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Edwin Ortiz

Lets all die in harmony.

About Me

I am incapable of giving up.

I am of the followers of Christ.

I am an Idealist who is realizing Idealism is a waste.

I Am Still Trying as Hard as I Can to Become a Lloyd Dobbler.

But Every Dianne Court I find wants me to not love them.

My Interests

Understanding the only thing in life that is True. trying to find myself after living to the fullest. figuring out how I manage to be at the wrong place at the wrong time always. trying to understand God and his thinking when it comes to running in fields towards the best flowers and having them close their eyes when i get there. Reason.

I'd like to meet:

Drew Baylor, I need to know how to build his Death Machine. Ryan Adams.

Music:

Ryan Adams. Postal Service, Coconut Records, Rilo Kiley, Rise Against, Every Time I Die, Fall Out Boy, Copeland, Tom Petty, Showbread, Mute Math, Anberlin, OneRepublic, The Fray,SQUAD FIVE-O,Head Automatica,mewithoutyou, He is Legend, Led Zepplin, AC/DC,The Black Crows, Stevie Ray Vaughn, BRMC, Face to Face, Strung Out, The Wonders, Spinal Tap, Van Hallen, The Mooney Suzuki, The Stray Cats, Brian Setzer, Something Like Silas, Tetzel Would Be Proud, Johnny Cash, Muddy Waters, John Lee Hooker, Social D, ZZ Top, Jimmy Hendrix, Sugarcult, Dizmas, Project 86, Stavesacre, Dogwood, Rocket From The Crypt, The Hives, Lynard Skynard, Jet, Jimmy Eat World, The Bronx, The Von Bondies, BB King, MXPX!!!!!,Foo Fighters,Number One Gun, Golden Earring, CCR, and ton more.......Right Now, Jenny Lewis is Amazing my ears. ( This has nothing to do with looks and everything to do with musical prowess)

Movies:

SAY ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!, Untitled (Almost Famous),Elizabethtown. Oh Brother Where Art Thou, Swingers, Office Space, Napoleon Dynamite, Pool Hall Junkies ("eating some pop rocks, drinkin a pop"), The Big Labowsky, Momento, Signs, Unbreakable, The Village, The sixth Sense...in that order, Gone In Sixty Seconds, When Harry Met Sally (what, its a good movie), Gleeming The Cube, Rushmore("o-r they"), The Royal Tanenbaums, Bottle Rocket, The Gonies, That Thing You Do, The Outsiders (that one always makes me cry) and so on and so forth, you know good movies!

Television:

Anything educational, and lots of Court TV...and ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I am addicted to LOST like all the others, and everyone has to watch Freaks and Geeks, Plus The Office, you know.....all the shows that make me seem cool.

Books:

Robert Frost is teaching me how to love.T.S. Elliot is showing me love is a waste.

Heroes:

JON HOWARD...... MALACHI BLANCHARD!!!!!

My Blog

Moon.

I left my mind at another place and timeI see her as just another linein song I wrote to open up her eyesshe breaks my heart as opens up insidethis cannot beI made my way across this piece of landTo f...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 10:41:00 PST

Self Destruction.

I cant seem to explain it but I have this monkey on my back right now. I have these feelings that rush into my head in the middle of the night and interrupt my dreams. Its as if my mind decided to tur...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Sun, 02 Nov 2008 05:19:00 PST

Be. Not.

Im almost home in my heart tonightIm almost at the place where I feel rightI see that its useful to find myself hereIm dwelling on what could have not beenIm finding a way out as quick as I canIm not ...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 12:00:00 PST

Morning.

The night is creeping in and its burning me up.I just cant seem to get to sleep and I dont know why, maybe its because I spend most nights reliving my biggest mistakes and dwelling on my regrets. I th...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 01:41:00 PST

Boo............

I once was a man who could understandhis place in this worldA coward aside from the hole in his heartBut then one day I grew up to be strongFearful of Love A coward inside with a hole in his headI thr...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 11:59:00 PST

In Unison.

Your only happy when Im wrongyour only happy when you dont, dont, dont even knowMy mind is like a shutter dancing in the windnot knowing how to shut upso lets get it togetherlets take the first stepin...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 12:00:00 PST

Barriers.

The way I make it thought this worldMakes knowing nothing seem absurdYet more delectable Than any sugary morsel could beMore beauty than any frame of time can hold Would let this mind be less muddledM...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 12:46:00 PST

Hey....

someone wanna go for a walk?Sing a song.Play checkers.Watch a movie.Read a book.Sit on the porch and talk politics.Talk about the universe and God and come up with new theories and idea that make no s...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 12:23:00 PST

Cold, where did you go?

Dancing in the fields a'greythinking as far awaymaking sure of what we saynot to stir the lightthis can be a bit to closethis cannot be our own choicefalling from the sky above closer to the ones we l...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 12:41:00 PST

Book.

No matter how hard I try it seems to still hang in the airits always youit seeps in to my mind and to my chestgonna try to run but its crippled me with a taste like fearlike something more of what I w...
Posted by Edwin Ortiz on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:59:00 PST