liz

It's a personality crisis that I got when I left the grove
It's too late to take what you wanted; Way to late to take what we need.
And is it summer yet? Cause I am sick of freezing.
You Can't win in winter with December weather
Desperate eyes; focusing light.
Hey there. I'm Liz. I realize most people don't really bother to read these things, but I just figured what the hell. Why not put myself out there for people who are interested. This About Me is merely my best summary of myself and the way I feel about things at the moment. Could it be better? Yes, it could. Not even the best writer could describe themselves to a tee. In addition, I am constantly changing. I will always be the same Liz down deep, but growing is inevitable (let's hope). And... hopefully, you're still with me. I would also like to point out that everything you are about to read came from my mind, and I would really appreciate it if you appreciate it enough not to steal it, or take anything from it. To start out with the basics. I'm a chick, incase that was tough to decipher. My birthday's June 6th, Making me a Gemini :] I'm aware of my size, believe me. I still get offered kids menus when I go out to eat, because I'm super tiny. I was born and raised in Florida, but I moved to Brooklyn Michigan at age six. I'm in love with art and writing-- two things that I know will always be with me. I daydream a lot. In fact, I think too much in general. I'm very quiet, especially upon first meeting me. But there is a very talkitive and animated side to me that pops out soon enough. I have my flaws and insecurities, just like everyone else. I have lost the ones I've loved most, and I've done my share of suffering. I haven't been myself for the past few months... so badly, I can't even think right anymore. So a lot of things have been tougher to handle. But I'm hanging in there. I see it as just a test to my courage. I enjoy people with an odd sense of humor. As I would make a good match :] I've been told I'm wise beyond my years. And I believe the people that have said that are very perceptive. I love animals. I have never been a vegetarian or vegan, but I deeply admire those with the determination to stick by that. Though I have been trying this thing where I don't eat any red meat, pork, or... heaven forbid, duck. I figured I'd start out small and see how it goes. Every little bit still helps, I suppose. I'm a lover of young children as well. They're inquisitive and imaginative-- qualities many people lose as they get older, unfortunately. (sometimes a little annoying). I really have a soft spot for the mentally handicapped, and children that are physically abused. I wish there was a way I could make these people, their world, less lonely. I enjoy chatting with old people, haha. The friendly ones, of course. Seriously-- they have the answers!! I often greet random strangers when I go out, because the concept that I'll probably never see their faces again bothers me a little. I have high expectations of my self, and I'm constantly trying to either please or help others in some way. My moods change frequently. It's confusing. I'm pretty dramatic with acting, believe it or not. Unfortunately my voice is usually too soft for a career in that direction :/ I don't follow the crowd. I make decisions and enjoy things based souly on my own personal preference. Thus, if the new trend is suddenly "everyone wears bangs!", that's great. But I will still continue to wear bangs, because it was based on my personal preference. That is not following the crowd. And I will never choose to like something just simply because no one else does. I find that utterly ridiculous :P I don't just have a few favorite bands, I have hundreds of favorite songs. And I don't limit myself to just one genre or time period. I'm single at the moment (I usually am for the most part). I'm exceptionally vulnerable in relationships, and I'm easily hurt. Unrequited love also tends to be a repeated theme for me. I follow my dreams. Quite literally, actually. Say I have a dream about eating a chocolate sprinkle doughnut. The next morning, I will go out and get a chocolate sprinkle doughnut. I babble in Chinese after I sneeze. Don't ask why, 'cause I don't know either. I call people things like "love" and "sweets". I like my space, and I like my privacy. Not fond of gossip, so you can safely come and vent to me anytime. And I'm a pretty loyal friend. I experience deja vu a lot, as well as coincidences. I spot pennies on the ground all the time. I get the letter D and the number 7 confused with eachother. I'm the champion at staring contests :D I get too emotionally attached to people/things. I'm often too sensitive all together. Random, useless discovery: I can hold a skittle... in my collarbone ;D There's a lot more to me than any of you can probably imagine. So just get to know me. Comment me :) I'm always up for a chat.*If for whatever reason you don't like me, contact me, so we can talk like like mature human beings, and hopefully we can fix it. If you don't like the sounds of that, delete me, please. It's a pretty sweet deal. And as you can imagine, I don't need someone that hates my guts lurking around on my page. I am who I am, and I'm really sorry if you don't like that. I'm not going to let anybody stop me from reaching my goals. And I won't let you tear me apart.How I see "the world": Some views I have here. If you're views differ, it doesn't mean we can't be friends, or that you should feel offended or think less of me. It's just what I think. And we should all be able to express what we think.If you're turned off by the fact that I have a rather high friend count, I can see why you are. I was too, for a long period. But not anymore, and I no longer judge people for it if they do. For one, I do it for the sheer joy of meeting fresh new faces. Granted, there are jerks here and there and everywhere. But the world-- it's a pretty big place, full of billions of people... and imagine how many of those people connect on just one site. You never know who you could meet. I also plan to support good causes, and reach people in ways that can really help. For those of you that know me in person and are still ticked off, I don't have a personal account (a place strictly for people I know) for a reason. I believe love at first sight exists, and that you can find your soulmate, and live together 'til you both grow old and pass on. And I believe everyone has a destiny...but not over myspace.I support gay rights. I don't believe these people should be treated any different from the rest of our society. I believe they are human beings who have the right to love just like the rest of us. And for that matter, age, race, money status, religious beliefs, or anything else is not applicable either. Everyone should feel free to be who they are, and not be judged for it. One of the key ingredients in life is freedom.I think abortion should be kept legal. Do I like it? No, of course not. But keep in mind that women should have the option of keeping or getting rid it. It's the woman's body, and I believe that it is their decision. Not the law's. When the baby is just a mass of tissue, I do not believe it has feelings. In addition, necessary abortions can keep our planet from overpopulating, and reduce the number of child abuse cases as well as children without a family.I think war is pointless; drug abuse is weakness; and suicide is cowardice.I keep an open mind about a lot of things. Religion being one of them. I was christened a Catholic, I honestly sometimes wonder if there is a "god" But just because I haven't memorized the bible doesn't make me a bad person. I'm very curious about God. Though I believe that organized religions are unimportant for the most part. Too many of them tell you what to think, and give you so many rules and myths that you're supposed to abide by to go to "heaven" or maintain a "pure soul". I don't think God would want us to cuddle with a book of rules every night. I think he would just want us to enjoy life, and be the best we can be.
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