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About Me

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I dont know what all to say,
first off, you all will think im a massive dork, but...
my main goal... the one thing that would make me happy forever would be to do a photoshoot with Amy Lee,
not to be in the pics with her(as amazing as that would be, but to be the one taking the pics of her, i can honestly say i would die happy if i got to fulfill that, but sadly reality sets in everything i think about it T_T
to those of you who dont know me...
photoshop and photography are my obsessions! I love them.
If something's buggin me, I take my camera,
shoot shots of whatever I can find,
bring em home and just sit on my computer, playing in photoshop
^_^ I love it.
But more than I love that,
I love my friends(and some family)
I would do anything for my friends...
for the ones I love.
but moving on...I'm 19
I have a few nick names(some I could do without, but some I love)
most of my friends call me joshy^_^
but my colsest friends call me josha(i think it started with a lil too much booze.........i cant rember
a few from my tech class call me lumpy(cuz of my last name)
but most people know me as either "tall guy" or
(thank you katie^_~)
GAY MAN!!^_^
(yes I'm gay, I wouldnt have it anyother way)
I've always know I was gay.
I cant even begin to think what it would be like if I were straight..
not that I'd want to.
but anyway! well...
I think I've ranted enough!
so if you want to know more...ask me!
I love love love! comments^_^ tehe.
ttyl loves^_~
~joshy~
"You may only be one person in the world, but you may be the world to one person"

My Interests

♥ I love photography,
photoshop,
movies,
boys,
writing
and hanging with friends:-)

"the feeling you get when you wake up in the middle of the night alone. screaming, crying because he isnt next to you. every limb, wound, cut, and tear irrelavent without his touch, without his kiss"

I'd like to meet:

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I would give ANYTHING to meet Amy Lee!
she is my idol!
I would be eternally happy if I got to even just go to an Evanescence concert!!!
...so anyway.
so I'm just looking to expand my collection of AMAZING friends
yea, i just got out of a relationship, and im jsut waiting for the "i told you so's" to start rooling in... so yea, im single again...not like anyone wants me..o well
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Music:

♥♥AMY LEE!!!!!♥♥
sooo my idol!!!
I'll listen to almost anything at least once,
that is except country,
I hate country!
but as of now, my fav song is
Missing.
by evanescence^_^
Take the quiz:
What Musical Are You?

Once More With Feeling
You're Once More With Feeling! This isn't a real musical... It's the musical episode of BtVS. So, feel lucky to be one of the best shows ever! You're moody, and indifferent at times, but you're learning to be more of a people person.

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Television:

charmed,
buffy,
futurama,
family guy,
law and order,
weeds,
queer as folk,
...hmmmm
*thinks*....what else...
the 4400
veronica mars
more to come...

Books:

boy meets boy,
rainbow boys/high/road
maximum ride (both of them)
and all manga

Heroes:

still looking

My Blog

If that's the worst you got better put your fingers back to the keys

So ive noticed....that when the past is the best you have...then you tend to hold on.or in my case ...cling to for dear fucking life!but you know what?thats not exactly healthynow is it?nope...not at ...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 09:42:00 PST

WOOT!

i am that lame that i got excited when i read this. and considering im still in class, and was when i found this online...i think its needless to say that i made an idiot out of myself when i "wooted"...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 10:16:00 PST

Broken hearts with rusted locks

you had the key,you just chose not to set me free.you walked away and left me here,wanting, waiting...my heart locked up, still beating, still thumping.i cant belive youd tourment mei cant belive you ...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 09:43:00 PST

FYI

today has been utter shit!thats allthere was so much drama, and bullshit todayeven the good things that happend(wich were few and far between)were totally out weighed.just thought id fill you in.and f...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 07:32:00 PST

I find you diseased

the following is part of the conversation i had with an x fried of mine, this person is quite possibly the smartest and yet the most ignorent person i have ths displeasure of knowing.i poasted only th...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 08:19:00 PST

sigh

ok...so i live with paige*love*and i have been since school let out at the end of my senior year.shes one of my closest friends...i guess that was bound to happen when u live with someone.right?im alw...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 09:20:00 PST

my schedule for HCC for this fall

ok, first...i start the 28th! ahhh! >.anyway....my schedule is:math 99:elementary algebra.(tues.&thurs.)art 231:history of western art 1.(tues.&thurs.)art 102:two-demnsional design.(monday)art...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 10:56:00 PST

sleep...i wish

so its 7:00am july 18th and once again i have not even come close to faslling asleep. this is becoming a disturbing trend, i dont mind staying up all night once and a while with my friends and such bu...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 04:11:00 PST

"Nobody's listening"

" I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress handfull of anger, held in my chest And everything lefts a waste of time""(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me) Told you everything loud...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 10:28:00 PST

This one time....in phoebes bed....

ok...first id like to say its never too late(or too early) to blog. so its like 4 am or so. and me paige, and phoebe are in phoebe's bed...trying to sleep( i sweare) and we cant, were being loud and j...
Posted by Live, Love, Lie... on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 01:51:00 PST