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BENJI

i keep having these feelings of wanting to go home and im already here !

About Me

Any questions just ask my life is an open book . although i consider my self a celebrity in my own mind . I know i will never be famous and nor do i put my self out there to try and become . Lifes to short to strive for a goal you can never obtain . Besides really what is the fuckin point ! ..
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My Interests

. I paint and do quilting. I make clothing every once in a while. I also enjoy spending time with my family when they are not being dysfunctional but hey we all live in dysfunctional families right.love to take pictures everywhere of anyone or anything there is beauty all around us and the only way to truly capture it would be on a photo! my most favorite thing in the world would have to be the precious time that i get to be with the man i love!

I'd like to meet:

Friends !!!!!!! people that make me laugh and know how to have a good time if your decent people then feel free to friend request me the light is always on! i also am new to yahoo messenger feel free to add me my s.n is heartlessme78


Music:

i am a lover of all music i give all sounds a chance but mostly a fan of anything 80's to pop goth and industrial!

Movies:

lover of all kinds of movies from indepandant films to horror to the sappy chick flicks and comedies i will watch any movie once and sometimes more than once if i like it !

Television:

Gotta love the best week ever on VH1. I also love "The Soup" on "E"and gotta love those reality shows.any thing that has to do with pop culture also love adult swim on the cartoon network. as for internet entertainment my best friend would have to be youtube.com.

Books:

Any books or poetry by allen ginsburg. What more can you ask for from a gay communist Jew?? Also the photography by maplethorpe he is one twisted bitch!

Heroes:

it would have to be my self because at the age of 30 ive gone through so much shit in my life and come out even stronger and have learned not to take anyone for granted because they wont always be there."Theres a reason why there are people from your past its because they didnt make it to your future"!

My Blog

The great state of discrimination aka california !

As you all know once again our rights as human beings have been ripped from us once again! As a homosexual living in the state of california i feel i have been raped ,beaten and stabbed in the heart ....
Posted by BENJI on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 05:55:00 PST

my mom wants to join p.f.l.a.g

the other day while on the way to my sister and her partners pic-nic my mom asked me what i wanted to do b4 leaving sacramento i said i wanted to go to the depot and play pool for those of you who don...
Posted by BENJI on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 11:44:00 PST

Am i the punishment for my fathers sins ?

you know what really sucks is finding out you are not your fathers child ! but you are his punishment for turning his back on god !and this whole time i thought i was a product of love ! turns out my ...
Posted by BENJI on Sat, 31 May 2008 07:19:00 PST

i left my heart in memphis!!!!!!!

yes i realized i still have a heart and though with all the scars and bandages it still beats my adventure to memphis turned out to be the best and craziest thing i have ever done to just up and leave...
Posted by BENJI on Wed, 14 May 2008 09:34:00 PST

so far !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

memphis has been everything i thought it would be and more he and i have hit it off wonderfully and cant wait for him to come out to cali so he can meet my friends and family all and all i think he wi...
Posted by BENJI on Thu, 01 May 2008 12:20:00 PST

Missouri a home away from home!

Its almost like a home away from home. But set in the country Missouri has its big cities and all but still very quaint ya gotta love the openess the windmills set back on what seems like long abandon...
Posted by BENJI on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 06:46:00 PST

Colorado / Kansas

Greyhound its one way to see the country. Although if you don't have patience I highly don't recomend it and you can see why from all the pointless stops. Even so they are a good chance to grab a ciga...
Posted by BENJI on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 06:28:00 PST

theres no A.I.D.S in me !

Well today is a good day i went and got my results to my long dreaded h.i.v test and found out i am h.i.v and a.i.d.s free yeah for me .As i was sitting down to lunch today with my dad i was talking a...
Posted by BENJI on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 03:39:00 PST

sometimes memories come back with music!

Today as i was looking through the music of the many bands posted on my space. I found a band and it brought back so many memories .Some good and a few  not so good but as i can say it is al...
Posted by BENJI on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 10:15:00 PST

the night i saved the world!!!!!

Creepy i might say but the other night i was out smoking my last cigarette before hitting the sack and i look up in the dark sky to see a pink flashing light as i exhaled the light came closer i stuck...
Posted by BENJI on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:12:00 PST