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suicidalmaniac

We all transcend to a bitter end.

About Me

zasto SUICIDALMANIAC?na pitanje koliki dio u mom zivotu zauzima religija, obicno odgovorim da je moja filozofija moja religija. "a sto to znaci, i zasto bas nickname SUICIDALMANIAC?" pa, osim sto je (in)direktno povezano s glazbom, tj. bendom SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, pojam SUICIDAL za mene nije onaj glupi pojma oduzimanja vlastitog zivota, vec naprotiv, to je prihvacanje sansi koje ti zivot daje, napredovanja uz ljestvicu, going against the grain, itd. SUICIDAL je o tome da radis stvari za koje svi ostali misle da su lose, pogresne, glupe, neobicne, stetne, zato jer ti ZNAS, duboko unutra, da je to ono sto TREBAS uciniti... dakle ne samo da razmisljas (iako je i to vec korak naprijed) o tome zasto ti je zivot takav i takav, i sto bi trebao promijeniti da bude bolji, vec da i djelujes! da konacno napravis nesto za sebe, u svoju korist. svaka ekscentricnost, svako neuklapanje u nekakve nazovi "drustvene norme" mogli bi se nazvati SUICIDALnim ponasanjem. tu ne govorim o ekscentricnom ponasanju, ili seksualnom opredjeljenju, vec o razlicitim nacinima razmisljanja, pricanja, analiziranja, kombiniranja, itd. kreativnost je kljucna rijec. u trazenju svakog rjesenja dolazimo do krajnosti koja ima osobito uocljive ucinke; NEZADOVOLJSTVO vs. NAJMANJI NAPOR. s jedne strane covjek, tj. autor, je uvijek nezadovoljan sam sobom i svojim kreacijama, a s druge sklon je zadovoljiti se i najmanjim psiholoskim naporom. to dovodi do toga da nakon rjesenja problema, prema stalnom ili preteznom raspolozenju u tom trenutku, bira gotovo rjesenje koje mu se namece ili ga ima u memoriji (najmanji napor) ili ga, nasuprot tome, energicno odbija, gotovo s "razdrazljivoscu", i trazi nesto drugo, drugacije, dalje. nadam se da su neke stvari sada jasnije. ja sam jednostavno osoba koja voli imati svoj stav i misljenje. ako je komentar okoline da; "ono sto ON radi, to je cisto SAMOUBOJSTVO", ja kazem da je to samopouzdanje i vjera u sebe da bi napravio one stvari za koje osjecas da su ispravne... it's taken me many years, and a lot of pain, but i think i'm going to be SUICIDAL for a while...*over and out*

My Interests



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Music:

SHOUTOUTS & RESPECT GO TO - Mike Muir from "Suicidal Tendencies" - Fabio Romero from "Threat" - Shane Cooper from "HeadCrash" - John Hajdu from "Random Killing" - Mike Jensen from "Creeper" - Dean Miller from "No Redeeming Social Value" - Chris Chambers from “Skatenigs” (R.I.P.) - Krmpa and Bimbo from "Deafness By Noise" - Melee and Janez from "Psycho-Path" - Damir Badurina from "Unlogic Skill" (R.I.P.) – Jabuka and Boris from "Stronghold" - Dominik Dolenec from "Lord Of Dicks" - THE MUSIC I LIKE TO LISTEN TO - 20 Dead Flowerchildren - $400 Suits - American Head Charge - Anthrax - Apollo 440 – As Friends Rust - B-Thong – Bad News - Barcode - Beowulf – Big Dumb Face - Bile - Biohazard - Bitch Funky Sex Machine - Blackstar – Blood For Blood - Body Count - Brightside - Bruce Dickinson – Bully Boys - Burning Orange - Carcass - Civil Defiance - ClawFinger – Closer Than Kin - Clutch - Consumed - Corrosion Of Conformity - Crisis - Cro-Mags - Crushing Caspars - Cyco Miko - D.R.I. (Dirty Rotten Imbecils) - Dearly Beheaded - Deface - Demon Joker Junior - Devics - Dmize - Dog Eat Dog - Down - Downset. - Dropkick Murphy's – Drown - Dub War - Dumbell - EMF - Everlast - Evil Dead - Face Of Anger - Faith No More – Fantomas - Fear Factory - Filter - Freeze - Gadjits - Gang Green - Godsmack - Green Day - Guns N'Roses - Gunjah – GWAR - H-Blockx - H2O - Handsome - HeadCrash - Horny Toad! - Ignite - In-Line - Infectious Grooves - Insane Clown Posse - Iron Maiden - Jane’s Addiction - Janus Stark - Jesus Jones - Juster - Kill II This - King Prawn – KLF - LARD - Life Of Agony - Lodestar - M.O.D. (Method Of Destruction) - Machine Head - Madball - Manhole - Megadeth - Mindjive - Mindwar - Ministry – Misfits - Monster Voodoo Machine - Mr. Bungle - Mucky Pup - Mudvayne - Murder 1 - My Ruin - Nine Inch Nails – Naked Aggression - No Doubt – No Mercy (Fool!) - No One Is Innocent - No Redeeming Social Value - Offspring - One Life Crew - Out Of Order - Overkill - Pantera - Paradise Lost – Peeping Tom - Pist.On - Poundhound - Powerman 5000 – Pro-Pain - Proposital - Prong - Protein - Psycho-Path - Psycore - Random Killing – Republica - Revolting Cocks - Right Direction - RockBitch - Rollins Band - S.O.D. (Stormtroopers Of Death) - Senser - Sepultura - Sheer Terror - Shootyz Groove - Sick Of It All - Skatenigs - Skinlab - Slapshot - Slayer - Smash Mouth - Social Distortion - Souls At Zero - Soundgarden - Spermbirds – Spite - Spudmonsters - Stone Temple Pilots - Stuck Mojo - Sub-Zero – SugarComa - Sugar Ray - Suicidal Tendencies - Suicide Machines - System Of A Down - Therapy? – Threat (Brasil) - Training For Utopia - Tura Satana - Ugly Kid Joe - Uncle Slam - Urban Dance Squad - Vision Of Disorder - Waltari - Whale - White Zombie + CROATIAN BANDS / LOCAL LEGENDS: Anesthesia - Deafness By Noise – Dogma - Hladno Pivo – Kultura - Mahatma - Malehookers – Mandrill – Rawbau – Septica – Stronghold - Supermarket – Tamnichars – Unlogic Skill – Vatrogasci - Very Expensive Porno Movie - Why Stakla - Zadruga.

