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Dutch

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I'm a battle within myself....uheh...aren't we all.

You will know me.... By the scars i bare
In this body of wounds and regret
I was born out of sin
I'm perfectly flawed I'm perfectly incomplete
LIKE A LOVESICK ANOREXIC, i forget to feed the person inside
Still eating the table scraps of lies.
I taught myself everything I ever needed to learn
I have a bulimic mind... I have a soul that's one of a kind
It's fucked up...that Im different.
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My Interests

I love art, and writing..I love to cook, I love music. and like everyone else I like to drink wine with my meals. Everything... I have many special talents. I am only passionately curious.

I'd like to meet:

No, the question is TOM! who would like to meet me?This guy helped me through my child hood. Then eventually took over 65% of me.

I have 1,876,243,330 Imaginary friends

Music:

Music is a universal language..Music is also my composition of my life to suit my array of moods and at times to either satisfy or challenge my dispositions.
always looking for what song best describes me...heh...don't we all.

Movies:

Sure if you like disappearing off into your fantasy world, and join the rest of the human clutter.

Television:

.. This is what happened to my personal effects when they fucked MTV up years ago, and replaced it with whatever shit is playing now.

Books:

relationships are a delicate book of matches.
this is my sexy ass soulmate...ive known her for 20 years.. I love pissing her off.

Heroes:

O to struggle against great odds, to meet enemies undaunted! To be entirely alone with them, to find how much one can stand! To look strife, torture, prison, popular odium, face to face! To mount the scaffold, to advance to the muzzles of guns with perfect nonchalance! To be indeed a God! - Whitman

My Blog

Delusion effect.

I cant stand people that suffer in the their own delusions of themselfs...like the person who commented my last blog time on display...these people need to wake the fuck up and face reality just like ...
Posted by Dutch on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 02:32:00 PST

Time is on display.

I've been dealing with it since january being out here and supposedly "free" waiting to sign for 10 fucking years...and in which let me remind, I can be out in a year or can easily turn into...
Posted by Dutch on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 09:24:00 PST

Confliction affliction

Take it all below, the shadow then, wont follow.Quiet the piercing demons, shut the vain out.I am you once fed stray. And with you is where I stay.Bathe me in promises of yesterdays pain of tomorrows....
Posted by Dutch on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 09:26:00 PST

withdrawal syndrome

Mouth-wide opiate Potent morphine lips. Another cycling tarrif in this afternoon kiss.Your tongue is so anesthetichurricane malta moments, to much to list.Total lack of awareness.  Compulsiv...
Posted by Dutch on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 02:40:00 PST

cup half empty?

We may be oil and water were the sameyour just the better halfwhen we do mix it's something beautiful something we can both feel and seeThink of the element switch overif you begin to freeze...
Posted by Dutch on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 11:12:00 PST

confined within.

another blind swipe..called in to do dirty workfound amoungst groups of his own. found guilty.only in his own eyes...in here he gets away with murder.here he might find others like him..in here he can...
Posted by Dutch on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 12:25:00 PST

enigma goodbye.

Wrapped in yesterdays table cloths.We dined in well.Sometimes you have to be the time you serve.In a red dress and alone but it was the best times Was it right to love her?Left me cold and in the rain...
Posted by Dutch on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 10:47:00 PST

the I in me.

We can shut out and stay serious, or stay sleeping in your screaming mouth.Jigsaw, crosswording my way through dementia smiles..You seek into my mind, Im so thick.claws'o frenzy, raptures to freedom, ...
Posted by Dutch on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 10:26:00 PST

Dulcius ex asperis

Surreal reality shifts. Climatic voices speak.Stuck between poised rifts.  And our hearts begin to leak.A familiar flow, ark in the rain. Raging waters intimidate the sane.However, the sun d...
Posted by Dutch on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 02:40:00 PST

longevity

This one word says it all....
Posted by Dutch on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 07:06:00 PST