About Me

About me

In these demon days It's so cold inside So hard for a good soul to survive You can't even trust the air you breathe Because mother earth wants us all to leave When lies become reality You numb yourself with drugs and T.V.I am someone who loves new experiences and living everyday to try something new no matter how joyful or simple or feared. I am someone who strives to learn more everyday. someone who loves life and isn't afraid to live it. someone who can walk with the noble, yet not lose the common touch. one who is carefree (not to be read as careless). one who is as comfortable in formal attire as they are in jeans and a t. one who both lives to love and loves to live. and finally, one who can make people smile on the inside.:Honest Truth About Me: I am, very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. I am, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. I am, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing my own individual interests and internally based identity. :My Traits: self revealing, neat, craves attention, prefers organized to unpredictable, needs things to be extremely clean, worrying, perfectionist, emotionally sensitive, respects authority, social, vain, does not like to be alone, likes large parties, controlling, social chameleon, not a thrill seeker, enjoys leadership, takes precautions, puts the needs of others ahead of their own, assertive, rule conscious, makes friends easily, always busy, heart over mind, phobic, aggressive, clingy, compassionate, dominant, outgoing, suspicious, hard working, strongI am about new experiences and living everyday to try something new no matter how joyful or simple or feared.Everything that you do matters. You learn something from everything you do and it helps you find the truth of who you are and who you want to be. Pain, suffering and fear builds character. Pleasure, happiness and satisfaction come from what you have learned from the pain, suffering and fear. Do not dwell on your troubled past, appreciate what you have learned from it. Never let you heart become cold, un-open or scared. You will put your life on pause. "The day the child realizes that all adults are imperfect, he becomes and adolescent; the day he forgives them he becomes and adult; the day he forgives himself he becomes wise." I stand up for myself and my beliefs. I stand up for those I love. I won't compromise what's in my heart. I refuse to tolerate injustice.

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Name:Mama Marj
Age:22
Orientation:Straight
Status:Single
Occupation:Kickin Ass And Taken Names

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My Interests

Psychology, Art= Animation,Photography, Acting.

Music:

Music is more then art it was a one point the only connection I had and because of that I will always keep the melodies and lyrics I connected with close

Movies:

Prozac Nation, Party Monster, Boondock Saints, The Stand, Two Weeks Notice, Thank You For Smoking,Into The WildChristopher McCandless: Society, man! You know, society! Cause, you know what I don't understand? I don't understand why people, why every fucking person is so bad to each other so fucking often. It doesn't make sense to me. Judgment. Control. All that, the whole spectrum. Well, it just... Wayne Westerberg: What "people" we talking about? Christopher McCandless: You know, parents, hypocrites, politicians, pricks.

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, Law&Order, C.S.I, Ugly Betty, The Simpson's, King Of The Hill, Family Guy, Futurama, Robot Chicken, GirlFriends, One on One, Becker, House,

Books:

"The trouble was, I thought this alternative persona I had adopted was just that: a put-on, a way of getting attention, a way of being different. And maybe when I first started walking around talking about plastic and death, maybe then it was an experiment. But after a while, the alternative me really just was me. Those days that I tried to be the little girl I was supposed to be drained me. I went home at night and cried for hours because so many people in my life expecting me to be a certain way was too much pressure, as if I'd been held against a wall and interrogated for hours, asked questions I couldn't quite answer any longer." "I start to feel like I cant maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don't know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I dont know the answer, I know only that I cant. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. Ive had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted."Frnak Millers Hell and Back Sin City

Heroes:

Linda Neil

My Blog

Never was I you’re hero.

I never was, I never will be. This is something I came to see. When bigger and better things came around you ditched me. I never did what you did nor would I ever. I may have paid more attention to my...
Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 08:42:00 PST

Check out this event: Marjs 22nd Birthday Party.

Hosted By: Marj MearsWhen: Saturday Jun 21, 2008 at 11:30 PMWhere: Windsail Apartments71st and mingoTulsa, Oklahoma|37 74133United StatesDescription:Marj Mears Click Here To View Event...
Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Thu, 22 May 2008 12:04:00 PST

Tupperware Container for Lard-Butt Zombies

There's something about the plastic patio chair. No, there's not. And that's what it is about them. Plastic chairs, plastic chairs. Stacking plastic resin chairs. Four high, five high, 20 high. Wi...
Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Tue, 20 May 2008 10:43:00 PST

Good friends

You get upset and your lifes a mess and you don't care anymore. you burn a bridge or three or four. Then when its done and they are gone you wonder what for? Cuz you could not speak up and they could ...
Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Mon, 19 May 2008 12:46:00 PST

Thank You For Smoking

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Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 05:59:00 PST

Good People. Gay boys, Head Case, Maturity and babbling.

I pay way to much attention to people in the begining of frienships I do not know why but I am trying to stop. It always stops after while and the people who last through it I end up being frien...
Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 05:14:00 PST

Who Knew?

I am 21 years old and I am just finding this out. Good Lord.Individuals born on the cusp of Gemini (the third Sign of the Zodiac) and Cancer (the fourth Sign of the Zodiac) are ruled by both Mercury a...
Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 11:38:00 PST

Train Your Mind Change Your Brain

A groundbreaking collaboration between neoroscience and buddhism.Train Your MIND Change Your BRAINHow a new science reveals our extraordinary potential to transform ourselfs. Sharon BegleyForeword by ...
Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 05:36:00 PST

Judgment

Our early training and our self-centeredness combine to make us believe that every judgement of us is about us. In fact most aren’t. This is a rare case where being less self-centered will make...
Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 03:36:00 PST

Patience

I do not believe that sheer suffering teaches. If suffering alone taught, all the world would be wise, since everyone suffers. To suffering must be added mourning, understanding, patience, love, openn...
Posted by Mama Marj Birthday Party in 4 days d -_- b on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 11:40:00 PST