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About Me


((( SOME FAVORITE LYRICS... )))
...You left a mark
And I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart
To remind me that I feel the best
When I'm with you
And everything is effortless
You know it's true...
--"Droplets" by Colbie Caillat & Jason Reeves
...Who doesn't long for someone to hold,
Who knows how to love you without being told...
--"Soulmate" by Natasha Bedingfield
...This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
And I've been waiting on my own too long...
--"This Years Love" by David Gray
...And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight,
Would you come back to me?
And even if I walked on the water,
Would you come out to see?
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you,
You're still not missing me.
--"Missing Me" by RJ Helton
Forgive the urgency,
But hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate.
--"Look After You" by The Fray
Isn't this the best part of breaking up,
Finding someone else you can't get enough of...
Someone who wants to be with you too.
--"Why Can't I?" by Liz Phair
I used to breathe you
I used to need you
I used to hang on every word that you said
It used to please you
To try and make me someone else
And I thank you from my heart for your help,
Cause you made me find myself.
--"You Made Me Find Myself" by Leann Rimes
I can stand with the weight of the world on my shoulders
I can fight with the toughest of the tough
I can laugh in the face of all my insecurities
Anytime, anywhere, anything
I'm strong enough
But when you're holding me like this
I'm carelessly lost in your touch
I'm completely defenseless
Baby it's almost too much
I'm helplessly, hopelessly, recklessly
Falling in love.
--"Helplessly, Hopelessly" by Jessica Andrews
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on
I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holding on to you
--"Broken" by Lifehouse
My faith in you could move these mountains I am driving through
It's times like these when I wish I could teleport to you
Cause then we wouldn't have an issue
We're cleverly, strategically
Challenging our fright and insecurities
And never seem to want to leave
--"Teleport A & B" by The Spill Canvas
If you wanna play it like a game
Then come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute.
--"Crushcrushcrush" by Paramore
I got someone who loves me
More than words can say
And I'm thankful for that
Each and every day
And if I count all my blessings
I get a smile on my face...
Still it's hard to find faith.
...But if you can look in my eyes
And tell me we'll be alright,
If you promise never to leave,
You just might make me believe.
--"Just Might (Make Me Believe)" by Sugarland
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem so small.
--"So Small" by Carrie Underwood
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall,
Take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothing new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turning blue
And you say 'sorry' like the angel
Heaven let me think was you...
--"Apologize" by OneRepublic
You're making me weak
With the way you look through those eyes
And all I see is your face
All I need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above...
--"Magic" by Colbie Caillat
Things aren't the way they were before;
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore...
Not that you knew me back then,
But it all comes back to me in the end.
--"In the End" by Linkin Park
People ask if I'm in love with you
Because I sitting here with your picture,
And smiling to myself...
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you,
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through,
And I blush as I say 'yes'...
--"Loving Me 4 Me" by Christina Aguilera
It's so easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big at the time
It's like a river that's so wide
It swallows you whole
While you're sittin' round
Thinking 'bout what you can't change,
And worrying about all the wrong things,
Time's flying by, moving so fast...
You better make it count cause you can't get it back.
--"So Small" by Carrie Underwood
When you say you love me,
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love,
For a moment, there's no one else alive.
--"When You Say You Love Me" by Josh Groban
I cannot go to the ocean,
I cannot drive the streets at night,
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind...
So you're gone
And I am haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine.
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
--"Almost Lover" by A Fine Frenzy
((( SOME FAVORITE QUOTES... )))
"I am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love."
--Carrie, Sex & the City
"I've never felt that thing. That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person.. and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time."
--Never Been Kissed
I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick;
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you...
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,
Not even at all.
--10 Things I Hate About You
Ivy: "You know, it's funny.. I thought you had a girlfriend."
Wyatt: "Me? No. Well... yeah, but I was just killing time."
Ivy: "Killing time?"
Wyatt: "Yeah, killing time until I met you."
--Overnight Delivery
"I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand... than an eternity without it. ...One."
--City of Angels
"Love is giving someone the power to break your heart... but trusting them not to."
"You know how someone's appearance can change the longer you know them? How a really attractive person, if you don't like them, can become more and more ugly; whereas someone you might not even have noticed... that you wouldn't look at more than once, if you love them, can become the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. All you want to do is be near them."
--The Truth About Cats & Dogs
"If you were in MY circus, I'd have you cleaning the elephant butts with a Wet One."
--A Cinderella Story
"People who use extra water have extra class."
--A Cinderella Story
"She WAS a ho... For sho."
--40 Year Old Virgin
Jay: "Man, my balls are shaved, my pubes are trimmed, I'm ready to f*cking ROCK this shit!"
Jonah: "What the f*ck man! If I go in there and see f*cking pubes sprinkled all over the toilet seat, I'm gonna f*cking lose my mind! The last time I went to the bathroom, Jay, I took a shit and my shit looked like a f*cking stuffed animal!"
--Knocked Up
"Frankly, I don't care if you live, die, or grow mushrooms in your crack."
--Dutch
"One time I thought I had mono for an entire year... Turns out I was just really bored."
--Wayne's World
Honey: "I'm going to be frank."
Garth: "Okay, can I still be Garth?"
--Wayne's World 2
"Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world, I feel like I can't take it... and my heart is just going to cave in."
--American Beauty
"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself."
--American Beauty
"The man who said 'I'd rather be lucky than good' saw deeply into life. People are afraid to face how great a part of life is dependent on luck. It's scary to think so much is out of one's control."
--Match Point
"Good morning, Starshine... The earth says 'HELLO!'"
--Charlie & the Chocolate Factory
Augustus Gloop: "Don't you want to know our names?"
Willy Wonka: "I can't see how it would matter."
--Charlie & the Chocolate Factory
"I'm not mocking rape, rape is horrible... 'No means no' is a completely different story. We're all adults here, if 'no' meant no, every man alive would die a virgin. 'No' doesn't mean no, 'no' means work on the neck, the nipples, try back in five minutes. Let's be honest. I'm not saying a father should give his son that version of "the birds and the bees." ..."Listen, she's going to block your hand 3 to 4 times at least. I didn't raise you to be a quitter did I? Come on now, get back out there. She wouldn't dress like that if she didn't want to get fingered!"
--Daniel Tosh, "True Stories I Made Up"

