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Doesn ' t Play Well With Other ' s , ' Sept Mamikin ' s

About Me

"You carried my heart in your hands tonight," he said. "But I have felt as if you carried it long before that." She smiled and let her eyes drift closed. They lay there together, under the bridge, city lights burning outside the windows like a sky full of falling stars, as the slid off into sleep.~From Valiant by Holly Black. He reached out a gloved hand and stilled her swing. "I would remain nearer you for what time there is." "Gone in a faerie sigh," she quoted. Leather-clad fingers brushed over her short hair, rested on her cheek. "I can hold my breath."~Also from Valiant by Holly Black Remember that the most beautiful things in the world are the most useless.~From The Stones of Venice 1, by John Ruskin There is no excellent beauty that hath not some strangeness in the proportion.~From Essays, Civil and Moral, "Of Beauty." by Francis Bacon Beauty is that Medusa's head which men go armed to seek and sever. It is most deadly when most dead, and dead will stare and sting forever.~From Beauty by Archibald MacLeish, "Soldiers who are not afraid of guns, bombs, capture, torture or death say they are afraid of homosexuals. Clearly we should not be used as soldiers; we should be used as weapons."~ anonymous
My new name...Given to me by a friend.
ABSINTHIA: addictive like a drug...causes hallucinations, needs to be imported here and feminine....
So you wanna know who I am do you? Well...I guess if you must know. I'm a 25 yr old female . O.O Woo Hoo I have made it into the Quarter Century Club! I am currently in the middle of a Divorce with my husband. I have a wonderful daughter, Audriauna who is 2 years old. She is My Love , My Life , and My World ! I would be NOTHING with out her. YES, I am single...but that DOESN'T mean I want YOU! I've started school for my GED and will HOPEFULLY have it soon! I am a VERY sarcastic person and I will NOT apologize for it. You don't like it then leave me alone! I do NOT put up with peoples childish bullshit and will confront and call you on it. You want Drama go somewhere else and involve ANYONE but me! I have many friends online whom I love to have sweet monkey sex with *eye's jew n giggle's* . I LOVE bad word's and use them often! I'm pretty easy going, I can take a joke...and dish them out just as much! My mind is in the gutter at lest 99.9% of the day and I like it that way! I can be very vulgar and a bit nasty at times. I've even been told I can be a big time bitch, but I don't see it. You can freely ask me anything,now if I will give you a straight forward truthful answer that's for me to know and you to find out. I like to pretend I'm grown up and can use big fancy words...but truthfully I'm just a mean lil fuck at heart *grins* .I live in crap hole Oregon . Ok and with that said that well would be me...I think.

My Interests



*Being with my Daughter
*Spending time with Good Friends
*Draw
*Read
*Write
*Create
*Be Outside
*Play Sports
*Go to the Beach
*Go to the Zoo
*Watch Movies
*Listen to Music
*Be with friends
*Being crazy and free
*Think
*Dream
*Imagine
*Everything Unthinkable and Unfortunate
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I'd like to meet:

Anyone that ' s NOT an idiot , that has a mind of their own and doesn ' t " go with the crowd " . Someone who is not afraid to be who they are even if they don ' t know who that is. Someone who isn ' t fake and doesn ' t pretend to " love " . Someone who is willing to tell it like it is and not care who they hurt in the process , but at the same time can be a kind hearted , caring person. Someone that does not take advantage of the kind or weak , but at the same time does not let them self be taken advantage of.

Music:

?AFI
?Linkin Park
?Korn
?Nickleback
?Disturbed
?Matchbox 20
?Slayer
?Ozzy
?Outkast
?Black Eyed Peas
?3 Days Grace
?Barenaked Ladies
?Alice in Chains
?All American Rejects
?Taking Back Sunday
?Aqua
?Sugar Cult
?Fall Out Boy
?The Last Goodnight
?The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
?Avril Lavinge
?Ashlee Simpson
?The Starting Line
?The Gym Class Heros
?Sherwood
?Foxboro Hot Tubs
?Wednesday 13

Movies:

*Transformers
*Iron Man
*The Nightmare before Christmas
*Grease
*Saw 1 and 3
*Grandmas Boy
*Knocked Up
*Secret Window
*300
*Moulin Rouge
*The Others
*Spirited Away
*Big Fish
*My Neighbor Totoro
*I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry
*Beauty and The Beast
*Labyrinth
*The Dark Crystal
*Pride and Prejudice
*Princess Mononoke

Television:

Whatever I feel like watching at the time.
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Books:

Too many for me to even CARE about starting to name on here...If you MUST know message me or something.

Heroes:

Hmm My hero's...Pirate's defiantly pirate's! When I grow up I hope to be a pirate! Arrr And all the brave women who have been affected by Breast Cancer . In loving memory of those who have past and those who continue the fight.

THINK PINK AND SAVE A LIFE! And also all the wonderful people in the Salem, Oregon NICU for giving my daughter the best chance at life she could get.

My Blog

Me

Who are you to tell me who I've become? You weren't there to help me through my change. I've shed the old me, ripped open to a new world. Looking through fresh eyes, no longer blurry or blind. I may n...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Tue, 01 May 2007 02:30:00 PST

In the works...

I feel like hiding away. Away from my world of pain. My life is consuming me and I cannot fight my way out. Drowning in my own self doubts.  Somedays I am so up I feel on top of it all. And ...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:07:00 PST

Ho Hum...

Ok so I will give this Blog shit a try I guess... I hear writing is food for the soul...or some shit like that. It's been told to me many time's over that in order for me to feel better and really g...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 12:53:00 PST

Spirt of Me

There was once a young girl. She was happy and full of life. Then one day a great evil took over her soul. Filled her mind with demons and her heart turned to stone. She tried to stop it, but it ...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 03:52:00 PST

In the work's

I see thing's through eye's that are not mine A world in which I cannot survive The truth I cannot see, because all the lie's have a hold of me...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 10:37:00 PST

Twisted

These thought's and idea's That run through my head Are crazy I know But I'm already Dead...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 04:12:00 PST

Untitled

Just Die Just leave Go on now There is no need for you Tired of your lie's Tired of your cry's STOP yelling I can't hear you anyway's There is no more peaty conversation's No skipping around the truth...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 04:09:00 PST

Untitled and in the process

There are thing's in this life That I do not understand I'm walking through this world Holding no one's hand Please don't catch me if I may fall I'll dust myself off I'm at no one's mercy But my own...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 04:04:00 PST

Do you know?

Fountain's are pouring My feeling's are soaring What could this be Building up inside of me Rage and hatered is all I sing Does that make me a bad person In Society?...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 04:02:00 PST

Untitled and in the process

I just don't understand you or how your mind work's You play your little game's Act like it's all a joke Curl up in a ball now Leave all the world behind Cry your little tear's of hope Don't make it o...
Posted by Sagen Sie nur nein zu emo on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 03:59:00 PST