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DraZuL 美しい中毒

About Me


Sur Moi
awake, yet not truly alive, i seek valuation beyond reality/
I hate most... Tolerate some... Like few.
I'm a misanthropist.
I'm a picky bastard.
I'm a hermit.
I'm a huge nerd.
Coffee,cigarettes, and chocolate...are my 3 guilty pleasures and go together perfectly...^^
Leute denken häufig dass ich deutsch bin...(if you can read that, you get a cookie)
I think there is a certain genius in madness...
I'm a lover of foreign cultures
I'm a lover of the arts
I'm an artist...
I'm a musician...
I LOVE nature...and im a Pagan...go figure...lol
I have an odd obsession with Human Effigy...
I enjoy watching people die...
I seem to attract the mentally unstable...
I love androgynous people.
I Can be a Bitchy Fashionista at times...
I have horrible fetishes for pale skin, light eyes and Betty Page bangs... ^^;;
Im subconsciously attracted to gorgeous features and hair...^^
Im in need of mental stimulation...enlighten me... ???
Des choses que je déteste...
I WILL NOT KISS A BOY FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT!!!...unless he's rly cute...^_~
Ghetto vamps...(swallows vomit in mouth)
Fat and or ugly Loli
Pretentious fan grls...
ppl with an inflated sense of self worth...>>
Generic goth kids
Emo and or scene kids that say "ZOMFG I LOVE YOUR HAIR!!!
uneducated ppl (85% of the american populace)
Close minded individuals...
Bigots...
Jesus freaks...*shivers*
Fat ppl...(sorry gotta be honest...)

My Blog

As-Tu DeJa Aime? - Gregoire Leprince-Ringuet, Louis Garrel

..As-tu déjà aimépour la beauté du geste?As-tu déjà croquéla pomme à pleine dent?Pour la saveur du fruitsa douceur et son zesteT'es tu perdu souvent?Oui j'ai déjà aimépour la beauté du geste...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Dec 2008 16:36:00 GMT

harlot and the dagger in the night...

the last vestige of complete trust i could hold for another is now cast from me...their flesh conspired against me...and stabed at me like a dagger in the night...she exposed for the harlot who hides ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 21:12:00 GMT

random babble...im lost...>>

i find myself at a loss...im lost once again...she makes me happy yet doubt and paranoia cloud me...does she rly care?...is she using me like the rest?...or am i over thinking it all...when im with he...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:29:00 GMT

....inconsequential worth...

   this is probably going to sound like stupid teen angst, but i need a medium to release my frustrations...it makes me sick to have felt for another more then i should...it pains me to see...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 05:32:00 GMT

a dreamers utopia...or a fools gambit?

am i fool...?i feel a slave to that which i cherish most in my life...my dreams...they sustain me...and give me reason to live...and thus i cling to them for dear life...for with out them i am nothing...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 17:25:00 GMT

meh.....

i know i should be happy...but...i can't help but feel like an annoyance and a burden to those around me...god i feel useless...like a leech...parasite...its F* frustrating...i feel even worse cause i...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 04:57:00 GMT