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Hmmm...where do I begin? I'm filipina & white "MESTIZA", was born in da Philippines but was raised up in VA by my PEEPS, who are the strongest people I know!!!! I love chillin wit my fam & true friendz cause family & real friendz always come FIRST! I love to SNUGGLE, cook, travel, learn, get my drink & groove on. I luv spending time wit my boys, they are my everything!!!As I grow to understand life less and less, I learn to love it more and more. My motivation in life is my LOLA, may she R.I.P.....she makes me want to work harder & strive higher! Cause of her I am workin hard fo that big house, BeNz, & all the finer thingz in life!!! I'm all about not takin life fo granted cause life is to short to be dealin wit thingz that won't even matter in da end. I always try to keep myself focused on the important thingz in life cause da non important thingz will only bring me down. Being honest wit myself & others makes me who I am today. I'm a simple person, who don't ask fo much=) I AM ALL ABOUT RESPECT & BEING REAL!!!....LIFE IS....LIFE is an opportunity, benefit from it.LIFE is beauty, admire it.LIFE is a dream, realize it.LIFE is a challenge, meet it.LIFE is a duty, complete it.LIFE is a game, play it.LIFE is a promise, fulfill it.LIFE is sorrow, overcome it.LIFE is a song, sing it.LIFE is a struggle, accept it.LIFE is a tragedy, confront it.LIFE is an adventure, dare it.LIFE is luck, make it.LIFE is too precious, do not destroy it.LIFE is life, fight for it.*IN LOVING MEMORY OF CELESTE ARPA* ~APRIL 22, 1924~JANUARY 29, 2005~ GONE IS THE FACE WE LOVED, GONE IS THE FACE WE LOVED SO DEAR, SILENT IS THE VOICE WE LOVE TO HEAR; TOO FAR AWAY FOR SIGHT OR SPEECH, BUT NOT TOO FAR AWAY FOR THOUGHT TO REACH. SWEET TO REMEMBER HER, WHO ONCE WAS HERE. AND WHO, THOUGH ABSENT, IS JUST AS DEAR. OUR LIPS CANNOT TELL HOW WE MISS HER, OUR HEARTS CANNOT TELL WHAT TO SAY, GOD ALONE KNOWS HOW WE MISS HER IN A HOME THAT IS LONESOME TODAY.~WORDS OF INSPIRATION~The great blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it.Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall.Happiness resides not in possessions and not in gold; the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul.I have learned to seek my happiness by limiting my desires, rather than attempting to satisfy them.

My Interests

FAMILY AND FRIENDZ...TIME WITH THEM IS PRICELESS GAVIN
Many believe that self-help and self-improvement is about rags to riches, failure to success, and so forth, when indeed it is the beginning of a journey into self-discovery. Inside every human being is an eternal truth and a life purpose. Using our mind power is simply starting the engine on that journey of self-discovery and highest self-actualization.

I'd like to meet:

People with motivation, inspiration and dedication. I am all about diversity and learning new things, so if you have all of those I am willing to meet you.The Person I Long To Be © By Victoria A. MogyorosiThe day light breaks again Another day has begun.But still no sleep has come. My body is wearyMy mind overworked. I lie awake thinkingBut what I am unsure. I need to break free from the cycle I endure.Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished. I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tideUnable to break free from the everyday flow. This is not me I need to change, before time takes overAnd I am unable to change. I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinaryAnd become that person I have always longed for. Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest. Make changes in my life and help those in need.I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

Heroes:

