Jacky♥

♥ ♥ ♥ I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!! *KISSES!!!!* ♥ ♥ ♥
I think change can be good and that growth happens from events and people that impact your life subconsciously, consciously, in small or big ways...i think that people don't necessarily change all the time but definitely GROW.I genuinely feel that I am so lucky to be so happy and appreciate each and every day! i love meditating and think it's unhealthy to hold grudges. i give people the benefit of the doubt, and i believe in good karma. i learned to rely on my friends and let myself fall back on them. i live and learn; that's life, so make it a good one. I've lived my whole life constantly being judged by so many people simply BECAUSE I put myself out there so often. I understand that the more I put myself out there in the world, the more people I meet, the more people I will get to know, and the more opportunity people will have to judge me. Sometimes it hurts because I've heard horrible, twisted things, but for the most part, I know who I am. I am happy with who I am and I like the person I am. People who know me know who I am and those that don't do not matter. I consider myself an unusually friendly and outgoing person, and I ALWAYS do my own thing. I LOVE dressing up because I feel that our society has gotten so casual that sometimes it's hindering (The super friendliness and dressing up combo together is what makes a lot of people look at me and underestimate my abilities, but they will also be the most shocked when all of my drive, dedication, and hard work pay off in the end!!). I've learned to handle myself and react in a direct, witty, smart ass, but also kind and very classy way and do it when appropriate. I know that I may look like I don't know what's going on sometimes, but I always do. It just depends on whether I really think it's imperative that you know that I know what's going on. I can also be very sarcastic and witty, but because I don't flaunt about what I know is happening, sometimes people mistake me for misunderstanding and feel the need to overexplain something to me when either 1) I get it, or 2) I'm kidding. That's ok though because it sometimes makes for good humor! :) I think people need to realize that what they do and say always comes back to them and that the world doesn't revolve around them. if someone shows qualities of being an unfaithful friend, then NOW I have no problem telling myself that they are not my friend and I don't need them. You don't have to be friends with everybody, but it's nice if you try. I think you should definitely try to get to know the best in people. unfortunately, there will always be people who will be 2-faced and say one thing but do another. take the high road and be better than that.

i eat boxes of chocolates as my study snacks. i'm really weird and like it when i gain weight. i like reading my horoscope because i am the epitome of gemini. I LOVE the shower...i think it has amazing, magical powers...like when i'm feeling down, or i feel like there's a lot on my mind...i just hop into the shower and it's such a great cleansing, meditating experience where i can think about everything while at the same time get lost in my thoughts...it's like sleep...a few blissful moments where you're to yourself and don't have to worry about what's outside the door...it's kind of like a sanctuary you could say...and then you step out feeling and looking so fresh! :)

in the shower, you're entirely naked...it's where everyone is most beautiful because they are completely exposed as who they are...they are completely comfortable with themselves by themselves...and that's why so many people sing in the shower even if they don't normally! :)

i like people, but i don't add people unless i know them, so PLEASE ONLY MESSAGE ME IF I KNOW YOU , cuz i'm not gonna lie...there are some weird people on here who send out creepy vibes!!