My Interests

I'm really interested in Tristan...

I'd like to meet:



Music:

trapt.
breaking benjamin.
hinder.
colbie caillat.
family force 5.
injected.
paramore.
something corporate.
taproot.
n.e.r.d.
finch.
hawthorne heights.
socialburn.
(hed)p.e.
10 years.
rob zombie.
avenged sevenfold.
311.
AFI.
adema.
chevelle.
crossfade.
finger eleven.
fuel.
garbage.
head automatica.
methods of mayhem.
our lady peace.
orgy.
papa roach.
silverchair.
smile empty soul.
silvertide.
story of the year.
sugarcult.
three days grace.
jon mclaughlin.
jason reeves.
flyleaf.
james morrison.
gwen stefani.
mat kearney.

Movies:

the notebook.
wedding crashers.
the break-up.
kiss kiss bang bang.
untamed heart.
don't tell mom the babysitter's dead.
american beauty.
the hills have eyes 1,2.
final destination 1,2,3.
sixteen candles.
the ring.
kill bill.
cruel intentions.
empire records.
the sandlot.
wayne's world.
beetlejuice.
breakfast club.
american wedding.
american pie 2.
excess baggage.
aladdin.
nightmare before christmas.
man in the moon.
just one of the guys.
napoleon dynamite.
romeo + juliet.
hocus pocus.
dukes of hazzard.
weird science.
my best friend's wedding.
pretty woman.
labyrinth.
50 first dates.
knocked up.
city of angels.
ghost rider.
300.

Television:

Miami Ink.
Laguna Beach
NEXT.
Date My Mom.
Saved By the Bell.
Salute Your Shorts.
Hey, Dude!
Double Dare.
GUTS.
Legends of the Hidden Temple.
Singled Out.
Life As We Know It.
Dawson's Creek.
American Gladiators.
Friends.
SEX AND THE CITY.
Deal or No Deal.
Wheel of Fortune.
Parental Control.
The Bachelor.
What About Brian.
Grey's Anatomy.
Age of Love.
Mindfreak!
Engaged & Underage.
I Love the 80's & 90's.
Room 401.
Best Week Ever.

Books:

The Notebook.
The Wedding.
Nights In Rodanthe.
The Da Vinci Code.
Good In Bed.
The A-List.
Milkrun.
Mr Maybe.
A Clean Slate.
Jemima J.
Straight Talking.
As Seen On TV.
Sloppy Firsts.

My Blog

Random facts.

TAG, YOU'RE IT!Here's how you play: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged,...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 06:47:00 PST

This Years Love

This years love had better lastHeaven knows it's high timeAnd I've been waiting on my own too longBut when you hold me like you doIt feels so rightI start to forgetHow my heart gets tornWhen that hurt...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 09:01:00 PST

"Magic"

You've got magic inside your fingertipsIt's leaking out all over my skinEvery time that I get close to youYou're making me weakWith the way you look through those eyesBut all I see is your faceAll I n...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 10:35:00 PST

"Someone, Somewhere"

"Someone, Somewhere"by Jason Reeves  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .     Someone is waitingSomeone who understands exactly how you feel,Exactly how you feel Someone is...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 12:14:00 PST

Oxygen.

I love Colbie Caillat's CD! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .   I came apart inside a worldFull of angry peopleI found a boy who had a dreamMakin' everyone smileHe was sunshineI fell o...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 03:34:00 PST

"Apologize."

This song's amazing...And good words.   I'm holding on your rope,Got me ten feet off the groundI'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a soundYou tell me that you need meThen you go and cu...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 08:33:00 PST

Guys are [generally] dumb.

So I get really pissed off at guys when they always go for the same kind of girls.  Not necessarily skanky ones (all the time, anyway), but just the same kind of girls in general.  Nevermind...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 11:06:00 PST

Oh how I love this song... sad.

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand,Don't wanna let you go.Don't understand why we can't go on and go onDon't understand why you don't belong in my arms.And even if I cried a thousand tears...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 05:23:00 PST

To the little nobodys of the world...

So an immature asshole made me feel bad about myself tonight, and I know I shouldn't let it get to me, cosidering the source, but it made me want to write. I always feel like everyone else is hap...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 07:53:00 PST

Reminds me of Myspace bulletins...

SUMMARY OF THE PAST YEAR ON MY COMPUTER  I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now use a wet towel with every envelope ...
Posted by ((( E ))) on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:52:00 PST