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Name.Ruthie
Age.23
Status.Single
I Just want to give alittle shout out my my brother Chris and friend Jason...
R.I.P. Chris Rios (4/14/86-10/11/03) i love you with all my heart and your always gonna be loved, missed and remembered you will always be the greatest brother you dont know how much i miss you chris everyday i wake up and i still can hear your laugh in my head. you know when you laughed at me when you would get me mad and pissed me off even more lol. i know that when we did spend time together we really didnt get along too well and we was always fighting but i mean fist fighting with each other and i never did ever tell you and never got to say that i loved you and now i regret not tell you because now i feel like you thought that i never loved you because of all the fighting that we did but i do and i did i love you with all my heart you was always the big brother who had my back and watch over me when it came to guys and i appriciate all that you did for me but anyway i just want you to know that i do love you and i think about you everyday and everynight before i go to sleep. love you chris. MUAHZ!!!
R.I.P. Jason Alomar(9/18/87-10/11/03) you will always be missed and loved, love you with all my heart. you too jason i loved you as if you was my own brother i know that you liked me and i never gave you the time of day but i want you to know just because i didnt like you like that i still like you as a friend. the day that i wont never forget is the day that you and chris came to janna..s house and you and chris was upstairs with the boys and i came up there and gave you a lap dance you had the biggest smile on your face and that..s what i miss your smile. i just want you to know that i do have love for you and i miss you too. MUAHZ!!!
I..M FREEDont grieve for me, for now I..m free; I..m following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when i heard Him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a lugh, a kiss; Ah yes, these things, i too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow; i wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life..s been full, i savored much; Good friends , good times a loved one..s touch. Phehaps my times seemed all too brief. Dont lengthen it now withundue grief. Lift your heart, and share with me God wanted me now, He set me free.
The words should be as easy to find As the emotions i see pooring from the heart and soul Something that shouldnt beWhat was done, by us or you For this to be deserved The answers hard to find and keaves us all disturbedThe tears just fall away Soaked up by the cold and rain Left wounds so deep they..d never heal An eternal endless painyou..ve been taken away from us Leaving a scar inpossible to hide if only our tears can go upwards so you can keep them by your sideYou..ve given us these memories we cherish in our hands if only we could stay with you inside the happy pastAnother wave of tension more sobs and broken hearts we dont want you to leave it..s ripping us apartI cant communicate these thoughts and the strain i am under the screams inside my head as loud as raging thunderIt..s time now for us all to move on amd slowly pray that this pain will go away permanently some daywe cant even see through the mist you know your loved and missed in our hearts forever... the only and only..."Chris"By my good friend Thomas Cooney