-R.I.P. John Johnson.- DADDY -3.17.1971-11.2.2008- Now me and my brother go to see him sometimes, but he don't have much to say anymore. So we sit on his headstone Those words he never spoke Haunt her life, the memories Of all the times before she tried to show him love I wonder if you're alone up there Since you've been gone, I've been alone down here people told me that I would be OK Now I don't believe, what they had to say Without you in my life Sleep through the day into the night Roll out of bed what can be said I'm living now but I feel dead if kisses & hugs from your kids could have saved your life i wouldnt be typing these words with tears rolling down my face ♥the days we spent together were amazing memories things we did all the stuff you showed me & taught me were nothing but the best coming from you & you always told me if you fall down get right back up or fuck the muthafucker up that knocked you down babygirl but its not that simple this time i fell to my knees the day i got that phone call & the scars run deep inside this tattooed body & its nothing a hello kitty band-aid can fix theres things ill take to my grave but im okay its gona be a long hard road with out you by myside but D A D D Y if i could get anyone to mend or fix a broken heart it would be you i would lay my heart right in your hands and ask you to fix it up like a transmission on a M U S T A N G i love and miss you terribly horribly awfully its hard to explain but you stay on my mind and in my heart all the places where your ment to be expet you should still be by my side or pulling in my drive way in one of them sexy old cars :) i miss that also I LOVED just being near you usually with that smirk on both our faces EVERYONE knew that it was DOUBLE TROUBLE if JOHNNY DRAMA & HIS LIL BAD SEED were rollin in the MUSTANG I LOVED hangin out with you when you would be workin on or painting a car
BEST part would be when you would look up at me & say ayy ya hand DADDY that wich was most of the time followed by gimme that I WAS so DIFFERENT from every girl out there because MY DADDY was different from anybodys daddy he was my hero other girls go shopping with their daddys money I went shopping with my DADDY shopping for CAR PARTS it was so awseome I WOULD DO ANYTHING TOO GET THOSE DAYS BACK if i could id give up everything if only for your good when i look at myself i see YOU staring back at me it brings a tear to my eye but then i wipe it away and say ya look just like your FATHER this is as it gets I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY BROKEN HEART & MISS YOU WITH ALL THE LIL PIECES ♥ love always your not so little C U P C A K E ♥ A FUCKIN YANKEES FAN BITCH ♥ ♥ ITS ALL ABOUT THE LAKERS BABY ♥ ♥ ABSOULUTLEY LOVE WATCHIN BOXING ♥ ♥ && UFC AND ULTIMATE FIGHTING ♥ ♥ NICK DIAZ ♥ ♥ CAMERON DOLLAR ♥I got this story don't know if you wana hear it but I'm gonna' tell you anyway you'll never understand just what the fuck i've gone through my eyes unwind the tragedy of my life I left home, then broke down In a town called Misery i wont ever Surrender, because I'll be what I want to be dear heavenly father for ima sin SPITTING IMAGE OF MY FATHER names ASHLEY better known as GAMBINO I HAVE AN AMAZING BOYFRID WILLIAM LOUIS AUSTIN BECAUSE OF HIM I LAUGH A LIL HARDER SMILE ALOT MORE & CRY ALOT LESS HIS HEART LOVES ME AT MY BEST OR WORST HIS ARMS HOLD ME AT MY STRONGEST OR WEAKEST excuse the rumors leme tell you who i'am before one of you get a wrong impression my friends think I had everything cause my parents gave me what I want but what they cant see is inside my heart is torn in knots so lost and confused will my life stay like this will I grow up to be old and mean please God help me I know you're on my side help me get the grass thats greener on the other side I hide don't let peoples opinions change you you must stay strong cause if your environment gets to you your sanity won't last that long The ones you trust, are the ones that lie in this point of my life i decided Changing what I once thought & Letting go of what I once fought There's a life that i need to find All that surfaced has changed my mind im not just a girl im wise to words ill figure you out before you figure yourself out dont let the tough exterier fool you my heart breaks just like everyones if you think you can break whats alreday broken double check yourself ive made mistakes but ive learned from them some of those mistakes were people but instead of hate em i thank them everything ive been through has made me the person i am today you have to learn to love yourself befor eyou can love someone else my outlook on people who dis-like me get a life cause im tierd of sharing mine my advice for girls and their petty whispers if your gonna be two-faced at least make one of emm pretty my experience on love my motivation for life you never know how strong you are till being strong is your only option my words of wisdom .hate is easy love takes courage. my inspiration ---my daddy--- gone && still inspiring me to do what nobody else can "be me" put that in your juice boxx && suck it!!!! so i told you im not bullett proof now ya know ♥ principessa gambino
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