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About Me

..Their task is not to slay the dragon, within or without, but to affirm the deepest level of truth about it: that is, that we are all one."to remember yourself is the only virtue" Osho...
"I depart as air, I shake my white locks at the runaway sun, I effuse my flesh in eddies, and drift it in lacy jags. I bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass I love, If you want me again look for me under your boot-soles. You will hardly know who I am or what I mean, But I shall be good health to you nevertheless, And filter and fibre your blood. Failing to fetch me at first keep encouraged, Missing me one place search another, I stop somewhere waiting for you."-Walt Whitman
Friend, the youth you've lived is ending. You sleep a drunken dreamless sleep with no sense what morning you could wake inside.
"In the evening between sleep and awakening, I met one traveling. He was the light of consciousness. His body was soul, his pure wisdom apparent in his beautiful face.. 'Put the whole world in ambition's stomach, it'll never be enough. Assume you get everything you want. Assume you have it now. What's the point? The next moment, you die.' " -Rumi
"There is no part of anything that is not connected to everything"
"Freedom is the ability to participate in our own power"
i think eternity is a lot like life. so i might as well live each moment like it were eternity.
an orchestra swimming in the bathtub with a symbiotic waterlogged ballet.
"If I had my own world, everything would be nonsense"- Alice
"In my world, everyone is a pony and they all eat rainbows and poop butterflies"-Katie from Horton Hears a Who
"Kids, if you want to piss off your parents, show interest in the arts. Kids, if you REALLY want to piss off your parents, buy real estate in an imaginary place."---Busdriver
"It is not love but the act of giving love that transforms people"
""Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you"
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""The source of a true smile is an awakened mind"-Thich
"Freedom is the right of all sentient beings"-Optimus Prime
"It is of lying and hearing this splash and seeing this light, and feeling, it is almost impossible that I should be here; of feeling the purest ecstasy I can conceive." ~Virginia Woolf
"The Miracle is not to walk on thin air or water; but to walk on Earth."-Thich Nhat Hanh-
"Do not say that I'll depart tomorrow- even today I still arive.
Look deeply: every second I am arriving to be a bud on a Spring branch, to be a tiny bird in my new nest, to be a caterpillar in the heart of a flower; to be a jewel hiding itself in a stone.
I still arrive, in order to laugh and to cry, to fear and to hope.
The rhythm of my heart is the birth and death of all that is alive.
I am a mayfly metamorphosing on the surface of the river. And I am the bird that swoops down to swallow the mayfly.
I am a frog swimming happily in the clear water of a pond. And I am the grass-snake that silently feeds itself on the frog.
I am the child in Uganda, all skin and bones, my legs as thin as bamboo sticks. And I am the arms merchant, selling deadly weapons to Uganda.
I am the twelve-year-old girl, refugee on a small boat, who throws herself into the ocean after being raped by the sea pirate. And I am the pirate, my heart not yet capable of seeing and loving.
I am a member of the politburo, with plenty of power in my hands. And I am the man who has to pay his "debt of blood" to my people dying slowly in a forced-labor camp.
My joy is like Spring, so warm it makes flowers bloom all over the Earth. My pain is like a river of tears, so vast it fills the four oceans.
Please call me by my true names, so I can hear all my cries and laughter at once, so I can see that my joy and pain are one.
Please call me by my true names, so I can wake up and the door of my heart could be left open, the door of compassion."
"Call Me by My True Names"-Thich Nhat Hanh from "Teachings on Love".. “All of a sudden, I realize something The weather is amazing, even the birds are bumpin Stood up and took a look and a breath And there's that bike that I forgot that I possessed Never really seen exercise as friendly But I thing something's telling me to ride that slow speed The brakes are broken, it's alright The tires got air and the chain seems tight Hopped on and felt the summertime, It reminds me of one of them Musab lines likeSunshine, sunshine, it's fine I feel it in my skin, warming up my mind, Sometimes you gotta give in to win, I love the days when it shines, whoa let it shineIf I could I would keep this feeling in a plastic jar Bust it out whenever someone's actin hard Settle down, barbeque in the backyard The kids get treats and old folks get classic cars Every day that gets to pass is a success Every woman looks better in a sun dress The sunshine's an excuse to shoot hoops, get juice Show improve their moves and let loose I hear voices, I see smiles to match em Good times and you can feel it in the fashion Even though the heat cooks up the action The streets still got butterflies Enough kids to catch 'em Ridin my bike around these lakes man Feelin like I finally figured out my escape plan Take it all and the day started off all wrong Somehow now that hangover is all gone Ain't nothing like the sound of the leaves When the breeze penetrates these southside trees Leanin' up against one, watchin the vibe Forgettin' all about the stress, thanking god I'm alive It's so simple, I had to keep the song simple When I get home I'm gonna open all the windows Feelin all right, stopped at a stop sign A car pulled up, bumpin Fresh Prince's Summertime”
"The story of life is quicker than the blink of an eye, The story of love is just hello and goodbye, until we meet again" - Jimi Hendrix's last poem
"My heart leaps up when I behold A rainbow in the sky: So was it when my life began; So is it now I am a man; So be it when I shall grow old, Or let me die!" ~William Wordsworth
To begin writing from our pain eventually engenders compassion for our small and groping lives. Out of this broken state there comes a tenderness for the cement below our feet, the dried grass cracking in a terrible wind. We can touch the things around us we once thought ugly and see their special detail, the peeling pain and gray of shadows as they are-simply what they are: not bad, just part of the life around us-and love this life because it is ours and in the moment there is nothing better. -natalie goldberg

