Listening to music and envisioning the exact movie scene to mirror it. DBT skills. Sour candy. Reading tabloids while getting pedicures. Being a dirty-blonde and not platinum. Talking to my dear sisters overseas. Downloading songs I never thought I'd find. All the little geckos that lived on my porch in florida. Fang-like teeth. Polk Street, San Francisco. Not being in Boston during the winter. Learning to have impulsive fun without it ending in catastrophy. Buying something you thought was full price but ends up being on sale. Waking up in bliss after one of "those dreams." Producing soundtracks (one day). Making Stockholm my new home while not wanting to kill my parents. Finding things you thought were lost.
Nice Swedish people. Someone that will find me a nice Swedish job.
Wild at Heart, Belle du Jour, Go!, Sid and Nancy, Party Girl, Heathers, Dancing at the Blue Iguana,Lost Boys, the Outsiders, the Dreamers, American Psycho, Candy Man, Henry and June,Mermaids, Pump Up the Volume...so many more..
Niptuck. But the season finale sucked. Kimber should have gotten back with Christian.
sylvia plath. so much that i was able to recite half of "Lady Lazarus" in my dream the other night. Of course I can't remember most if it now. We are so much smarter while we dream. damn it.
Herman Hess
"This happiness consisted of nothing else but the harmony of the few things around me with my own existence, a feeling of contentment and well-being that needed no changes and no intensification."