Charitymarie

i am officially 20teen! I hate this whole growing up thing-so I guess u could say i am somewhat stuck in childish ways...but i would rather just say i just gave up on my childhood a little too soon & now i am trying to relive lost time. I moved out of my rents crib somewhere around 14=fostercare/group homes, then i got legally emancipated (divorcing ur own family) by the time i was 16. This can be fun to brag about, but it really just means i choose a hard way of life (now i'm suffering the consequences).If i could reverse time i would live with my parents until im 30 for about 10 reasons: 1)I suck at cooking-which is the only reason i have maintained weight-like honestly mac n cheese is difficult....so b/c nothing taste good i just starve 2)I suck at managing money-which is why im always broke and looking for fast cash (this has somewhat made me a skeemer). 3)I dont wake up to any of the following: alarm clock, fire alarm, banging on a door, braking windows, rape ect. So basically if you would like to come rob/rape me-make sure im already a sleep and then ur solid! :) 4)I get lost in my own apt complex-i couldnt find my way out of easton ok....so basically b/c i cant afford a cell...i shouldnt be allowed to drive 5) i cant pay my bills-but isnt that everyones prob 6) i have no one to blame for how shitty my life has turned out 7)i hate being alone 8)having no health insurance makes u sicker than u realize 9)no one but me gives a flying fuck if i make it... 10) the biggest reason...is i have no one to encouagement for doing the right things....not that i need a slap on the back but some occasional direction would be appreciated...this life didnt come with some manual did it?? maybe i lost that-would suprise me, i loose everything at least twice a dayI love photography but i happen to steal a camera from my best friend (like who does that right?) to make some point...and unfortunately it didnt work the way i planned so i have banned myself from my own camera as punishment.i would prolly just suggest for your own sanity that if u decided to attempt getting to know me or spend time with me that u be prepared for some insane stories and some crazy car rides. i am very spontaneous, mostly out of control, and i never stop when ive gone too far. So dont be shocked if i blatenly tell u what i think or u find my feelings hanging on my sleeve....thats me....Charitymariefound this girls layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com :: MyHotComments