the preggo book is almost closed |
I was never prepared to deal with myself so transparently. Pregnancy takes away all the vices and makes you honestly, objectively look at yourself and the world around you. You can no longer 'take t... Posted by on Thu, 28 Jan 2010 13:53:00 GMT |
almost there |
It is getting to the end now and I'm thankful. Now I've just been apprehensive about when the baby comes. You never know exactly how things will go. The closer we get the more scared I become. I'm... Posted by on Sun, 03 Jan 2010 20:21:00 GMT |
waiting for labor |
So, I'm still pregnant!!! I've just hit my 3rd trimester, that means I've got 12 weeks or 84 days left. I've just been really emotional lately. I'm not sure if it is because I've not been getting v... Posted by on Mon, 14 Dec 2009 12:20:00 GMT |
movie love |
I'm watching Bridget Jones' Diary and really missing Ritchie. He is working late at work. Things with the baby have been good, it's pretty much a text book pregnancy so far. the baby kicks me more t... Posted by on Fri, 16 Oct 2009 20:16:00 GMT |
the rain |
it seems the rain and i are having a special relationship today. it never came down real hard, it was just enough to feel and see. only enough to affect. it just seems to wash things a bit. the ear... Posted by on Tue, 01 Sep 2009 15:27:00 GMT |
life loves to throw a curve ball!!! |
so for those of you that know me, who would have thought i would be jobless and pregnant at 26? well, definately not me. but yet here i am, cleaning the house, doing endless dishes, and thinking about... Posted by on Sat, 29 Aug 2009 15:19:00 GMT |
fianlly |
it is funny in our lives when change happens and it sucks. at first it is always hard to get used to. then one day it just doesn't anymore. something happens and it is okay. i never really know what i... Posted by on Fri, 21 Aug 2009 13:51:00 GMT |
finding things anew. |
today has become a surprisingly good day. it started horribly with fighting the government. but once that subsided and ritchie went to work things changed. i found this wonderful park not far from my ... Posted by on Mon, 17 Aug 2009 18:38:00 GMT |
looking back |
i just read back through my blog. it seems my words were once more eloquent. i miss those days when it felt like the words were mine. i could use them as i wished and now they just seem like extras in... Posted by on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 19:12:00 GMT |
just being.... |
my days now are just seamless, no beginning no end. i just wake up and there is no routine, nothing that must be done. i just feel sort of, useless. i quit my job about a week ago now and it sucks. i ... Posted by on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 18:58:00 GMT |