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Mudare

Bull Shit Free Zone, Sugar Coating (optional)

About Me

I am a human just being. I travel unseen in the background Real life unscripted. I am the voice inside your head, the pain in your ass and the smirk on your face. I am the air you breathe and the itch you scratch. Unbound by thought or by spirit. I am, whatever it is, you need, at that moment we connect, just being.

My Interests

everyone has a story...conversation with good or bad company is preferred. But, body ink and or modification, art, wanderlust, dance, bodies in motion, anything that shows the natural beauty and strength of human beings, motorcycles, music, laughter, anything that visually stimulates, some sports,video games and my fast snortin at me, get my attention pretty quick. Oh,and "People watching." Simply put, everyday I try to do three things without fail:That is to help someone to the best of my ability in whatever way ...To learn something I did not know before, all knowledge is useful.To laugh a good hearty laugh, until my abs are hurting or just chuckles.somedays i don't make it,it just gives me a reason to try harder the next day.

I'd like to meet:

those not afraid to ask questions and those not afraid to answer... Do not open the door unless you are willing to walk through it....
You Are Sunrise
You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?
Born on the Cusp Pisces/Aries
Pisces is the 12th and final sign of the Zodiac; Aries is the first.
Pisces/Aries are spiritual, often strongly intuitive, and they are receptive to the collective unconscious.
They like to get things started and tend to display strong leadership.
Pisces/Aries are unique in the sense that they are the chameleons of the Zodiac
The element associated with Pisces is Water.
Water Signs are emotional: they tend to respond to the world through emotion.
The element associated with Aries is Fire.
Fire Signs are physical: they tend to respond to the world through action.
Pisces/Aries are compassionate, sensitive and imaginative; they are sympathetic to the feelings of others.
One of their great skills is reaching beyond normal limitations.
Pisces/Aries are sometimes elusive, refusing to show their real selves.
The great strength of the Pisces/Aries-born is in their compassion, energy, initiative and courage.
They reach out to others more skillfully than most other signs, and they especially enjoy helping others reach their fullest potential.
Their natural sensitivity makes them one of the most understanding characters of the zodiac.
Pisces Snake: water + negative fire
With gracious calm and fluid manners, the Pisces Snake conceals his wisdom and psychic powers well.
He may be ineffectual and dreamy at times, but he always makes a good appearance in public.
The Snake is intense, passionate and lucid while the fish is deep and silent.
A person of this nature is easily hurt by callous gestures and tends to nurture love and friendship with unfathomable emotions.
The Pisces sign compensates for the Snakes ruthless determination by being compassionate, and his watery reserve brings forth surrealistic dreams and brilliant observation.
Theodora Lau
If u don't hear or see me...sometimes i isolate, sometimes i disappear....and sometimes life just gets in the way. i know how to find you and i have never left you....ur already inside... The vileness of mankind, exist in every heart. It blackens the soul of the few who let it out. Buffered from reality, imagination is the saviour and playground of children and whores. Of which I am neither. Careful, when you walk amongst the weeds. The "Black Rose" is growing, slowly, quietly...invisible to those who choose to not see.

Music:

I can put to music every memory of my life. What kind? whatever suits my fancy.

Movies:

No particular genre, no rhyme or reason I just like these things... foreign, slice, dice, murdah and mayhem and martial arts. porn and musicals and these must haves~once were warriors, unbowed, lfn, ghost dog, resevoir dogs, ichi the killer, enter the dragon, a clockwork orange, 28 days later, fiddler on the roof, any jet li, any clint eastwood, any de niro, american history x, alien, all of them, cat on a hot tin roof, bent, busted, blazing saddles, streetcar named desire, soldier's girl and justice for all, 13 ghost, being at home with claude and old school cartoons.

Television:

anderson cooper 360, dexter, oz, sopranos, l word, house and discovery anything,modern marvels, first 48...Only when I get tired of running....do i have a front row seat to the homogenization of this country. contradiction, mendacity and plastic everywhere and not a drop.....
You Are Chajin
At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic

At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung

You drink tea when: anytime you're not sleeping

Your caffeine addiction level: high

Books:

dictionaries, comics, spirituality, psychology, behaviour. eros and thanatos...
Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
You Are Big Black Boots!
You can be best described as: attitude
You've got lots of it - and you love to give it
A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you
But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little
You Are A Lily
You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.
You Are A Lime Tree
You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful.
You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change.
Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting.
Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love.
You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them.
You May Be a Bit Antisocial...But your Emotion...Calmness
Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement.
You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto!
Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences.
The emotion which represents you best is calmness.
You are a calm person, one who rarely gets too mad or too happy.
You are just in the middle.
You sometimes tend to seem detached, although you are paying attention, people are always relaxed around you.
You have a vibe that gives them time to think about thier actions since you do the same.
You tend not to throw yourself in the lions pit without thinking, and making sure you know the consequences of your actions.
This makes you different from others.
You are also smart and witty, a person who can take care of themselves without any problems.
You are a realist.
In other words you are neither a pessimist nor an optimist.
Don't ever change, You are perfect the way you are now, knowing when to have fun and when to be serious.
Your Personality Profile
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Heroes:

there is one hiding in all of us, the trick is finding the key to unleash it.....and those that know the value of common courtesy.

My Blog

a day like any other ...not...so, so not

time has a way of changing thingswhat was young gets oldwhat was perfect gets damagedand what was damaged get tossed asidereplaced with something new and freshwhen memories are all you have leftthey a...
Posted by Mudare on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 11:06:00 PST

flawless by nature says

this was taken from another profile...thanks Flawlessbynature....It says what i so often strive for...my own moral code so to speak...and i thought it was just me....hmmm maybe i was a warrior in a pa...
Posted by Mudare on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 11:02:00 PST

untitled

breathing deeply i take you in the dark, the light, the gold and the new my senses weep and fill anew caressing symbols and images that mean nothing to most i make them my own to fill the void with wa...
Posted by Mudare on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 11:12:00 PST

snow

...the desert veins thirst for cool and wet the parched soul undaunted by the cold i stood fresh and new eyes to the sky hand outstretched feel what i had not in years snow melting at my finger tips...
Posted by Mudare on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 09:04:00 PST

let the bloodletting begin...a piece for peace

....and so it begins the ever present shake in my leg the restlessness, the perpetual motion the time grows near and the year of 6 upon us....i feel the need to release like clockwork it comes, every...
Posted by Mudare on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 12:43:00 PST

crash~bam~sledgehammer to the brain

...i was fine, the thoughts sublime sitting thinking and idling fine when crash a dark and lonesome wave just smacked me in the heart a cold shiver, meanders down my spine my guts slide down and jump ...
Posted by Mudare on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 04:16:00 PST

colored in chocolate

....when the symphony of seduction plays the thunder from this womans thighs is enough to pull asunder eyes will roll far back into the head breath will be lost and found in a gasp the neck will bend....
Posted by Mudare on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 07:16:00 PST

........that's hard to do

in recent times i have been unkind to self and self alone i made a pact to be... with me, the way i am with others that is so hard for me my achilles heel my fatal flaw is to put all others before mys...
Posted by Mudare on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 01:45:00 PST

The Rowdy wishes of gents and beastards....

HEY, to all my people, the whole gorgeous lot of you...yes it is early but in case i don't make it back when the new year rears its fukn head........ Happy New Year to all , we shall toast and drin...
Posted by Mudare on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 08:46:00 PST

winter blossom

a springtime seed is full of cheer warm and toasty it grows with care sometimes in that winter near a seed will fall away from there its shell moistened from the snow it harks upon the glare of sun wi...
Posted by Mudare on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 10:28:00 PST