　 if you were here just now we would run
outside and fall in the snow
and we would laugh.
♥
i'm weak, and i'm selfish, and i'm scared.
i'll always try my best.
but thats what it always boils down to
and thats whats always going to win.
i annoy myself wishing all the time,
nae gid.
i don't ever want to be in the position
where i have a proper major regret.
i want to always be able to know
that what i did or didnt do was right at the time.
and i want life.
i want to achieve something worthwhile.
when i'm done,
i want to be able to look back and know
i did my best,
and everything was worth it,
that it was good.
i want to know that i lived.　　
i'd like more nights like these.
♥