MY FAMILY...THEY ARE MY INSPIRATION...THEY ARE THE TRUE MEANING OF FAMILY!!!I keep you with me no matter where i go Trapped inside my heart where the beat is slow As i look at the portrait of your significant face There's this warmth,empty, lonely space I smile, i cry for all the memories i had even when i was a handful,and also very bad I am more grateful, for you giving birth to my dad I miss you, and all the lectures you use to give I almost gave up when they said you couldn't live But the sound of your voice repeating in my head to me Kept me going, holding on, being strong like you said I'll be Sometimes i wish i could see you one more time Just to hear you sing our nursery rhyme~GOD~ GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE. THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN. AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE.R.I.P. ~CELESTE YU TIAMCO ARPA~~ "I LUV YOU LOLA"~*NOVENA FOR THE REPOSE OF THE SOUL OF CELESTE YU TIAMCO ARPA* THIS NOVENA IS PRAYED EVERYDAY FOR NINE DAYS FROM THE PASSING OF CELESTE. LORD, OPEN OUR LIPS & INFLAME OUR HEARTS & CLEANSE THEM OF USELESS & EVIL THOUGHTS. ENLIGHTEN OUR MINDS, THAT THEY MAY SERIOUSLY MEDITATE ON THY SUFFERINGS & DEATH & THE PAINS ENDURED BY THE MOST GLORIOUS MOTHER, & DEIGN TO HEAR & RECEIVE US BEFORE THY GREAT MAJESTY, THOU WHO LIVEST & REIGNEST FOREVER. AMEN. MY MOST MERCIFUL JESUS, LOOK DOWN WITH EYES OF PITY ON THE FAITHFUL SOUL OF LOLA CELESTE FOR WHOM THOU SUFFERED & DIED ON THE CROSS. ~ACT OF CONTRITION~ MOST POWERFUL & MERCIFUL LORD JESUS, LOVER OF SOULS, MOST ADMIRABLE IN THY SAINTS; LISTEN TO THE SIGHS & PLEAS OF CELESTE ARPA WHO IS DESIROUS OF THY MERCY, & TO THE PRAYERS OF US WHO ARE MAKING THIS NOVENA FOR HER, SO THAT SHE MAY OBTAIN THY MERCY & BE RESCUED FROM THE PRISON OF HER GREAT SUFFERING. WE BESEECH THEE TO RELIEVE HER FROM ANY SUFFERING THROUGH OUR FAULT, & HELP OUR CLOSE RELATIVES, THE ABANDONED, & THOSE WHO HAVE GONE AHEAD, TO BE RELEASED ALSO FROM PURGATORY. WE BESEECH THEE ABOVE ALL TO DELIVER CELESTE FROM THE BONDAGE OF MORTAL SIN & BRING US IN TURN TO A SINCERE REPENTANCE OF OUR SINS, SO THAT SHE, & WE MAY BECOME WORTHY OF HEAVEN. AMEN. ~FINAL PRAYER~ O LORD GOD, WHO LEFT US THE MARKS OF THY PASSION ON THE HOLY SHROUD IN WHICH THY SACRED BODY WAS WRAPPED WHEN IT WAS TAKEN DOWN FROM THE CROSS BY JOSEPH, GRANT US LORD, THAT BY THY DEATH & BURIAL WE MAY BE BROUGHT TO THE GLORY OF THE RESURRECTION, WHERE THOU LIVETH & REIGNETH WITH THE FATHER & THE HOLY SPIRIT, GOD FOREVER & EVER. AMEN.

My Blog

***A TRIBUTE TO MY LOLA***

A Tribute to Celeste Yutiamco ArpaBy Gamela Arpa-Mullins           If there is one word that could best describe my mother, Celeste Yutiamco Arpa, that wou...
Posted by jOrD@N@ on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 12:45:00 PST

MY LOLA

MY LOLA WAS LAID TO REST TODAY & ALL I CAN DO NOW IS SEE & HEAR HER IN MY DREAMS. IT WAS SAD BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM GLAD SHE CAN FINALLY SLEEP & FEEL NO MORE PAIN. I WILL ALWAYS CARRY HER...
Posted by jOrD@N@ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

R.I.P. LOLA=(

MY DEAREST LOLA PAST AWAY TODAY AT 2:10 A.M., WORDS CAN NOT DESCRIBE HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW. SHE WAS MY EVERYTHING & I FEEL LIKE A BIG PART OF ME HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY, SAYING GOOD BYE TO HER WA...
Posted by jOrD@N@ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

DEDICATED TO MY LOLA

I KNOW IT'S BEEN A ROUGH YEAR LOLA, GOD HAS GIVEN YOU THE STRENGTH TO SURVIVE AS LONG AS YOU DID. I KNOW EVERYTHING IS SHUTTING DOWN IN YOUR BODY BUT ITS GOING TO BE OKAY CAUSE THE WHOLE FAMILY IS WIT...
Posted by jOrD@N@ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST