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Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut

I am extraordinary if you'd ever get to know me

About Me

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Hi! I’m Kim. I am awkward and strange. I do things and stuff. Yes...
"If it is to be, it is up to me." No one else can live your life for you.
I play instruments, those being:
Bass (how I love this instrument) Guitar (mainly lead) Piano (very little) Saxophone (several years)Singing...is a mystery to me.If you want to talk about random and awkwardness, IM me on Spasmodic mien...I am on most of the day anyway. I am that much of an internet nerd.
Aries
Birth: March 21-April 20
Element: Fire
Quality: Assertive, Positive
Planetary Ruler: Mars
Color: Red
Day: Sunday
Stone: Diamond, Amethyst
Flower: Carnation
Symbol: The Ram
Aries is the sign of independence. There is a sense of always being alone. They feel being alone has always offered a chance of pure self-focus, even when involved in a relationship. They like to watch themselves grow. An Aries woman likes to share her insights about herself with others. Therefore, her friends are of utmost importance when she is single. But, no matter how many friends she has, the most important thing for an Aries is independence and freedom. Ultimately, she knows she must rely on herself. The Aries woman needs to build a strong inner center. Behind the appearance of aggressive self-strength there often lurks deep vulnerability and self-doubt. Once inner doubts are quenched, there is no stopping an Aries woman. When she knows who she is and what she wants, nothing can stand in her way. The most important quality for an Aries woman is self-confidence. Usually, other women believe that Aries women are more self-confident than they actually feel inside. Often what looks like self-confidence is actually bravado. It is a facade. To develop true self-confidence, the Aries woman needs to honestly evaluate from where her self-doubts spring. Inside she may feel like a child who doesn't measure up to her parents' expectations. When she conquers these deep-set doubts she will have a true sense of self-esteem. Her initiative and daring will spring from a sense of inner clarity. What stops an Aries woman is not fear, it is lack of faith in her own personal strength. They crave perfection and uniqueness, but remember that they need to work hard for these attributes. That means taking one issue at a time, dealing with it, then letting it go. They mustn't let go too fast. An Aries is very good at startings and beginning, but has trouble with completion. Perseverance is something they need to learn. Their methods of self-discovery are very fast, and without tunnel vision they will discover that it's the pursuit of self that's more worthy of their attention than the goal of mastery.
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My Interests

God, Jesus, the Bible, music — mainly Big Band, Ska, Emo, Punk, Indie, Jazz, Hardcore and Metal, soundtracks to video games (especially the almighty Final Fantasy soundtracks and anything composed by Nobuo Uematsu), but I do like other music — skateboarding, reading, writing poetry and short stories and concert reviews, working out, lover of yoga, hanging out, hackey sack, jamming with other musicians, reading and writing screenplays, watching indie and foreign films, I also have a love for old school bass lines and moving bass lines...like whoa. Go bass guitar! I also love reading comics online when I'm at work and have recently gained a graphic novel and comic book addiction...and I have a terrible Guitar Hero addiction.

To show you how much of a nerd I am, this is My Favorite Songs of the Rock Band and Guitar Hero Games playlist:

I'd like to meet:



There is a full moon in this video. You have been warned...oh, have you been warned.
La'Sarah - This is an awesome video

"Baby, Don't Leave Me" - The Pipettes

Music:

Radiohead,Eisley, Ace Enders and a Million Different People,The Pipettes, Paramore, Taking Back Sunday, The Early November (R.I.P.),New Found Glory, Nobuo Uematsu, Death Cab for Cutie, The Postal Service, No Doubt (Really, only Tragic Kingdom), Tsunami Bomb (R.I.P.), Save Ferris, Motion City Soundtrack, The Beatles, Camera Obscura, The Ronettes, The Guillemots, The Pretenders, OutKast, Megadeth, Metallica, Killswitch Engage, Franz Ferdinand, The Day After..., Fall Out Boy, and I love learning about foreign music.

Movies:

Once, Amelie, Across the Universe, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, Big Fish, Mean Girls, Momento, Batman Begins, The Prestige, Blood Diamond, The Harry Potter Series, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Harold Buttleman: the Daredevil Stuntman (check it out on YouTube).

Television:

Popular, Lost, 30 Rock, Heroes, South of Nowhere, Invader Zim, Robot Chicken, Full Metal Alchemist, Family Guy, Futurama.
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Books:

Bible, Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Xanth Series by Piers Anthony, A Moveable Feast by Ernest Hemingway, anything by Oscar Wilde, Harry Potter series.
Magazines: Alternative Press owns the world!

Heroes:

Jesus (Savior) Tina Fey (Comedian, Screenwriter, Actress) Christopher Nolan (Screenwriter, Director) Tika Scoles (All around awesome woman of God) Liz Lowy (Awesome and crazy woman of God) Andrea Shepard (Loyal best friend) Jenine Cali (The Day After frontwoman/guitarist)

My Blog

"Symmetry Of Homosexual Brain Resembles That Of Opposite Sex, Swedish Study Finds"

Symmetry Of Homosexual Brain Resembles That Of Opposite Sex, Swedish Study Finds ScienceDaily (Jun. 18, 2008)  Swedish researchers have found that some physical attributes of the homosexu...
Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 07:12:00 PST

Because Emotions are Oh So Draining...

It's a strange and depressing feeling when you realize, after 25 years of life, that you are incapable of expressing human emotions properly.  My life as a young child and teenager were not the m...
Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 04:50:00 PST

This is the Kind of Love I’m All For!

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Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 03:52:00 PST

Praying for Empathy is Like Paying to Get Constantly Pimp Slapped.

If you decide to pray for empathy, like I have been doing for years, pray for it in a measured amount.  Just like praying for patience, it will come in loads and loads and loads until you are imm...
Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 02:03:00 PST

Thinking of Moving

I have been thinking about moving from Vegas for about a year now.  I think about it off and on.  After spending three months away last summer and not missing being home tells me that I hav...
Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Wed, 28 May 2008 01:25:00 PST

Website Creating and Cross Dressing.

So, for my computer tech job, I have to write up a small manual on student website creating. In order to understand student website making better, I decided to make a website. I was running low on id...
Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Wed, 28 May 2008 04:43:00 PST

The Only Amusing Things About Work Today

Today, I had only two calls that made life amusing.Call Number One:Student calls me up asking how to login to WebCampus, which is UNLV's Distance Education program.  It already took me five minut...
Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 04:30:00 PST

A Random Annoying Thing

This is another blog that will not change your life, but it may make you nod your head in agreement.The annoying bit today is a certain thing that happens in Instant Message conversations.  I wi...
Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 05:42:00 PST

This Goes For Anyone Who Lilkes Anyone, Not Just The Menz! : Premium Blend/Just a Friend

Check out this video: Premium Blend/Just a Friend ..Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 09:30:00 PST

Another Amusing Short Story  Major Change

Major Change 1 If there ever was an awkward human being then it would certainly be Elderlon Anders, known as Lon to those who deemed her name too strange and unlikely.  Lon, the typical young a...
Posted by Kross@y@dKim AKA BlackOut on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 02:13:00 PST