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the mighty magnificent saul williams."The artist is a receptacle for emotions that come from all over the place: from the sky, from the earth, from a scrap of paper, from a passing shape, from a spider's web. That is why we must not discriminate between things. Where things are concerned there are no class distinctions." ~Picassothich- We have more possibilities available in each moment than we realize.

My Blog

and the slides of film keep reeling

i hold the bullet's hand in my heartthe hand of the watch is constantly spinninga woman swings from a handcrafted seattied to a lovely tree like tenselflowers falling from her smilehair blowing back a...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Sep 2009 22:10:00 GMT

minglings in my headspace

a fabricated illusory thoughtblow it away like dust pollen on the sleeve of my handmy feet remember walking on this asphalt street atleast 300 miles awaybut my toes just wiggle laughing to each other ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Sep 2009 22:07:00 GMT

looking up

i stare up at the moon through the blindsit glows like my hopeful heartthe hair of the palm trees is taken up by the windwaving about like the legs of a spindly starfisheerie golden clouds encroach to...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Sep 2009 21:23:00 GMT

some other poems written sometime earlier

so closei could touch the moonbut did notin fear i might shatter its precious beautyinstead i gazedwide-eyedwith no bother to gather the floor of my jaw from the groundso penetratingthe universe stung...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Sep 2009 20:42:00 GMT

boundaries forgot

She who howls courageinto the mysterystares at the moon in a smilefalling into open arms around herthe canopy hanging like stars above herrocks her like a childas she follows its movementbleeding into...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Sep 2009 19:36:00 GMT

together

The sea in me the me in seaflowing together are wesilver ripples glisten metallic on surfaces bellowing beneath a purple robed skypastels echo across its cheeklike a maiden's blush from the kiss of tr...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Sep 2009 19:35:00 GMT

delight

how I flitted with them soaked in the vibrancyof this mixed paletteorange, red, sting my corneas in pleasuremariposas dance like lovers in endless devotion to poetrydrinking up the nectar after the ra...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Sep 2009 12:39:00 GMT

brilliant loving warms me turning me inside out so gently

i love it allthe sad, the ecstatic happinessthe hard, the easyand i feel this..seed of peace in my heartplanted by the most gracious handbelonging to everloving godlinessgrowing everythingin a secret ...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Sep 2009 12:37:00 GMT

the depths of deep

i sit in the center of everythinglike a cloud in the middle of skygolden skirts ticking, tickinglegs swun out like pendulumsechoing evolution of the universecaught inside my revolving mindhieroglyphic...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Aug 2009 22:57:00 GMT

summer afternoon drips into an evening cup

a pair of doves on telephone wire observe us belowloud children playing like honking cars in trafficpretending to be all matter of sea life, dragons, and wizardsi wonder do they think, "curious humans...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Aug 2009 19:50:00 GMT