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i{♥}him

love me the way ive never been loved before

About Me


Life is full of surprises so just take what you're given and roll with it. While you are rolling enjoy the bumps you stumble across because they will make or brake who you will eventually come to be at the end of the road.i LURV my buddies! MUAH! :D
it is when you are standing alone at the very end of your rope with your back up against the walls that you proove to everyone you surround yourself with who you have shaped yourself into. the ones you have loved, hated, scorned, laughed with, lusted for, took for granted and hurt the most make you what you are today... make me who i am as a person today.
"if you could go back and change it all...go all the way back to then, would you?"
no. i am perfect as me right now. to change one moment would mean to change all of my being and i need me how i am now. ive cried and laughed and screamed until i thought i could not anymore and i do not ever want just one moment to change all of that.
Yes i will regret many things [more some than others] but that is part of life. i lost something and got another unforgettable one in its place. i need that the most. so no.
when my head lays down on the pillow to go to bed tonight i will not look back to yesterday and think "what if" because all i need is what is to come.

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My Interests

NATHAN!!! :D

I'd like to meet:

Someone interesting. someone whos always got something to do and someone whos always got something to say. that'd be awesome!

Music:

i enjoy listening to any type of music as long as im riding in a car. the engine calms me down. add music and im in heaven :DD

Movies:

anything with sex and drugs! :D WOOT WOOT!

Television:

[adult swim] and that channel with non-stop music. SEX AND THE CITY!!! (the non edited one though with the sex! :D)

Books:

harry potter or anything fantasy related.

Heroes:

sarah michelle gellar and angelina jolie for being so damn hot.

My Blog

Response

it is when you are standing alone at the very end of your rope with your back up against the walls that you proove to everyone you surround yourself with who you have shaped yourself into. the ones yo...
Posted by i{♥}him on Tue, 22 May 2007 09:39:00 PST

...why?

something just isnt adding up anymore. i thought it was fine but not rite now. its not normal like it has been. now something is there... something is different. why now instead of then? ...
Posted by i{♥}him on Sun, 20 May 2007 12:58:00 PST

more than worth it

so i did it... i beat my longest relationship... and i definately do not want to get out of it [what i mean to say is im not tired of loving him] heh heh. seven months tomorrow. "i love you" is the on...
Posted by i{♥}him on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 08:41:00 PST

Was It A Mistake?

i remember that night like it was yesterday. the point our relationship became real and no longer a childish game. "i fell in love with courtney" he told me. well the truth is i fell in love with...
Posted by i{♥}him on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 08:07:00 PST

more than you knew

Artist: Robbie Robertson LyricsSong: Shine Your Light Lyrics The cry of the city like a siren's songWailing over the rooftops the whole night longSaw a shooting star like a diamond in the skyMust be s...
Posted by i{♥}him on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 08:15:00 PST

Male Hormone Explanation

"God gave men both a penis and a brain, but unfortunately not enough blood supply to run both at the same time."      - Robin Williams this explains a lot. wouldnt you s...
Posted by i{♥}him on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:02:00 PST

???

i miss you.           ----courtney
Posted by i{♥}him on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 06:08:00 PST

Losing Him

he's there for me when i need him to be and when i feel like i should be alone, he allows it. what i would do without him i'm not sure. i know one thing though... he makes me happy. i want to keep tha...
Posted by i{♥}him on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 12:24:00 PST

a 1st kiss

A First Kiss by MiNH?DEEStarting with a seductive look,And an intimate atmosphere.Parting your lips just a little bit,Holding him so dear.With a loss of breath,Or even breathing heavily.Your heart sta...
Posted by i{♥}him on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:14:00 PST

Murphy's Law

you know there's a point in everyone's life when they realize that perfection is impossible. im so tangled up in everything right now im suffocating. it seems that right now i am the only person...
Posted by i{♥}him on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 04:11:00 PST