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Your Deadly Sins
Lust: 40%

Greed: 20%

Pride: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Envy: 0%

Gluttony: 0%

Sloth: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You'll die from overexertion. *wink* How Sinful Are You?

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What Type of Person Are You? [pictures + detailed results]
The wanderer - The lost


The one who never has a place to belong. The outcast amongst people, Wanderers find life to be rather lonely. There is an empty feeling inside of them that they can't seem to get rid of. However, not all is pain for them. Despite what others might think, they are very much capable of being happy and sad. Due to the fact that Wanderers always feel misplaced -to some extent- some adjust to how others are, just to have a place to be. The others in this category tend to shy away from people, preferring their own company, certain that they don't fit in. Both categories however, do keep most of their personal thoughts inside.
Wanderers tend to wish for a place where they are meant to be, resulting in a lot of daydreaming. Personality wise they are, in fact, dreamers. It doesn't mean they believe that they wish for will come true. Their inner world is simply better than this one. Most Wanderers try to find their special place, no matter if they are a passive-aggressive or a fearless individual. It is something they are drawn to do by nature.
Wanderers are also found to be hard to truly satisfy. Nothing will ever be the way they would have preferred/wanted it to be, and they tend to be disappointed a lot. It is not that they are perfectionists, they simply want for something to feel "right". Because of this, they often second-guess things/actions/relationships. Low self-esteem is a high possibility, as they often doubt themselves.
As their hole in their heart is constantly there, they may be prone for depression, as rarely anything is giving them true satisfaction. One day they may find their personal heaven, but it is important they are not too caught up in fantasies, or else they might pass by it blindly, missing it forever.
Quote:"Illusion is the first of all pleasures." -Oscar Wilde


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~*~Result nr 12~*~

Your power is: The ability to breathe under water


Explanation: When swimming, you don't need to get up and take a new fresh breath since you take in oxygen from the water. This allows you to stay in the water as much as you'd like. In good purposes it can save drowning victims. In evil purposes it can help you drag down a person to the depths and have them drowned. This power helps you escape the world, if even for a bit, since you have grown to despise it so much.
You have been a beaten dreamer with aspirations crushed. Now you try to control your hopes because you don't want to get hurt again. You feel there is no hope for you in the future and have no real goals. But unlike the Controller of Time you do still feel, even if it's mostly negative emotions. You have few friends, if any, and feel you are unable to speak about your troubles. And unlike the Transformer, you don't feel happiness nowadays. All seems to be filled despair whereever you go and you are bitter becaue the world has failed you. It didn't turn out the way you wanted it too and you feel betrayed. It is also likely the feeling of betrayal comes from past relationships where you were left alone in the end.
Negative aspects: Since you are highly depressed and not letting out your emotions properly there is a possibility for cutting, to let the emotions out. Also, if the feeling of despair grows to strong you might consider taking your life.


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Your connection with darkness is through your interest in vampires. These occult beings fascinates you immensely. Their lives are simply something you would kill for, and if you would have the opportunity to be sired, you would. Living a mortal kind of life is too ordinary and tedious. You aren't necessarly evil just because of this interest/obsession, you just can connect with them and their lifestyles. To belong to a specil group of "people" in which "superpowers" come with the deal is appealing. Though most people have a hard time understanding this, and chances are you're a social outcast. Perhaps you hate your current life and therefore developed this interest, to escape reality.
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What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]
"Close your eyes and let your memories embrace you"
In your past, (whether it be as a child, a certain relationship with someone or just a specific timeperiod) you found happiness. Now, however, you have lost it, and wish desperatly to go back and relive it all. Because you focus too much on what has already happened, you have a problem with the future and don't really wish to go there. You have mourned this loss for quite some time now, and are too used to it to let the familarity go. This situation is making you frustrated, because you can't do anything about it, but you remain unwilling to release your memories.
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Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little odd, but this is a side-effect from when the element of Water gets too hurt. Once you were a content soul, and happy with life. But then something happened. Not necessarily on one day, it probably happened gradually over time. You lost your will to care and became even more reserved from the world. People had hurt you in ways you do not want to remember and now you isolate yourself from them. You have turned into an outsider and probably dress more in black than you used to. Your depression is eating you up and tearing you apart and the worst part is that no one is willing to help, or so it seems. In school you are often by yourself or one single friend and you rarely seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad, distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to your face and you need a saviour from this world. You may turn to music for understanding and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid of some pain. You are not very open about your problems to your family/friends, and wish that they would just notice it and make it go away.
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Your word is: Helpless. You have so many emotions bottled up inside and you are at the verge of a breaking point. Life is just too painful nowadays and you don't want to live it more. You secretly wish someone would show their love for you and save you from your dark thoughts. You feel there is nothing you can do and may turn to self-harming to relieve the stress. You are also often depressed and may have thoughts of death. Life didn't turn out the way you wanted it to.
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You are a maniac killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they have or haven't done. You still want to kill them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun. Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe you have some sort of mental problems or you are this way because of previous deep scars, only you know. But now you are sadistic and maybe you only like to see a special group of people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are not the most social person in the bunch and people think you are weird. That bothers you somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself with daydreaming about killing them. After all, they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture equpiment
Quote:"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Xenia
Birthday: May 21, 1990
Birthplace: Santa Clara, California
Current Location: In front of my computer
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Whatever color I want (it changes alot)
Height: around 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Ambi
Your Heritage: Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: black converse
Your Weakness: fear
Your Fears: none
Your Perfect Pizza: ultra supreme
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: pass Junior year
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lolness
Thoughts First Waking Up: UUGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! More Sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever the fuck I wanna go to bed
Your Most Missed Memory: happy carefree childhood
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Wendy's
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Hot Tea, Earl Grey
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Esspresso
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Damn fucking right
Do you Sing: yes, and rather well too
Do you Shower Daily: of course
Have you Been in Love: I am right now
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: no
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: hell yes
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, but I wish I had
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: with my lover
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Veteranarian
What country would you most like to Visit: Canada/Ireland/Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: black, or brown
Short or Long Hair: long, but short is ok too I guess
Height: Taller than me
Weight: Anything under 300
Best Clothing Style: Goth
Number of Drugs I have taken: can't tell you
Number of CDs I own: a fair few
Number of Piercings: just the ears for now
Number of Tattoos: none, yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret:&..39;

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Doubt

Doubt   What is this noise in my headThis affrontation to my ear I suppose they wish me deadNegativity is all I hear,I cannot do anything rightThey tell me that I'm a fuck-upFor myself I may not ...
Posted by Beautiful Demon on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 04:13:00 PST

So Then What Is There To Life?

So Then What Is There To Life? To be forrgotten is painful to be forcicibly pushed away is agony to be betrayed is death to the heart and a friendship is a weakness so then what is there to lifecold l...
Posted by Beautiful Demon on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 04:42:00 PST

Sunset

Sunset   The sunset on the horizen Seen from atop the clouds of grey Lures the spirit to the edge of the world Where it leaves you to follow the day So as the living dead we fly Through a da...
Posted by Beautiful Demon on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 10:54:00 PST

Silver Puddle

A silver puddle on the ground Made from the tears I cried Saw a sad and terrible sight,   No longer silver, forever stained Tainted by the blood that rained My ruby puddle watched as I died....
Posted by Beautiful Demon on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 12:25:00 PST