The me now? Um - I am different than those that knew me before (like in high school). I have calmed down a lot and become antisocial. Now instead of talking to anyone who will listen, you have to get through my antisocial shyness in order to get to the talking. I am a boring person really, with only a few close friends. I spend my evenings either screwing around with my computer, reading one of my many many books, or watching TV with Roger. My idea of an exciting evening is Battlestar Galactica Fridays with my friend Alen (oh yeah did I mention I am a total nerd). For all things major in life here goes: Got married (been almost 5 years), graduated college – BA in Computer Science, I work at Abercrombie & Fitch doing Network Ops in their Command Center, and no babies (none ever if I am lucky).
As for what I did directly after high school. I moved out immediately and then a year later I moved to Delaware where I met my husband, built a career at a bank in Mortgage Loan Underwriting, Processing and Closing. Four years later I decided it was time for me to go to college because I didn’t really have the chance to like a lot of others did. I spent 6 years building my Real Estate career just to move to a completely different field and have to start all over again. This time, however, it was a career of my choosing - which I didn't really get the first time around.
So that is me all wrapped up into a few not so short paragraphs. I have problems just like everyone else and though it isn’t good to dwell on them in an open forum like this, I am not without faults. It has been long, challenging road for me and I have worked very hard to get where I am. There have been many twists and turns and plenty of stress and heartache. It has been an excruciating journey to overcome and conquer all of my emotional and mental issues passed down to me by my wonderful parents. Depression and anxiety is a constant in my life - but I am definitely a walking talking proof that many issues are a product of bad parenting and if I learned the behaviors, I can unlearn them!
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