Movies:

Falling Down, Slap Shot, Angel Heart, Donnie Darko, The Rules of Attraction, Torrente, Freebie and The Bean, Evil Dead Trilogy, The Bottom, The Young Ones, Bad News, More Bad News.

Books:

Nitrous Oxide: "Floodgate", Rik Mayal: "Bigger Than Hitler, Better Than Christ", Charles Bukowski: “Post Office”, Charles Bukowski: “Hot Water Music”, Charles Bukowski: “South of No North”, Charles Bukowski: “Women”, Charles Bukowski: “Hollywood”, Henry Miller: “Crazy Cock”, Henry Miller: “Trilogy” (Tropic of Cancer, Tropic of Capricorn, Black Spring), Henry Miller: “The Rosy Crucifixion” (Sexus, Plexus, Nexus), Borivoj Radakovic: “Sjaj Epohe”, Borivoj Radakovic: “Ne, To Nisam Ja”, Borivoj Radakovic: “Porno”, Iljf & Petrov: “Zlatno Tele”.

Heroes:

Mike Muir. Rik Mayall. Adrian Edmonson. Denis Leary.

My Blog

THE HEALING PROCESS (Lungbutter)

THE HEALING PROCESS [6:40](Lungbutter)   I've been in this ditch so long now; the sunlight burns my eyesI wonder how long I'll stay here, the dungeons of my mind&   I'm stuck; I twist and tu...
Posted by suicidalmaniac on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 03:56:00 PST

SO COMMON, SO CHEAP (Blood For Blood)

SO COMMON, SO CHEAP [2:54] (Blood For Blood)   Fucking your pussy; was like fucking the wound from a shotgun blast. With gangrene!   Huh! Sorry ladies, but this one goes out to all the g...
Posted by suicidalmaniac on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 01:26:00 PST

PAC BELL (hed) P.E.

PAC BELL [4:46]..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> ((hed) P.E.)   If you'd like to make a call& Please hang up and try again&   We used to drive all nig...
Posted by suicidalmaniac on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 12:37:00 PST

CYCO SPEAKS (MIKE MUIR)

CYCO SPEAKS(Mike Muir)Ladies and gentlemen, sorry to interrupt you from your listening pleasure. I'd like to have your undivided attention please, and please welcome the honourable mister Cyco Miko to...
Posted by suicidalmaniac on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 07:45:00 PST

LOCOMOTIVE (COMPLICITY)

LOCOMOTIVE (COMPLICITY) (Rose/Slash)   Gonna find a way to cure this loneliness Yeah, I'll find a way to cure the pain If I said that you're my friend, and our love would never end How long bef...
Posted by suicidalmaniac on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 01:51:00 PST