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WHAt NouRishEs ME AlSo DestRoYS ME..

About Me


[go back to the basics.]
i am seventeen. i'm currently in my 1st year . i'm from a half filipina,forth spanish et chinese and i may not be a devout, but i believe in God and the cardinal values of my religion. i am a bit chubby, a bit tall, and i'm a true filipina - and i'm happy i'm all three.
[personality counts.]
i am a simple girl. i'm all about comfort. i like baby tees, love vintage shirts and racer backs and jeans. i don't wear make-up everyday. i'm not fashionista. i don't even comb as much as i should. i'm one of the guys. but that'snot to say that i'm abandoning my estrogen levels. i can be kikay (right, mar?^^) but i can be completely violent and run a mile in stilletos (right, pow? haha^^). i love adventures. and spontaniety. and fun in the general sense. i am fascinated by astrology. i'm a person of sentiments. i'm passionate, and losing my passion means turnng to another. i love love love life. the constant screw ups are there to make me stronger. ^^
[why? why not.]
i am a big dreamer. i have a lot of ambitions in life, all of which i do not guarantee to myself but i intend to take one step at a time. i want to be famous. i want to jump off an airplane and live. i want to be a lawyer, a public servant, and a secretary general. iwant to go on a safari in africa. travel the world. eat chocolate at denmark. shop (again) at bangkok. hihihi. i want to give out food to starving african children, lobby against commercial injustices, and work for a multilateral agency like the UN. i want to put up a school. i want to adopt street children. i want to save tyhe world. (hey. at least my dreams are noble. hehehe)
["'what is the cause of the world?' - 'Love'" Mahabarata]
i am a hopeless romantic, and ibelieve i will find him. or that maybe i have. we're just waiting for that fateful day that we meet one another.
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[-random.facts-]
i am a pisces. i was born sometime in the month of March.
i am the youngest - i have 3 brothers.
i used to be fat and still am, (swear!) but no longer weigh 200 lbs haha.
i am plain jane and can't manage to wear anything so trendy on my own call.i am one of the boys i have TWO bestfriends, maggie and apple.
I'm married to brent javier i wish. hahah.
i am a person of passion and i can't take mediocrity at a path i take.i love my friends - and i love spoiling them.^^
i love food. i love food. oh, i've said that already. hahah.
i love music and i appreciate well written songs and also poems..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


i'm a real good person, but i just have to clear this out for some people. TO FIND FRIENDS. i am not here to collect friends. i really make friends out of my list. but if you're not able to deliver a good conversation at least, or even make your presence felt, then your loss. you can't blame me because you're catatonic... or outright stupid. thanks anyway for adding me up.
TO MEET NORMAL PEOPLE. as much as possible, i don't want to be judgemental, but i don't accept people with overly obscene and distasteful pictures. i believe that people ofthis sort had painful childhoods and may be candidate for psychological incapacity. i don't mingle with the legislatively exempted. they might kill me and get away with it .
THIS IS EVIL, BUT. if you plan to REALLY be my friend, you should have a decent Intelligence or at the very least EMOTIONAL quotient . i can't handle chatting with people who can't freaking spell or can't get past "wassap". and no, language is NOT a factor. (nudge, louie.)
TO EXPRESS. i am an open book . if you don't like what you see, what the fuck is the "close window" button for? and why the fuck are you still reading this?!
TO KICK FAKE ASS. oh, and if you are a SKANKY, good for nothing, low-IQ, fake, annoying class A social climbing little piece of shit... or ... a PERVERTED, ridiculously egotistical, trash-talking, overconfident, unintelligent, DISRESPECTFUL asshole... better not try be anywhere near a 50m radius from me.
I can be a bitch. so don't dare push mE.
::revert to sweet mode:: oh, and if you want comments, just ask me okay? (^^)
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[-Mah LIFE-]
the years have passed to form us into who we are now... fated to be the best fit for one another.^^[MArIaN] - peachy, maane, cha, and apple, girls who have never failed to accept me amidst my screw ups and misgivings. ahighly dynamic mixture of beauty, brains, and true friendship. ^^[kambal] -maggie, my super kulit twin sister who shares my interests and sentiments more than anyone else. we own the sisterhood that challenges distance.[appledoo] - Apple drei (haha. ^^) a rather unexpected friendship (she knows why ^^) that in the short time and in little venue to grow surprisingly blossomed to a fun, smart, kikay, precious, inspiring and most promisingly lifetime friendship.
[Jim] - James nichols magdaherin, my comfort blanket and psuedo brother. the person who's really been with me through thick and thin, genuinely shared my joys and sorrows, and my less sensible days. (",)
[Maggie] - margarete pacanan, my bestfriend for more than 17 year now, whose crazy antics and complexity in character drives me to the edge while keeping me sane. pow, you are the biggest irony of my life, one which i can't live if not for. mwah!
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