones. Must read!!
and the last book that I have been reading is Lullaby by Chuck Palaniuk...Just twisted is all I have to say bout that one.
I am reading a lot of books about substance abuse, since it falls very close for comfort. I also love to read anything that contains some sort of poetic verses since I am a very poetic person.
What are heroes really? Someone to look up to and strive to be? Why not strive to be yourself and fulfill what you really want to fulfill instead of gaggling around and honoring someone as if they are your champion! Bullshit!!... heroes shouldn't exist cause it just brings people up to a level that truely shouldn't be there. Okay, that is my rant so I will leave now.