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i'm human... Goddess Venus Disciple. paranoid. simple. loves swimming & spicy foods, chilli sauce! loves Cats so much actually im a catwoman.First of all, I don't really like to be categorized. I don't try and fit into a particular group or anything. I don't like to allow people to just lump me into a category, Because what they think that name means might be entirely different from what I think, And most of the time it's usually something really vague or stupid. For example, If someone labels me as "goth", And I ask them what they think it is, They usually say, "Someone who wears black all the time". How stupid is that? I don't want what I wear to define my life. I wear what I want, speak how I want, Do what I want and be who I want to be. I don't change what I do just so I can be called a "goth" - Thats sad. I'm just me, nothing more, nothing less. Some people hates me and I hate some people too.."the only things that last forever are memories and sorrow" + + + + +LIKES: Pain of my enemies, Wickedness, Pain in Pleasures, Fishnets, Honesty, Trust, i also like the smudged black eyeshadow and the 50's pin-up look: red lipstick, black and red nailpolished nails, bondage-corset straps, fetish, pantyhose, false eyelashes, thin eyebrows, & eccentric black eyeliner, attention, my make up, my clothes, flowers, Mr. Spock, thorns, ice cream, sweets, crucifix, BLACK and PURPLE clothings, sleeping all day, FULL MOON, full moon parties, slumber party, cemetery, Midnight, candles, thinking about death late at night, medieval torture devices, electrical storms, photography, lava lamps and the ER Trauma show on cable that shows all the gory bloody stuff, drinking the blood of my beloved, slitting my wrist, and spending time with my beloved + + + + +DISLIKES: people who hate cats, and my ENEMY of course. crowds, hot days, cleaning, doing house hold chores, vitamins, hospitals, Anxiety, trauma, misfortune, headaches, nervous twitches , rejection, Medication of any kind, doctors that try and make me take vacations, limitations of any kind. the custom that concerns yourself too much with what other people think. child-abortion (it always makes me cry whenever i hear babies being aborted by their irresponsible mother...they are so innocent and too young to die), people who thinks that they are so perfect that nobody can reach them, bad hair day, love quarrels, show-offs, liars, cheaters, copycats, "make believe" people, menstruation period days (uggh! i hate cramps!), When people give others low ratings because they're jealous, Child abuse, Animal abuse, Closed minded people, Self-centered people, being HEART-BROKEN, "plastic" attitudes, sun light, labelers, users, and wanna be's. + + + + +Well,unlike most of the people, i am a person of so many contradictions...I can be the most talkative person in the whole planet but i am also a silent one. kind but naughty. joker but sincere. a lover and a hater at the same time.a poet without so many words. snob but friendly. small but do have a big heart. happy but sad. simple but extravagant. intelligent but stupid. I can be the most impossible person in the whole world but I can assure you that once you become a part of my life, either ways, i will always treasure you for the rest of my life. well, there's a lot more about me and about the things that contradicts within me, but i believe na hindi na kailangan isa isahin pa lahat un, well ganun lng talaga un...kung d mo kaya intindihin, mind ur own business nlng.mahirap lng talaga ako maintindihan.hehehe. + + + + +I admit though, that despite my brave ideas, people are still hard on me. I think their attitude towards me; however, gives me the inspiration to create something unique. Because I can't find interesting things in the real world, I create them in the world of my own and explore this world to pursue some stimulation.